(Girls' Literature)

"Okay, let Mom go too, let's go!" Xinxin's hand reached out to Zheng Encai's face, "You're a good father!" Xinxin said, Zheng Encai grabbed her daughter's little hand, held it in her hand, and kissed it gently, "Good boy, what a good boy...... Unconsciously, Zheng Encai's voice began to choke seriously.

Xinxin looked at me, "Aunt Xiaoya......." I was shocked, just now the child said "Mom", why is it calling me "Aunt Xiaoya" again? I looked at Xinxin, my eyes unblinking. Xinxin looked at me with an angelic smile on her face, "In the future, can you help me go see Dad?" I told my dad to stop hurting you......." Shin Shin's smile, at this time it was like a movie film, and it was frozen in this moment, my tears poured out like a fountain, Shin Shin, my good boy, you are an angel!

What a good boy, I nodded hard and nodded desperately, "I promise you, baby, I promise you!" "I stepped forward, squatted on the edge of the bed, and grabbed her hand, but Xinxin's hand slipped from my hand weakly at this time, and I wanted to grab it hard, but unfortunately, I didn't catch it, and her hand hung straight down." Xinxin ......" I couldn't help but scream, and my eyes slowly closed when I looked at her again, "Doctor, doctor......." I screamed in horror, looking at the ventilator, the lines on it were slowly flattening. I'm a medical student, and of course I know what this is, it's serious!

Oh my God, please, don't take Shin Shin away from us, okay? Don't let Shin Shin take us away, okay? "Prepare to rescue!" The doctor who opened the door and broke in drove me and Jung Eun-jae to the outside of the house, and then began to carry out rescue work inside the house. I only heard the chaotic footsteps in the house, "Xinxin, Xinxin......." was isolated from the door, Zheng Encai kept banging on the door, only to hear the knock on the door, the door was like an iron wall, just blocking the father and daughter.

"Xinxin, Xinxin, my child, my child......." Zheng Encai knocked on the door of the emergency room like crazy, like a complete madman, just knocking like this, "You calm down, don't interfere with the doctors' rescue work!" I struggled to pull Zheng Encai over, but Zheng Encai threw me aside, "You go away, my daughter is inside, my daughter is really inside, I'm going to find my daughter, I'm going to find my daughter......." Zheng Encai was like a crazy leopard, still banging on the glass, "Are you enough!" "Yes, it was Officer Huang at the critical moment, he pulled Zheng Encai over, and the two policemen behind him bet on him, and Officer Huang punched him in the face.

"It's okay, you're enough, don't make trouble here, it's just going to delay everyone's rescue time!" Maybe it was Officer Huang's fist that really made the almost crazy Zheng Encai sober up, he was out of breath, Officer Huang took out the handcuffs from his pocket and handcuffed them to Zheng Encai's hands, "You wait for me honestly, if you go crazy here again, be careful that I kill you!" "It's crude, but it's straightforward. Sometimes for some people who are delirious, it doesn't make sense to be patient and reasonable!

Zhang Yefeng glanced at him, at this time, Zhang Yefeng was still shirtless, holding the prisoner's clothes in his hands, but Officer Huang suddenly remembered, "Look at my memory, your clothes haven't been changed back yet!" In this way, the prisoner's uniform returned to Zheng Encai's body, and we waited quietly in front of the door, but our hearts were full of swords and fire. Shin Shin, Shin Shin, baby, don't leave us, you must get better, my Shin Shin! In a moment of anxiety, the lights in the operating room suddenly went out, and a young doctor walked out, "Zheng Xinxin's family!" "We stepped forward, and I felt like my heart was going to fail.

"It's a pity." The weight of these three words is simply more powerful than a sledgehammer smashed on the body, my God, I feel that I have a strong tremor from the front chest to the back at this time, which is really unacceptable, I think that after he said this, it is simply a great disaster for everyone who cares for Xinxin, I felt dizzy in front of my eyes, "How are you, how are you, Ai Xiaoya, Ai Xiaoya......." Zhang Yefeng just helped me like thisFinally, I slowly opened my eyes, but when I looked at Zheng Encai again. Zheng Encai's reaction was even more intense, although he didn't pay much for this daughter, but this was still his daughter!

"Xinxin, Xinxin, my child, my child......" Zheng Encai shouted hard, my God, Zheng Encai at this time is like a very fierce but accidentally caught by people trapped beast, just like this, after being restrained by us, he still resisted the same negative corner, "You shut up for me, don't make trouble here anymore, hurry up and take him away!" I looked at Zheng Encai's back, my heart was full of sourness, "Xinxin...... I saw a white car pushed out of the rescue room, but under the heavy and white quilt was a small bulging piece. I know it's Xinxin's body, but now it's definitely cold to the bone, and there's no temperature.

I want to go up and hug her again, really, I just want to hug her again, I don't have any other thoughts, even if she has no body temperature now, even if she is just a cold corpse now, but I still want to hold her in my arms, "Ai Xiaoya, can you calm down, Xinxin is dead, Xinxin is really dead, it is useless for you to be so excited, do you understand?" Zhang Yefeng hugged me in his arms, he hugged me tightly, hugged hard, and in his arms, I finally couldn't help crying. Officer Huang stood beside us, and his trembling voice began to become very choked, "Miss Xiaoya, please mourn, Xinxin's child is so pitiful...... "Xinxin, my child, can you hear our call?"

I feel that there is always a wall in my heart, and in my opinion, this is still a very big and thick strong, this wall almost blocked my whole mind is tight, almost airtight, but the scene on the other side of the wall is indeed the scene that I want to do my best to bury in the snow in the depths of my heart, it is a wound that I can never erase in my life, and it is also a forbidden place that I will never want to go to in my life, after my father died, I was always afraid to see these words.

"First Aid", "Intensive Care Unit", "Rescue" When the lights in the emergency room are turned on, it makes me feel very strongly as if I have been forced to guillotine again, which makes me want to escape from this place very much, the scene of my father's death, Kang Hui jumped from the upstairs without looking back, and Xinxin's hand hanging from my hand, but in this short year, there were three fresh lives left me like this, and from my eyes like withered petals, they fell like this, I felt like I was surrounded by a chill.

Is summer coming to an end? Is the season of wearing skirts coming to an end soon, and is the skirt going to be locked in a closet? A heavy rain and a cold, this year's rain in the provincial capital, that is a lot of extraordinary, and very frequent, on the day of Shin Shin's burial, God began to give us a huge rain at the right time. Shin Shin was buried in a vacant lot behind the welfare house, there was a new dug up of new soil, Shin Shin was buried there, there were a lot of white flowers planted around, the children in the welfare home were wearing white clothes, standing around, just singing to Shin Shin, a small urn in the hands of the dean, the dean gently put the urn on the ground, the rain was still scared, but no one had an umbrella, I originally thought of participating by myself, but I didn't expect Zhang Yefeng to insist on coming. "God bless you, my poor child!"

The dean, who was soaking wet, respectfully placed the urn in his hand in the pit that had been dug, and then slowly covered the slate. I don't know what song this is, as if I am deaf in both ears, but I still understand, my hearing seems to have recovered in this instant, and I remember that they are singing farewell, "Outside the long pavilion, by the ancient road, the grass is green, the evening breeze blows the willow flute, the sunset outside the mountain, the corner of the end of the world, the acquaintance is half scattered, a pot of turbid wine is full of joy, don't dream cold tonight!" "A crisp child's voice sounded, and the place became very holy, like a church in progress." Don't be too sad, Xinxin is out of the sea of suffering......."

I don't know when, I felt that the rain on my head was gone, I raised my head and saw a big black umbrella on my head, Zhang Yefeng's eyes were as gentle as water that I had never seen before, he looked at me so gently, when the funeral was over, the rain also stopped, and I saw the shape of a rainbow on the horizon. "Goodbye, Auntie!" As we left, the children were holding our hands. A chubby little boy ran over, "Auntie, I dreamed of Shin Shin yesterday, she is wearing a white dress and wings on her back, Auntie, she has become an angel!" ”