204 Fear of loneliness

Back then, Yu Qiu took Yan Ke away, and Gu Guoguang and his wife listened to Gu Guorong's bad idea and put Yan Ke in the so-called rural friend's house for foster care.

In fact, as Gu Guorong expected, he was incapable of taking care of a company, a baby and a mentally disordered wife, and the Yan family was completely chaotic. Many of Gan's technologies were forced to cease development and were in danger of bankruptcy.

Gu Guorong was released from prison, and he was still looking for his lost daughter, but he has not been heard from. The peak is like the sky, Gu Guorong took the opportunity to suppress and secretly strengthen his strength, Gu Guoguang was stroked and was admitted to the hospital and could not take care of himself.

Gu Guorong was complacent, just when he wanted to capture Linfeng, Gu Jifeng returned to China and killed him by surprise! Gu Qianmo was unwilling and looked for someone to beat Gu Jifeng, but he was in a car accident.

This incident directly led to a head-to-head confrontation between Gu Guorong and Gu Jifeng. Gu Jifeng is young and vigorous, leaving no way for people to live. Gu Guorong was like a water dog, almost defeated, and when he was still breathing, he took out Yan Ke's whereabouts and threatened Yu Qiu, asking her to ask Gu Jifeng to let him go.

Who knows, this matter was inadvertently learned by Yan Huairen, and he was furious. Yu Qiu begged him bitterly to let them live for the sake of her careful care of Yan's mother, and the Gu family must not let out a scandal because of this.

How could he let go of the Gu family? At that time, the restless Gu Guorong had a tendency to relapse......

However, it is no coincidence that there is no book, at that time, his wife who was not in a good mental state could only vaguely distinguish a few people around her, one of which was Yu Qiu, who had been taking care of her, and Yan Xin, who was young, was also very dependent on Yu Qiu.

He is a man, and he has to admit that in some ways, he does not take care of his wife as well as Yu Qiu. For the sake of his wife and Xiao Yanxin, he hesitated......

After thinking about it again, for the sake of his family, Yan Huairen had to swallow this breath for the time being. decided to temporarily put aside the idea of looking for Yan Ke and help Yu Qiu and Gu Jiefeng *** to suppress Gu Guorong, and this delay is several months! Gu Guorong was defeated again, Gu Jifeng confronted him for the second time, and the anger in his heart broke out, and his subordinates refused to show mercy at all!

Gu Guorong found him and took the opportunity to threaten Yan Ke's whereabouts, he thought of his daughter and made a deal with him, he told him Yan Ke's whereabouts, and he helped him escape from the country and promised him a sum of money.

Gu Guorong threatened to see the money first and then give him Yan Ke's whereabouts, he thought that Gu Guorong was at the end of the road and there was no threat, so he didn't think much about it and agreed to him.

He went to find Yan Ke in the countryside in person, but Gu Guorong quietly went abroad, and he went to the countryside to pounce. I heard that the so-called orphanage was a black orphanage for the purpose of abducting and trafficking children, and it had already been reported and taken away by the police. The people inside fled, caught, and scattered, and the little Yan Ke didn't know where to go.

For many years, he has been regretting that if it weren't for his carelessness, maybe Gu Guorong wouldn't have had the opportunity to escape; If he hadn't hesitated at that time, but went to find Yan Ke strongly, maybe Yan Ke would have been able to find something home, and he wouldn't have to suffer so much!

It's a pity that life won't give him a second chance to choose, and even if he had a second chance, he thought he might make that decision!

The emotion of regret has been lingering in his heart, stirring him up day and night, like poison that invades his body, corroding his body little by little.

While paying attention to the charity of orphanages across the country, he also paid attention to the adoption of children in various places, but he never heard any news about Yan Ke. It wasn't until one day later that he heard that there was a little girl who looked exactly like his daughter in an orphanage in the suburbs, and his search for many years finally came to an end.

If it weren't for the unscrupulous means of the Gu family for the sake of profit, would he have almost broken up his wife? If it weren't for the meanness and shamelessness of the Gu family, he would need to make his wife and daughter suffer so much?

Now, let him give up such a great opportunity, how can he be willing? How can you be willing!

However, the daughter he is most ashamed of, the daughter who wants to love and compensate the most......

"Xiao Ke, you go out first! Let me think. ”

His daughter is so stubborn, if he told her that he was the one who aided the abuse, gave Gu Guorong money, gave Gu Guorong a chance to escape, missed her, and let her stay alone in the orphanage for four more years, would she blame him?

He couldn't believe that his wife hadn't spoken to him for nearly a month......

He suddenly felt a little tired, and his body, which had stood for most of his life, was a little unbearable. When people are old, what they want is just to tease their grandchildren and share the fun of family. However, it also means that he has to give up this hidden hatred!

Can he give up easily?

Sometimes it's harder to give up than to bear!

Yan Ke didn't know what his father was thinking, watching his father sit on the chair weakly, she suddenly felt guilty in her heart, she knew that this was embarrassing her father, he felt sorry for her, but she couldn't appreciate it.

She really can't ignore Gu Jifeng!

Closed the door and quietly left time for her father to think, she always knew that her father was a wise man, and I believe it will be the same this time!

was about to go downstairs, but a sharp and familiar shout came from downstairs, "Yan Huairen!" You come out for me! You come out for me! ”

"Mrs. Gu, the master is upstairs! Don't worry, I'll take a look at it for you! ”

"No, I'll go by myself, don't pull me, I must have an explanation today! How could he be so untrustworthy! ”

Gu's mother shouted downstairs angrily, Yan Ke frowned, why did she come to the door? Looking at her angry appearance again, Sister-in-law Li obviously couldn't stop her, and the other subordinates didn't dare to stop her!

Gu's mother looked up and saw Yan Ke, the shouting stopped instantly, her reluctant anger stiffened a little, and her arrogance also dropped a little, and the embarrassment was very obvious!

This is the first time that the ex-mother-in-law and daughter-in-law have met since she gave her the divorce agreement!

Yan Ke turned a blind eye to her embarrassment, and smiled respectfully and detachedly, "Auntie, is there anything wrong with you?" ”

Regardless of whether she divorced Gu Jifeng or not, she always remembered that she cared about her, maybe it was fake, but so what, she was really happy at that time! Even if she is not sincere now, she doesn't want to lose her due politeness! This is her upbringing!

Yan Ke's appearance regardless of his previous suspicions made Gu's mother like a deflated ball, and she could no longer find the slightest arrogant posture, and she looked like an elementary school who didn't seem to know how to speak.

Yan Ke smiled faintly, not as uncomfortable as she was. She thought that as a mother, she could understand her thoughts, but as a mother, she could not indulge others to hurt her children.

Although the object is different, the principle is the same. She has the right to protect her children!

"I've got something to do with your dad." After a long time, Gu's mother mustered up the courage to say the first sentence. After all, she is sorry for the people first, and she is not a person who has committed the most heinous crimes, how can she not feel guilty?

"Daddy's upstairs! Go up! ”

Gu's mother: "Oh! With a sigh, he turned sideways and went upstairs from Yan Ke's side. I don't know if it's an illusion, Yan Ke Lao felt that Gu's mother looked at her a little weirdly.

She didn't know what Gu's mother was looking for her father to do, and she wasn't in the mood to guess, her mind was not on her. There were a lot of things she hadn't figured out, and those things had surpassed what she had already knew.

She only stayed with Yangyang and Guoguo for a while, and came out of Yan's house without dinner. I bought something casually on the way, returned to Gu Jifeng's apartment, got something simple to eat, and didn't want to move anymore.

I didn't think it before, and I didn't think it in the past six years, but now it wasn't until the two of them had a heart-to-heart connection that she didn't seem to notice it. The house is really quiet without him, so quiet that it's a little overwhelming!

At that time, she thought that he didn't have her in his heart, and she thought that as long as she could secretly put him in her heart, she would be very satisfied! Now, however, her ambition seems to have grown, and she can no longer be satisfied with that little bit of warmth. She wants him to be by her side all the time, she greedily wants to hug the sun, she wants to get more warmth.

But will this warmth really belong to her?

Her hands flipped through the contents of his study, and at this moment, she realized that he had not locked anything except the safe for which she knew the code.

A new photo album lay quietly in the bottom drawer of the desk, everything in it was so familiar that she wanted to cry, it was Jincheng, her home there! One of the photos is of her holding Yangyang and Guoguo sitting in the park, smiling brightly!

It was when they were 100 days old, and she specially asked Li Xiaodong to help take a photo.

At that time, her body had just recovered, but her face was still not good-looking, she couldn't wash her hair or take a bath during the confinement, she ruthlessly cut her black hair that had been treasured for many years, and when she went down with scissors, her hair was so short that it was almost close to the scalp.

She should be glad to have given birth to two children in nine lifetimes. However, she was also seriously injured, and it took nearly three months of recovery before she could be considered alive again!

She remembered that she had kept this picture in her diary! Subconsciously looked at the back of the photo, and there were traces of double-sided tape pasted on it! I suddenly had an indescribable feeling in my heart!

Gu Jifeng hid too many things from her, she didn't want to ask why, when, for the sake of this photo? As long as he can come back safely, she doesn't care!

There are many more photos, Yangyang writes, Guoguo learns to crawl, she cooks, and the mother and son go out to play. Although it is few, each one is significant to her, and it is an irreplaceable memory!

She has been secretly living in her heart this unrealistic fantasy, that is, one day, he will see these photos, and she will carefully explain to him the story behind each photo! Let him see the growth he missed!

She was looking forward to it, looking forward to that day! It's just that now that the photos have appeared in his study, why is she still the only one looking through these photos?

Tears rolled uncontrollably down the plastic mold of the album, and the crisp ticking sound resounded in the room, splashing countless wonderful water.

Hate in your heart, Gu Jifeng, what kind of trick are you playing? You're not coming back...... You're not coming back...... I......