Chapter 947: Unspeakable Sadness
"Xiao Xian, has Xiao Man woken up?" Su Shi quietly walked into the room and spoke in a low voice.
Xiao Man had fainted back and forth many times since she saw the corpse of Fava Bean by the river, and her consciousness was groggy.
It seemed that she had forgotten everything, but the only thing she remembered was her son's name, and she began to say it as soon as she woke up. The whole person is like a madman.
Only those who have been mothers and experienced the pain of losing their children can understand how Xiao Man feels now, the child is a piece of meat that fell from her mother's body, and she is not the same as Xiao Man when she has an accident.
So she can fully understand Xiao Man's feelings, but understanding is understanding, and she can't replace Xiao Man's feelings.
"No, I just woke up and thought of the child and fainted again, it's not a way to go on like this, I'm afraid that her groggy body will not be able to stand it, otherwise let the doctor come over and give a little tranquilizer?"
Xiao Xun looked at Xiao Man who was lying on the bed with a pale face in distress, no one thought that his son would suddenly appear such a thing, he was also very sad as a father, but this sadness could not be expressed, he had to hold on.
"Forget it! That thing hurts the body even more, let's wait for Xiao Man to stabilize first, I believe that she will slowly get better after a while. ”
Su Shi opened her mouth and said, this is also her expectation for Xiao Man, it is not okay to always go on like this, although this matter is too sad, but life still has to look forward.
"Mom, but I'm worried about Xiao Man, her current state is very wrong, I'm afraid what if she can't think of doing anything to hurt herself?" Xiao Yan is not afraid of anything else, he is afraid of what Xiao Man will do to himself.
Su Shi couldn't help frowning when he heard this, looking at Xiao Man's current performance, the situation that Xiao Yan said was not impossible.
"Otherwise, let Xiao Man's classmates and friends come to see her, girls are always very talkative together, maybe Xiao Man can take this opportunity to open his heart."
Su Shi suggested, Xiao Xun felt that what she said made sense, and nodded lightly. And as soon as several girls got the news, they took different means of transportation from all over the world to Tianhai City.
When they saw Xiao Man, who was already thin and weak, and the whole person was already like losing his soul, everyone was shocked, and Aili cried directly in distress for a while.
Then he rushed up and hugged Xiao Man's body, which was different from the fleshy feel before, Xiao Man's body was now hugged like a thin skeleton.
"Xiao Man, why did you make yourself like this, don't you want your life? Xiaoman, don't you be like this, our sisters have come over, what is the bitterness in your heart and tell us, don't hold back. ”
Ellie grabbed Xiao Man's shoulder and asked her to look at her, but although Xiao Man twisted his head, there was no sparkle in his eyes.
Ellie asked her to look at herself, and she did, but as if she were looking at a stranger, and when Ellie let go of her hand on her shoulder, her head lowered again.
She was like a walking corpse, as if she could collapse at any moment without their support.
"Xiao Man, Xiao Man, don't you want to be like this, okay? We all know it, and we're all sad. But now that it's happened, what we can do is look forward, what will you do in this state? We are all worried about you, and Jiang Xun is even more worried about you. ”
Tingmei walked in front of Xiao Man, slowly picked up her face, and then put her face on her own, feeling Xiao Man's cold face. Xiao Man's eyes moved, as if he recognized who the person in front of him was.
She twitched the corners of her mouth and smiled.
"Tingmei, aren't you traveling to Europe with your boyfriend? How did you get back? Ellie, Xiaojing, why are you all here! Although she smiled and spoke, she looked even more strange, such a smile was more ugly than crying, and the few people who watched it were even more distressed.
I thought that after graduation, several people were far apart, and it would be even more difficult to get together and meet again, but it was only less than a year after graduation, and several people met again.
And such a meeting is not happy, and because of Xiaoman, such a thing happened.
Among several people, Xiaoman is the best to marry, I thought she must be the happiest, her mother-in-law is kind, her husband loves her, her family is rich, how to look at how perfect, but she encountered such a thing.
Where is the current Xiaoman and that bright girl still alone!
"Don't laugh, I feel distressed when I look at it. We all know, you stupid girl, how did you make yourself like this, why don't you tell us when you encounter this kind of thing! We may not be able to do anything, but we can be by your side and take care of you. ”
Ellie sat next to Xiaoman and secretly wiped two handfuls of tears, as the eldest sister in the bedroom, Ellie rarely cried. The last time I cried because of the injection when I was a child, but now I can't cry anymore.
She is not the only one, the other two girls also have red eye circles, originally according to this situation, Xiao Man, who touched the scene, had already cried to vent his painful emotions. That's what everyone wants to see.
But Xiao Man still didn't have any expression, let alone want to cry, just silently put away the smirk he had just tried to show.
The more she was like this, the more worried several people became. In fact, Xiao Man doesn't want to cry happily!
But her tears had already been cried in the days when she learned that the broad bean was dead, and every time she cried now, it was blood from her heart.
Several sisters have been here for dozens of days, from the first day Xiao Man didn't say a word, to Xiao Man slowly opened his mouth to speak in paragraphs, they were all there. If it weren't for the fact that they really had something to do, they really didn't want to leave.
However, seeing Xiao Man like this, their hearts were also relieved a lot, and they finally said goodbye to Xiao Man and left.
Before leaving, Ellie did not forget to tell Xiao Shi.
Xiao Man's mood is still very unstable now, although it seems to be almost good on the surface, but the knot in his heart has not been opened.
I wanted to stay here, after all, unlike the two of them, I haven't had much to do lately. But I don't think there's much point in me staying, and if I want to open this knot, it's mainly you. ”
Although Aili looks very aggressive, but in this matter, she sees it more clearly than anyone else, Xiao Man has become like this is indeed because of the child's matter, but vaguely, she can feel that Xiao Man is a little to blame Jiang Ping.
At first, she didn't understand what was going on, but in the next few days she gradually understood what the reason was.
Because of the child's death, because of the Jiang family, because the Jiang family's affairs were jealous or resentful, they would sprinkle their anger on a child, otherwise, for no reason, who would take a child who had just turned a month.
Such an idea will make Xiao Man walk into a dead end and get into the horns.
"In me?" Xiao Yan didn't understand what Ellie meant, and looked at her with a confused expression.
"It's really you, I don't know how to say the specific things, anyway, you just accompany Xiaoman well, give her enough care and love, I believe that one day Xiaoman will really get better."
Ellie patted Xiao Xian's shoulder and carried her suitcase away slowly, while Xiao Xian looked at the back of her head and fell into deep thought.
In Xiao Man's room, after all the sisters left, Xiao Man's finally revealed smile slowly disappeared from his face.
Su Shi, who just pushed the door in to deliver bird's nest to Xiao Man, happened to see this scene and couldn't help but sigh.
How did a good home become like this!
In the blink of an eye, three months have passed, and in three months, Xiao Man has not been anywhere, and the only thing she does every day is to close the curtains tightly, put herself in a completely dark place, and then hold her legs in a daze on the bed.
Three months made her even thinner, although Su Shi usually served her delicious food and drink, and watched her eat it, but no meat grew out.
Xiao Shi has not been going home more and more in the past few months, and the husband and wife have not seen each other for about three weeks.
But no matter how she objected to Xiao Pai, she didn't listen to her, and even if Su Shi tried his best to leave Xiao Pai, Xiao Man's face didn't have any expression, and it was still the same as usual, as usual, and he didn't seem to care at all.
So later, Su Shi simply didn't care about the small dispatch, he was willing to live outside, but after a long time, a month and two months, Su Shi still felt that it was no big deal.
After a long time, Su Shi began to panic a little. It was not easy for Xiao Ren to be with Xiao Man, but now the relationship is getting farther and farther apart, Xiao Ren will not do anything that should not be done behind Xiao Man's back! The more Su Shi thought about it, the more flustered he became.
But when I asked Xiao Pai, Xiao Pao said no, and he was very irritable. Su Shi knew that it would be really bad if he continued like this, so he finally decided to come over and persuade Xiao Man on this day.
Before that, all she wanted was to let Xiao Man figure it out slowly, but now she had to take action.
Su Shi sighed slightly, sat down beside Xiao Man, and then stretched out his hand and tightly held Xiao Man's already skinny hand.
"Auntie, what's wrong? Is there something wrong? I don't know when Xiao Man's name to Su Shi has become aunt again, if it was normal, Su Shi would still want to correct her, but now he no longer has this mind.
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