Chapter 290: Divine Thoughts Don't Belong
When he said this, his face was full of helplessness, and his expression was gentle enough to drown people.
Like a feather gently scratching at the tip of his heart, the petals bloom suddenly in appreciation, and it is like a drop of water ticking to the ground, bang, bang, Jiang Ruonan feels as if he heard the sound of flowers blooming.
It was as if the fireworks were scattered, and under Lu Zhenjun's eyes, she was about to melt when she saw it.
Jiang Ruonan smiled unconsciously.
Laughing and laughing, until she saw her silly smile clearly in those serious and affectionate eyes, she suddenly couldn't laugh.
No, it's not.
"No, Lu Zhenjun"
"No hurry!" Lu Zhenjun almost knew what she was going to say as soon as he saw her frowning, "Anyway, I'll plant it in your hands, whether you recognize it or not, anyway, I admit it." ”
"I, I'm ......" he said categorically, and in an instant, Jiang Ruonan's newly strengthened mind collapsed, and he was even embarrassed and didn't dare to look at his eyes.
My heart is full of joy and trembling of being confessed and loved, and there is some panic for no reason.
Lu Zhenjun was originally a little depressed because of her expression, but when he saw his tangled expression, he couldn't help but brighten.
It was only at this time that I could feel that she was still a young girl.
He didn't want to force her: "Okay, it's not cooked yet, and it's cold in the kitchen, you can go in and add some clothes." He diverted the topic, seeing that she was still cute and cute, her expression was a little helpless, but in the end his heart was still soft, and he rubbed her head, "You don't have to rush to make a decision, I'm not in a hurry, I still have a long life!" ”
Is this a confession?
Jiang Ruonan finally remembered this question in hindsight, it turned out that the feeling of being loved was so warm!
But... But......
But can she really respond?
Is she worthy of Lu Zhenjun's love?
Does she like Lu Zhenjun?
Jiang Ruonan's heart was in a mess, and at this time, she finally understood what it felt like to "feel like a deer jumping like a deer in her heart".
The longer they get along, the more she can find out what a good man Lu Zhenjun is.
The wind and rain are like obscurity, and the roosters are crowing. Seeing a gentleman, don't you like it?
When she crossed into this worst and worst situation, she met Lu Zhenjun, no matter how she thought that the marriage between the two was a fair deal, but she was still grateful to him in her heart.
From gratitude, to later discovering that this person is different from most men in this era, until now.
Do you like it?
Probably.
But even if she likes it, she is still afraid when she thinks of really having to be honest with each other. For physical pleasure, there may still be a desire for physical pleasure, but how much trust and love do you have to give yourself to others without reservation?
Jiang Ruonan didn't know, but she was sure that she liked Lu Zhenjun, but not to the extent that she could accept intimacy.
Thinking about it like this, I seem to be a bit of a scumbag!
It's like hanging someone.
However, Lu Zhenjun would confess to her.
It can be said that it is an old man's confession, without flowery words or heart-to-heart outpouring, but it is so simple.
Let her rejoice at the same time, but also feel self-reproach.
Can she ask Lu Zhenjun to only talk to her about platonic love?
It seems a bit ridiculous. Because it is not fair to Lu Zhenjun.
So, it's better not to have it.
Besides, she still wants a divorce.
I didn't even think of this thought until the end.
But when she thought about it, she lost the eager anticipation she had before, and even the desperate desire for freedom seemed to be no longer active......
After thinking about it in a mess, Jiang Ruonan stood in the room and couldn't help but look out of the window at Lu Zhenjun, and the heart of the deer finally settled down.
After all, she is still a person who is more rational than emotional.
It's just that how do you tell Lu Zhenjun to dispel this thought?
Jiang Ruonan's heart, which had just calmed down, couldn't help but feel troubled again.
"Sister-in-law, what are you doing in the house?" It was Lu Zhifang's voice that finally interrupted all her thoughts, "You have been in the house for a long time, sister-in-law, why is your face so red?" Did you go out and have a fever? ”
Lu Zhifang's cool hand touched Jiang Ruonan's face: "It's a little hot, it shouldn't be hot, right?" Sister-in-law, are you feeling unwell? ”
She touched Jiang Ruonan's face and forehead, and then touched her own forehead, compared it, and still tried it a few times with some unease.
Some cold hands made Jiang Ruonan feel even more ashamed when he thought of what he had just thought, exhaled, and patted his cheek with his hand: "No, no, I just sat here for a while, and suddenly thought of something......
"Are you really alright?" Lu Zhifang was still a little worried, "It's windy today, sister-in-law, you didn't even wear two more pieces and went out just now, didn't you blow cold?" ”
"No, no." Jiang Ruonan waved his hand again and again, and simply diverted the topic, "By the way, aren't you making sweaters with your mother?" Have you achieved any results? ”
As soon as he heard this, Lu Zhifang was deflated: "Not yet, sister-in-law, I'm so stupid...... Oh, sister-in-law, mom wants me to ask, what's going on with sister-in-law Chen next door? I just heard Sister-in-law Chen crying! Director Wang went to persuade him, and his mother asked if you wanted to go over and have a look. ”
"Huh? Sister-in-law Chen is crying? "Could it be that Lin Ai Dang really beat people?
Thinking of the way he shook his fist at Chen Sufen before, Jiang Ruonan's heart couldn't help but tighten.
"That's right, just so loud, that Lin Erwa is also crying! Didn't you hear? "You can hear it even in this room, right?
Facing Lu Zhifang's puzzled and innocent eyes, Jiang Ruonan's heart was empty for a moment, and then he immediately said: "I heard it, I just thought that Director Wang was not here......
It's all to blame on Lu Zhenjun, the couple are divorced for such a big deal, he is good, and he still has the heart to tell himself something about what he doesn't have, so that she can't think about it here for a long time!
With a grudge in his heart, Jiang Ruonan and Lu Zhifang had already hurried to the living room.
Walking into the yard, you can hear the sound next door even more, although there are no more quarrels and crying, but it is still relatively noisy.
Lin Chunli and Lin Jianxin were both in the Lu family hall, their expressions were not in any spirit, and their eyes were obviously looking at the Lin family next door, obviously very worried.
This made Dabao Sanbao and the second sister a little uneasy, after all, they were also a little sensible. Besides, even if they are not sensible, children are always afraid of adults making noise
Only Xiaobao was taken by Xiaocao, the two small ones were in the origami airplane, although they were clumsy, but they were also more serious, without the slightest distraction, the two of them were still comparing from time to time, Xiaocao was a little more flexible than Xiaobao's hands, so she could give Xiaobao guidance, which made her very proud, and she was too addicted to her sister.
So the two little ones chattered, and from time to time there was a giggle. It also made everyone in the hall feel less uncomfortable.
Liu Chunhua asked the second sister of Dabao and Lin Chunli to play together, she got up and went to Jiang Ruonan's side, and quietly pointed to the next door: "Are you okay?" Why did you make such a big commotion during the New Year? ”
Isn't this looking for bad luck in your own family, and it's also a joke for others to see?
Her voice was lowered, Jiang Ruonan glanced at Lin Chunli and Lin Jianxin, thinking about such a big movement, there was nothing that could not be said, so he also lowered his voice: "It's not what I told you before, Captain Lin is about to retire from the army, and there is a bit of a contradiction with my sister-in-law about the assigned work......"
She also said this, as for the obvious old things between the two of them, and even the divorce, Jiang Ruonan didn't say it.
After all, to be honest, even if Captain Lin is now discharged from the army, this marriage is no longer so difficult to leave, but now the times are limited, and she also thinks that even if Chen Sufen says divorce, it is just a threat, and it is definitely impossible to leave, at least it is impossible to divorce now.
When she said it, it seemed that it was not a big deal to see the excitement.
Liu Chunhua nodded again and again when she heard this: "It's a matter of work, it's a good student to think about it...... But Xiao Chen looks honest, why is he still so messing with men? "This kind of big thing, don't you just listen to men!