Xiao Ling didn't expect that Meng Tian had experienced such a thing when he was five years old, and his mind began to think about what he was doing when he was five years old.

She was already in elementary school at that time! But she still didn't understand anything, she was a good baby at that time, and she carried her small schoolbag seriously every day to and from school under the pick-up and drop-off of her grandfather or grandmother, although she was rarely accompanied by her parents, but she was much happier than Meng Tian.

Xiao Ling couldn't feel the pain of the separation of mother and son, but now she felt like she was back in the helplessness and fear of Meng Tian when she was five years old, when a helpless little boy was forced to separate from his mother.

Xiao Ling only thought that Meng Su forcibly separated Meng Tian from his mother in order to consolidate his position in the Meng family, but she didn't know that the truth was even more surprising than she imagined, she seemed to see this world a little too beautiful.

Meng Tian hugged Xiao Ling tightly, and only after a while did he recover and choked up, and said: "When I was five years old, my mother suddenly had a serious illness, the condition came quickly and quickly, and she couldn't stand up at all in a few days. Scold! She has been waiting for such a day, how can she help my mother? ”

"My mother dragged on for a month until the day of my birthday. That day, my mother forced herself to make me my favorite bread, but before I could eat a bite she couldn't hold on, and fell in front of me forever, I still remember how reluctant she was to hold my hand tightly, I knew that she wanted to live and watch me grow up, but I couldn't do anything for her, I could only watch her......" The latter words Meng Tian choked up but couldn't speak.

How cruel it is for a five-year-old child to see his mother die and not be able to do anything about it! Xiao Ling couldn't help but shed tears when he heard this, for that great mother, and for the pain in the heart of this man who has always looked so tall and omnipotent, the pain that can never be erased.

"It's all my fault, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have died so early, if it weren't for me, they would definitely be willing to save her, it's all my fault, it's all my fault......" Meng Tian said and was already whimpering and crying.

The cold tears pierced Xiao Ling's skin and her heart, this was the first time she saw Meng Tian crying, crying so helplessly!

She can foresee that the incident must have become an invisible shackle that locked his heart after Meng Tian slowly grew up and understood many things that he couldn't understand at that time, and he must have been repenting for the life that died early because he loved him.

"No, it's not your fault! It's not your fault, no matter what, she is destined to have no happiness since she entered that kind of family, it is you who gave her the courage to survive, and you gave her five years of happiness. Without you, she would live forever in pain! Xiao Ling tightly whispered to the landlord Meng Tian, at this moment she wished that the two of them could be completely embedded together, so that they could better give each other warmth.

From Meng Tian's words, Xiao Ling could see that the woman who gave birth to this excellent man must be an intellectual and beautiful woman. But fate was too cruel to her, and the life arranged for her was so hard.

But she can be sure that at the last moment of her life, she must have struggled desperately at the last moment of her life, hoping that fate can give her a chance to watch the only child in her life grow up healthily!

How can a mother who insists on making food for her child when she can't stand up can bear that her child will suffer for the rest of her life because of her death?

"She must hope that you live well, if you keep carrying such pain, she will follow you in the sky and her heartache!"

Meng Tian cried and the pain in his heart was slowly released, he had never told anyone about this kind of thing for a few years, and he had been suppressing it every time, just finding a quiet place to vent by himself on this day and drinking alcohol, but after each catharsis, it was a deeper pain.

Today, after Xiao Ling confided in Xiao Ling about the backlog of pain that was about to overflow, he felt much better, without so much guilt, and the pain was relieved a lot.

Meng Tian let go of Xiao Ling and found that her shoulders had been soaked with her own tears, and she was worried that she would catch a cold and get sick, so she asked her to change her clothes: "The clothes are all wet, go and change your body, don't catch a cold!" ”

Meng Tian wanted to push Xiao Ling away, but instead she surrounded him, her head still buried in his chest: "Don't change, how can you catch a cold if you are not cold at all?" ”

The soaked clothes stuck tightly to her body, itching and uncomfortable, but Xiao Ling was reluctant to change them, because only she felt that she was one with Meng Tian now, and she could also feel Meng Tian's sadness.

Meng Tian saw that Xiao Ling was unwilling to force her anymore, so he tucked the quilt tightly to prevent the cool breeze from pouring in and blowing on Xiao Ling.

After a long while, Xiao Ling raised his head and looked at Meng Tian, and asked with some hesitation, "What about Meng Yi and Yan'er?" ”

Xiao Ling remembered that Meng Tian had just said that Meng Su was infertile, so Meng Yi and Meng Yan could not have been born to her, so did they have the same fate as Meng Tian? At this moment, Xiao Ling wanted to know but was a little hesitant!

"After my mother's death, I have been living with the Mengsu clan and calling her a mother!" Meng Tian said this, Xiao Ling felt his hand around him tightly, "Yi and Yan'er were born to the other two concubines, but they were taken away by the Meng Su clan as soon as they were born, Yi was born when I was five years old, I didn't know many things at that time, I didn't understand anything, I really thought that he was born to the woman I always thought would take care of me in the future, I would call her mother." ”

Of course, Yi's mother was unwilling to give up her son who was conceived in October to others, but she couldn't do anything when Meng Su watched her closely, and even when Yi was three years old, she had never seen what he looked like! At that time, I also had some understanding of things from the discussions of the subordinates, but at that time Yi was too young and didn't know anything, and I didn't know where to start if I wanted to help them! ”

"But suddenly one day I heard that Yi's biological mother hanged herself, probably because there was a feeling between mother and son, that day Yi cried for a long time, and he was about to lose his breath, when I held his small body and felt guilty for not helping him to meet his mother for the last time! When Yi slowly grows up, I don't dare to tell him these things, I'm afraid that he will experience the same endless torment in his heart as I do! ”

"Yan'er was born before the full moon, her mother died soon after falling into the lake and catching a cold, at that time I followed my father to the barracks, and when I came back, I saw Yan'er lying in swaddling clothes crying breathlessly, everyone didn't know where to go, only Yi was guarding, he was only five years old at the time, he didn't understand anything, and he cried when he saw Yan'er crying!"

"When he saw me coming back, he grabbed my clothes tightly and pointed at Yan'er, and said vigorously: 'Big brother, sister is crying! Big brother, sister cried...... 'I stepped forward to pick up Yan'er, but I didn't dare to push too hard, for fear that her fragile life would follow her mother if I was not careful!' Fortunately, as soon as I picked her up, she obediently stopped crying, otherwise I might have cried with her like Yi! Meng Tian said that his eyes were filled with mist again, and it seemed that he had returned to the scene of that day in front of him.

Xiao Ling's expression was more direct, as soon as he heard Meng Tian tell about the past of the three brothers and sisters, thinking of the three little people surviving in such an environment, there was a dull pain in his heart, and his head was buried in Meng Tian's chest, and he was already crying breathlessly.

At this moment, she felt how ridiculous her thoughts were, when she first came to the Meng family, she saw that Meng Wu didn't have a concubine and sighed greatly at their deep love for plaice! It turned out that it wasn't nothing, but one by one you slowly disappeared in this mansion with organs everywhere!

No wonder Xiao Ling always felt that the three brothers and sisters of the Meng family and their parents were not very close, Meng Tian was because he had always seen it, and it was strange that he could kiss after seeing the cruel fact all the way! But in order to protect his two younger siblings, he has been holding back and not daring to say anything.

It was only on such a special day that he allowed himself to vent the growing pain in his heart, and on this day, Meng Tian did not call Meng Su a word "mother". Only this day did he want to put it all on his own. Don't think about anything, give this day to the woman who gave him life but only accompanied him for five short years!

What about Meng Yi and Meng Yan? Meng Yi has always respected Meng Tian, the eldest brother, and Xiao Ling didn't see him have too much communication with Meng Wu and Meng Su, although he didn't know the reason, but this had nothing to do with Meng Su's indifference to him being accepted!

As for Meng Yan, although she has always been a little afraid of Meng Tian's straight face, Xiao Ling can see that she also sincerely respects Meng Tian, so in the Meng family, Xiao Ling only sees a strong brother and sister, but the emotion between parents and children is as thin as a stranger.

She thought, probably the Meng Su clan took in the three children and didn't really want to establish any relationship with them, but simply raised them to consolidate her position from the Meng family, so these three children were just her three pawns, and she would not hesitate to throw them out when the right opportunity came.

Her wishful thinking played well, but she had no intention of watering the non-existent family relationship between her and the three siblings, and she missed that Meng Tian was a person with flesh and blood, who could think and feel, not a numb puppet to be kneaded. This doomed her plan to end in bankruptcy!

(PS: This month is exam month, and it will be busy, so 6,000 words a day is difficult.) Thank you for your care!! ）