Chapter 3 Glass Heart

Yu Lin is smart, she seems to sense something.

She was a little flustered, and the expression on her face began to be a little unnatural, because she knew graphite, she knew her husband, and she knew that the calmer the person was on the surface, the more intense what was hidden behind it.

The two sat opposite each other under the lamp, drinking tea silently, and neither of them took the initiative to speak.

After a long time, Graphite calmly opened his mouth, and the voice was distant, not like it came from himself.

"Yu Lin."

After calling her name, Graphite looked up at Yu Lin who was close at hand, it looked scary, as if he wanted to take in all the details of Yu Lin's face, and it seemed that he wanted to keep this person firmly in his heart before parting with life and death.

Yu Lin didn't answer, she didn't know what to say, looking at this man she had been with for nearly seven years, she seemed speechless, she never seriously thought that there would be this day, her face looked a little pale, they were too familiar with each other, many things only need to be looked at, and many things will be read a lot.

Graphite glanced at Yu Lin, his heart was full of volcanic anger but faintly unbearable, why did two people who once loved each other come to this point, he didn't want to hurt her and didn't want to be hurt either, but life never gives people too many choices, and there is no turning back in life.

Graphite sighed slightly and said softly:

"Yu Lin, can you be honest with me?"

After speaking, he looked up at Yu Lin quietly, but Yu Lin still didn't speak, there was some guilt and some pleading in her eyes.

"Okay, then don't talk about it."

He said suddenly, and then moved his gaze to the window not far away, outside the window, the lights of the city reflected the night sky, several tall buildings shone with colorful neon lights, and the whole world in his eyes gradually became strange.

His gaze remained in the night sky outside the window, his voice low and hoarse, and he continued to say the words that he had prepared in his heart, which had been held in his heart for a long time.

"You are an adult, I respect your choice, you also have such freedom, you can do whatever you want, we can get together and disperse, I respect your choice."

In fact, Graphite understands very well in his heart, there are some things that don't need to be asked clearly, knowing that sometimes it is more painful than not knowing, Yu Lin has already stabbed him in the heart, and he also went to ask her why she did this, how ridiculous and even pitiful it seems.

He just doesn't want to give up, he doesn't give up, how he hopes that she will tell him nothing, you think too much, but a man as smart as him, in the face of his wife who gets along day and night, does some things really need iron-like evidence? Actually, there really isn't any.

The only thing he needs to do is make a decision, revenge or a resolute departure?

Graphite decided to leave Yu Lin.

When he made up his mind, when he finally said it decisively, he felt a lot more relaxed, life is like this, what should come will always come, what should go will always go, he doesn't want to be like a loser, he is still reluctant to lose something, even if there will be pain in his heart, he will only bury it in the deepest depths of his heart, when the love is no longer there, then the remaining dignity must be cared for.

When Graphite said the four words "good and good", Yu Lin knew that he was serious.

She had actually waited for a long time for him to say these four words, but when she really heard these four words come out of the graphite mouth, she still couldn't help it, there will always be a deviation between imagination and reality, she suddenly covered her mouth with her hand, and there was a faint whimpering sound rolling in her throat, and tears unconsciously burst out of her eyes.

The vast majority of people in this world, there have never been absolute good people or bad people, everyone is involuntarily pushed forward by fate in the dark, a presumptuous indulgence, an angry knife drawn, a blurted out of the vicious words, can instantly change the trajectory of a person's life.

Yu Lin may have thought about it, or maybe she didn't think about it seriously, but this day she has to face after all, Yu Lin suddenly understands that her life is about to change, and her past life is about to come to a halt.

"Can we start over?"

Yu Lin choked up and said.

"I'm tired, I'm really tired, let each other go, Yu Lin."

Trust is a luxury, and once lost, it is difficult to get it back, especially between men and women.

Graphite lit a cigarette for himself, and the burning cigarette turned into a swirling green smoke under the lamp, and the smoke entangled, churned, and then gradually dissipated in the light.

……

Graphite suddenly felt a tingling pain in his hand, pulling him back to reality from his memories of thoughts.

It turned out that the cigarette had burned to the head, burning his fingers, he reflexively retracted his hand, and the cigarette butt fell on his thigh, and he was busy slapping it with his hand, and for a while, sparks splashed, he subconsciously glanced ahead, and pressed the brake the sole of his foot.

I only heard a sharp brake sound, and the squeak----, the off-road vehicle stopped after emergency braking.

After pulling the handbrake, he hurriedly opened the car door and jumped out of the car, bent down to check around the driver's seat, extinguished all the cigarette butts and sparks, and repeatedly confirmed that there were no hidden dangers, and then walked to the car with a flashlight to observe.

One of the front wheels was already on the curb of the road, and if he drove one more meter, his car would roll down the steep slope next to him.

Graphite stood on the grass by the side of the road, stunned for a while, even though he knew that his years were short, he was still afraid of it.

After a while, he thought that if his life ended abruptly like this, it would not be the best ending, and there would be no pervasive fear and no helpless struggle.

He lit a cigarette.

These days, he has no control over tobacco.

The wind was cold, he clasped his hands and leaned against the car tiredly, tightened his collar, and took a deep breath, and the cigarette was half lost at once.

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Looking down from here is a continuous steep slope, below the steep slope is a long and narrow valley, on the opposite side of the valley is a huge mountain, one of the peaks is said to be more than 1,000 meters above sea level, the locals call it "Golden Goose Mountain", it is said that there are two Taoist temples up and down in the mountain, it seems that there are some years, it is said to be hundreds of years.

At this time, the bright moon in the sky is in the sky, and it appears and disappears in the clouds, and there are some stars hanging on the sky, exuding a mysterious glimmer, and the world is quiet.

Graphite looked up at the sky above him and stared blankly for a long time.

He suddenly saw a meteor streaked across the sky, only a few seconds between the appearance and the disappearance, so fast that people wondered if it had really appeared, he remembered reading a romantic description of meteors in a book before, every star in the sky represents every soul on the earth, if a meteor appears in the sky, it means that a soul on the earth has died.

But graphite knows that those stars have nothing to do with the soul, at this time the stars in the sky above are distant stars, the light of the stars has come to the earth through distant light years, human beings may not even be dust in front of the vast universe, life may be more like the light that crosses the sky, fleeting.

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