Chapter 42: What About a Life of Loneliness?

Meng Yi looked at the sweetness that naturally emanated between Xiao Ling and Meng Tian, but while envious, he felt that he was a little lonely alone, and that delicate figure also appeared in his mind.

"Big brother, this is another one who is alone! If you two want sweetness, please go out, don't irritate me here and get in the way of my eyes. Meng Yi used a smile to hide his loneliness, and teased at Meng Tian and Xiao Ling.

Xiao Ling lowered his head in shame, but Meng Tian said unintentionally: "If you feel that you are too lonely, I will tell my father and mother when you go back, and let them arrange for you to marry a daughter-in-law, and you will not be alone." I think they'll be happy to do it. ”

"Big brother said this too early, you are the elder brother, you haven't married a wife yet, if I, as a younger brother, take the lead, won't I be laughed at!" Meng Yi replied to Meng Tian's words lightly on the surface, but no one could understand the pain in his heart.

"It's coming!" Meng Tian just smiled, hugged Xiao Ling, who was fiercely lowering his head and trying to reduce his sense of existence, and said proudly, "When you see Ling Er in the future, don't call Miss Xiao anymore, remember to call sister-in-law in the future." ”

Xiao Ling and Meng Yi were stunned when they heard this, raised their heads and glanced at Meng Tian, and then their faces slowly turned red, and they were so ashamed that their heads were about to be buried in their chests. Meng Yi looked at Meng Tian with an inquiring expression, as if he wanted to see through something!

After arriving at the place where the camp was to be stationed, Meng Tian wanted to command everyone to set up camp and there was no way to accompany Xiao Ling, so Xiao Ling went to find Yushu, and Yushu's camp tent was the first to be built, so she didn't have to go to the carriage she feared and went straight to Yushu's camp tent.

"Yushu! What are you doing? Do you want to be a princess anymore and want to change careers to open a pharmacy to make money? As soon as Xiao Ling walked into Yushu's tent, she saw Yushu, Ah Zhen, and Ah Li all kneeling on the pu mat, tinkering with a large pile of herbs on the small table in front of her, and the whole camp was also filled with a strong smell of medicine.

If he had smelled such a strong smell of herbs before, Xiao Ling would have pinched his nose and turned around and ran, but he was able to accept even the most annoying herb smell that had been mixed with Yushu recently, and he couldn't help but sigh in his heart the magic of habit!

When Yushu heard the voice, he just raised his head and glanced at Xiao Ling, and said with a smile: "A few days ago, you were scared every day, but today you are energetic, and it is different to see the moisture of love, and your face is also white and red." ”

Yushu said and pretended to ask Ah Zhen and Ah Li: "Ah Zhen, Ah Li, did you hear anything new just now?" I seem to have heard that General Meng and a woman were doing something by the river, and I don't know what they were doing, and they were bumped into by everyone. ”

As soon as Xiao Ling heard that Yushu was also making fun of herself, she stepped forward to gag her mouth and didn't let her continue: "Don't say it, don't say it anymore, you are my friend, others laugh at me, even you bully me like this." ”

Ah Zhen and Ah Li were also snickering on the side, Xiao Ling turned his head as if he was vicious, but he didn't look at them threateningly: "You are not allowed to laugh either." ”

Her threat naturally didn't have the slightest effect, Yushu gently slapped Xiao Ling's hand that was gagged with his mouth, handed a medicine pestle to Xiao Ling, and ordered: "Don't gag here, hurry up and work." ”

Xiao Ling obediently took the medicine pestle and began to pound the medicine not very skillfully, and after a while, he became curious: "Yushu, what are you doing with so many medicines?" It's not really going to open a pharmacy! ”

Yushu glanced at Xiao Ling, and while continuing the work in his hands, he said, "Tomorrow I will enter the Qin Palace, Meng Yi's medicine can't always use only one, so I have to prepare the medicine to be used first." ”

Xiao Ling paused when he heard this, and said with some difficulty: "Yushu, I may not be able to go to the Qin Palace with you." ”

Xiao Ling thought that Yushu would scold her for pain after hearing this, or just ignore her, but what she didn't expect was that Yushu just said "I know" and continued to make her medicine.

"Aren't you curious why I regret it?" For Yushu's simple answer, Xiao Ling couldn't accept it.

Yushu glanced at Xiao Ling like an idiot: "You decided to go to the palace with me because you quarreled with General Meng, and you didn't want to go until you had nowhere to go, and now that you have reconciled with General Meng, how can you go to the palace with me!" ”

Xiao Ling was not happy, why Yushu said that his face seemed to be clearly written with the words "heavy color and light friends", and immediately protested: "I didn't go with you because of Meng Tian, I resolutely told him to go with you, but he told me that if I go, this unknown identity will make people suspicious of you, and I may become a burden to you." ”

Xiao Ling said, glancing at Yushu's expression before continuing: "Although Meng Tian has some reasons, the most important thing is that I don't want to affect you, and I don't want to make your life there more uncomfortable because of my own reasons." Yushu, don't give birth to me, okay? ”

Xiao Ling said and stretched out his hand to grab Xiao Ling's hands and pleaded, Yushu saw Xiao Ling like this, and motioned Ah Zhen and Ah Li to go out with his eyes, and only held Xiao Ling's hand back when they went out.

"Ling'er, I don't mean to be angry with you, although I always hope that you can accompany me, but I want you to be happy even more. I've always known that your happiness is in Meng Tian, so don't feel sorry for me. Yushu held Xiao Ling's hand and said sincerely.

"But I want to be with you, too! Otherwise, you don't want to go to any ghost palace, don't you like Meng Yi? You're going to be with him, okay! Xiao Ling couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Silly Ling'er, I don't have a choice when I come here, my fate is in that Qin Palace, you and Meng Yi can't be together." Yushu smiled bitterly in resignation.

When her happiness was within reach, Xiao Ling was greedy and hoped that Yushu could also get what she wanted, how young was she, how could she die in that cage-like place like this?

"Let Meng Yi elope with you, he will definitely be willing." Xiao Ling stubbornly didn't want Yushu to leave.

Xiao Ling felt that such a vexatious heart was very cute, and with her care, she also felt that she was a person who was cared for and loved, and gently wiped the tears from the corners of Xiao Ling's eyes and said: "Ling'er, didn't I tell you, now I am not alone, but on behalf of the entire Tongnan Kingdom, so I can't just do things according to my own preferences." ”

Xiao Ling felt very uncomfortable after hearing this, and suddenly said: "Yushu, I don't want to be blind, I'll go to the palace with you, I'll accompany you." ”

Yushu stretched out his hand and lightly touched Xiao Ling's forehead, and said angrily: "I know that I am talking nonsense, if you really want to be Meng Tian because of me, he may come to me desperately." Besides, Meng Yi is not completely well now, you have to take good care of him for me. ”

"I don't want to, I have to take care of yourself to take care of it." Xiao Ling turned his head and puffed out his cheeks, pretending to ignore her, "My own man will take care of it himself, what is it to let others take care of it!" Besides, what's the use of taking care of it, it's not like you're going to become someone else's man, isn't this making a wedding dress for someone else! ”

For Xiao Ling's words are not shocking, Yushu is almost immune, it seems that no matter what she says, she can accept it, Yushu poked Xiao Ling's cheek funny, and said firmly: "Meng Yi won't." ”

"Cut! You trust Meng Yi so much! Xiao Ling said that he suddenly thought of what Meng Tian and Meng Yi said, and couldn't help but want to tease Yushu: "I heard Meng Tian say today, and when he goes back, he will ask his parents to arrange family affairs for Meng Yi!" ”

Although Yushu knew that Xiao Ling was really joking with himself, he couldn't help but be a little unhappy, and looked at Xiao Ling with a dark look in his eyes and said angrily: "You will make fun of me, originally you wanted to tell you one thing, about me and Meng Yi." But now I don't think it's necessary. ”

"What's the matter?" Xiao Ling was originally not interested, but when he saw that Yushu looked like a shy thing on Meng Yi's face as soon as he mentioned it, he was immediately very curious, and hurriedly hugged his thigh: "Okay, Yushu, say it quickly!" I was kidding you just now. ”

"Today...... ...... today," Yushu said with a shy face, but it had been a long time and only two words popped out.

Xiao Ling's anxious heart hurriedly urged: "What's wrong today, you said!" ”

Urged by Xiao Ling, Yushu finally mustered up the courage to speak: "Today Meng Yi said that he likes me, and we kissed us." ”

Xiao Ling was completely stunned when he heard this, what happened to this day, how could it be that the two sullen people had made such a big progress, and immediately gossiped and asked: "Tell me quickly, tell me why did you have rape so quickly. Love? ”

When Yushu heard Xiao Ling's words, he was embarrassed: "Grandma, can you speak nicely, what kind of traitor. Love? If I and Meng Yi are adulterous. Love, what are you and Meng Tian! ”

At this time, where would Xiao Ling and Yushu worry about this, she was more concerned about gossip: "Don't say these things to change the topic, hurry up and tell what happened to you today." ”

Yushu hadn't thought about hiding it from Xiao Ling, so he told her everything.

After Xiao Ling left the carriage today, there were only two people left in the car, Yushu and Meng Yi, when Yushu saw that Xiao Ling was hijacked by the white harrier, Yushu didn't want to get out of the car to save her, but she was grabbed by Meng Yi before she reached the door of the carriage.

"Their target is you, you can't go out!" Meng Yi saw that Yushu was going out, so he grabbed her hand without hesitation.

"Ling'er is in danger now, I'm going to save her." Yushu struggled but couldn't break free of Meng Yi's hand, "You let go of your hand." ”

If Meng Yi would not have been able to do such a thing on weekdays, but now it is a matter of life and death, he can't watch Yushu go into danger, and he doesn't care about the difference between men and women, the difference between men and women, the difference in identity, holding Yushu's hand just doesn't let go: "Big brother won't let Miss Xiao be in any danger." ”

"Isn't there nothing General Meng can do now! I went to Xingxu to save her, if it was too late, I was afraid that Ling'er would be in danger. Yushu knew that Meng Tian would not let Xiao Ling get hurt, but the so-called concern was chaotic, and now Meng Tian must have no way to calm down and think about how to save Xiao Ling. Yushu was worried that if it was too late, the white harrier would be unfavorable to Xiao Ling, and it would be too late for them to regret it.

"No, you're just going to make a mess, I believe my eldest brother." Meng Yi still stubbornly grabbed Yushu's hand and didn't let go.

Meng Yi was unhappy to see himself like this, and a backhand was easily bent and hurt so much that Meng Yi's forehead broke into a cold sweat, how could Yushu let Meng Yi really hurt Seeing him frown, he quickly let go of his hand, and gently rubbed the place he had broken just now for Meng Yi: "I'm not an embroidered pillow, do you dare to say that I will only add to the mess?" ”

"I'm just worried about you, those people are coming for you, and if you show up, you'll be in danger." Meng Yi looked at the white and tender little hand that was rubbing his wrist for himself, it was soft and comfortable, and he greedily hoped that this little hand could stay longer.

"Why are you worried about me?" Yushu felt sweet when he heard that Meng Yi was worried that he was in danger, but he couldn't help but want to ask him the real reason why he was worried about himself, "Is it because I am the princess of Heqin, and it is your task to protect me?" ”

"Ah......" Meng Yi hesitated, not knowing how to answer Yushu's question, in his heart he could say a thousand times 10,000 times no, but it was a little difficult for him to really say it.

Yushu only heard Meng Yi's "ah", thinking that he was answering his own question, and shook Meng Yi's hand very unhappily: "If that's the case, don't worry about it, Gongzi Meng, I haven't lived enough, I will definitely protect myself, and I will also allow you to go on a mission." ”

After Yushu finished speaking, he was about to get up and go out, Meng Yi was anxious and grabbed Yushu's hand again without hesitation: "No, it's not that reason, it's just that I don't want you to get hurt, there is no other reason." ”

As soon as Yushu heard Meng Yi's words, the corners of his mouth rose high, and two intoxicating pear vortices appeared on his cheeks, gently brushing away Meng Yi's hand holding him: "With your words, no matter what I do, I have no regrets, rest assured, I will protect myself." ”

After Yushu finished speaking, she had already jumped out of the carriage before Meng Yi could react, Meng Yi didn't have time to stop her, she could only crouch at the window and watch Yushu's every move, her heart also rose and fell with Yushu's behavior, knowing that Yushu had successfully subdued the white harrier and a group of people with Xiao Ling, and the high heart fell, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but curl up proudly.

After settling the matter, Xiao Ling was taken away by Meng Tian, Yushu hesitated for a while, then returned to Meng Yi's carriage, and said, "Meng Yi, I have a few words to say to you. ”

Under Meng Yi's inexplicability, Yushu suddenly stepped forward and kissed Meng Yi's lips under Meng Yi's stunnedness. Meng Yi stretched out his hand and wanted to push Yushu away, but when his hand touched Yushu's waist, he hesitated, and he was making a difficult choice in his heart.

There seemed to be two villains arguing in his brain, one of them asked him to push Yushu away, telling him that he and Yushu would be the king's woman, and he couldn't think beyond their identities. But you're still the one who encourages him not to push away Yushu, Yushu is the woman he likes, since it's impossible in the future, then grab the eye!

One of the two villains is rational and the other is to portray the true emotions of Meng Yi's heart, and in the end, emotion defeated reason in this war, and the hand that was originally going to push away Yushu was tightly wrapped around Yushu's thin waist, and he passively deepened the kiss.

It's just that before the kiss is over, there is a voice in my ears that is whirring in my heart, and the two of them quickly push away as if they were electrocuted, and they are both a little embarrassed and at a loss.

"Yushu!" Xiao Ling's voice came again, and Yushu immediately lifted the curtain and got out of the carriage, for fear that Xiao Ling would see some clues at this time.

After Xiao Ling and Meng Tian left, the two fell into an embarrassing predicament again, and Meng Yi took the lead in breaking the embarrassing atmosphere: "Princess Yushu, Meng Yi was offended just now!" ”

Meng Yi's polite and courteous apology made Yushu a little embarrassed, and he felt that he was committing a crime. The cheap upside down sticker was so Meng Yi had to do that, so he sneered angrily and said, "What did Meng Gongzi say, wasn't it Yushu himself upside down?" What does it have to do with Childe? ”

After saying that, Yushu was angry and wanted to get off the carriage, Meng Yi felt Yushu's displeasure, although he didn't know why, but his intuition told him that he couldn't let Yushu go like this, so he grabbed her hand.

"I didn't mean that, I just ...... It's just ......" Meng Yi didn't dare to guess Yushu's thoughts about him, because that kind of answer made him feel a little incredible.

Yushu decided that Meng Yi did not accept him, and he was uncomfortable and shed tears: "Just what? It's just that you can't bear to laugh at my self-inflicted amorousness, so you don't refuse to come when I kiss you? ”

Meng Yi looked at Yushu's tears, distressed and at a loss, at this moment he finally knew why his eldest brother, who seemed to be like Mount Tai collapsed in front of him and did not change his face, was at a loss every time he was under the tears of that petite woman.

Now that I think about it, the eldest brother who laughs at himself seems to be a little ignorant, and now that I have such a woman who makes me feel distressed, I know what it feels like.

"Yushu, don't cry, as soon as you cry, my heart will be in chaos!" Meng Yi said that he was about to step forward to wipe Yushu's tears, but Yushu was still some distance away from him, and when he moved his body closer to her, he accidentally twisted his legs, and he couldn't help but snort in pain.

As soon as Yushu saw that Meng Yi had touched his legs, where did he still remember that he was messing with him, so he immediately stepped forward to check Meng Yi's legs until he was sure that there was nothing wrong with his legs: "What's the matter with you!" If you dare to move if you have an injury on your leg, don't you want your leg? ”

Meng Yi was scolded by Yushu and laughed instead, looking at Yushu's face and gently wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, at this moment Meng Yi figured it out, not only he has affection for Yushu, Yushu is the same for him, since they can't have tomorrow, then seize the present!

"Yushu, you didn't make yourself amorous, but I always thought that I was being amorous, I like you, I liked you from the first time I saw you, and now it has become love, I can't help but fall in love with you!"

Meng Yi's affectionate confession caught Yushu a little off guard, and he looked at Meng Yi incredulously with his mouth slightly open for a while, as if he was thinking about whether what Meng Yi said was true. Meng Yi looked at Yushu's cute appearance, and couldn't help but step forward and hold her slightly open mouth, but the kiss was not deep, Meng Yi just gently bit Yushu's lip flap and retreated.

Yushu came back to his senses at this time, his fingers gently touched the lip that was bitten by Meng Yi, his face was red with shame, but he still asked in disbelief: "You said you like me too, is this true?" ”

Meng Yi was very useful to Yushu's disguised confession, nodded lightly, looked at Yushu, and said with sincerity in his eyes: "Yes, I love you, just like you love me!" ”

Yushu's face turned even redder and hotter when he heard Meng Yi's words, and he retorted awkwardly: "Who loves you?" I don't know how to be ashamed. ”

Meng Yi just looked at her with a smile and didn't refute. This kind of relationship is warm and sweet, Yushu and Meng Yi like it very much, but there are some realities that they have to face, after all, they are different from Meng Tian and Xiao Ling, compared to them, the obstacles between Meng Tian and them are not worth mentioning.

Yushu looked at Meng Yi and gently pillowed on his shoulder: "Meng Yi, I have never hated my identity so much as this moment, how I wish I was just an ordinary woman like Ling Er, so that I don't have to be arranged by others." ”

When Meng Yi heard Xiao Ling's smile, he also froze at the corner of his mouth, and stretched out his big palm to hold Yushu's small hand, and the tighter he gripped it, as if he wanted to rub it into his flesh and blood! If he could, he wanted to take her away desperately, but they all had a lot of problems to consider.

Yushu let Meng Yi hold her hand, she didn't feel uncomfortable at all, but her heart was full of thoughts, she thought that after tomorrow, it became a luxury to be able to snuggle up to each other, and she thought that one day there would be another woman leaning on this broad shoulder......

"Meng Yi, one day you marry a wife, can't you let her lean here, this place belongs to me." Yushu pointed to Meng Yi's shoulders and said to Meng Yi domineeringly.

Although he understood that they could not have any future, and knew that his request was a little unfair to Meng Yi, Yushu still couldn't accept that another woman had to occupy Meng Yi, at least he had to leave a place that belonged to her.

"There will be no other woman!" Meng Yi turned his head sideways and looked at Yushu and said very seriously, "Except for you, I will never be tempted by another woman in this life, so I will not have any other women besides you." ”

Meng Yi's words touched Yushu very much, even if she lied to her, she believed it, but this was enough, she couldn't expect too much, Yushu shook her head at Meng Yi with tears: "No, it's impossible in our lives, I can't give you anything, I don't want you to be alone." ”

"No, I'm not going to be alone." Meng Yi shook his head and wiped away his tears for Yushu, "With your love by my side, I will not be alone in this life." ”

In the past, Meng Yi didn't have the slightest requirement for feelings, thinking that his parents would arrange a room for him after a certain age, but he was very puzzled when he saw his eldest brother Meng Tian rebelling against his parents for Xiao Ling, but now he finally understands.

It's not that I don't know how to love, it's just that I haven't met the right person! Now if it's not the person he wants, he'd rather not, even if it's going to be lonely for the rest of his life.