He Xizi and Chen Mo have both played with me since childhood, and the parents of the three of us know each other, and we can directly extend from my parents' generation to my grandparents' generation. But relatively speaking, the relationship between the two of them should be deeper than the relationship with me, not for anything else, just because their family is close to each other.

They are neighbors, and they can see each other when they open the door, and they are not like me, and they want to play with them, and they have to run around for a long time.

Chen Mo has been grinding since he was a child, although he is a horse, he is like a snail in everything, especially sticky. Nicknamed Mr. Snail by our friends in the circle. So we like to poke him a few times when we have nothing to do, and what about him? As silent as his own name, if it weren't for a few of us, he might not have been able to say a few words for the rest of his life.

Because of this, he was isolated by other children when he was a child, which led to being targeted, but because He Xizi protected him, not many people dared to really bully him. And He Xizi has been called the violent Lori since she was a child, and this nickname has not stopped since she was in elementary school.

Chen Mo has liked He Xizi since he was a child, I don't know if He Xizi knows me, but I know about this, I have told him more than once, if you like it, you will chase it, and if you love it, you have to say it loudly, who will know if you hold it in your heart! But he always uses the lack of a chance as an excuse, so he lets him create his own opportunities that don't exist, so as his good brother, I can only look for opportunities.

We have been in the same class since we were young, so I have been giving him advice and advocating for him. Although he is silent and abrasive, he is one of the most intelligent in our circle, and he can always predict and quietly solve something that makes people feel exciting but a little embarrassing.

Until that time I went to Starbucks for coffee, the night before He Xizi made it clear, I made a plan with my friends in the circle without telling Chen Mo, maybe it was because I was young and frivolous and ignorant, and I did a crazy thing that went too far.

After Chen Mo knew about this incident, it was on the night of the Starbucks incident, that night I dragged Chen Mo, who was going to get drunk late at night, to the barbecue restaurant, and I told him the truth about it, thinking that he would be angry or pour a bottle of wine on my head without saying a word. But after listening to this, he didn't say a word, drank a glass of wine and ate two skewers, and then asked me, "Have you ever really loved someone?" Even if you can die for her now, give up everything for her, even if you still don't get her in the end, but you are willing? ”

As someone who has hurt many girls, intentionally or unintentionally, I am not in a position to defend myself, and I can only remain silent.

He said that if you really love someone, even if you can never see her again, you can never be with her, but as long as she is not sad and sad, it will be good if she is happy and happy. At least no matter who He Xizi is with now, at least I can still see her, and it is enough that I am still her friend.

Finally, on this moonlit night, the street lamps on both sides of the street through the smoke dispersed from the barbecue restaurant, piercing the darkness to bring the hope of light, only to hear his last words before finally falling asleep.

"I don't blame you for what you did, it's all for your own brother, but this is my choice, you don't have to interfere anymore!"