Chapter 284 Don't dare to ask, and you can't ask for it
Li Qing spread out his hands and said: "As you can see, I settled in Shangjing, Yunji won the promotion last year, and I will participate in the provincial examination organized by the Ministry of Rites soon, for convenience, I moved my family to Shangjing." ”
Fortunately, Tianqi allows the free movement of the population, otherwise I don't know what to do.
"Really...... That's nice. Gu Xiangwan felt a sense of satisfaction in his heart.
It's nice to see it every day.
In this life, I want to see your peace and joy, and I will be content.
He thought that he didn't have the courage to express what was in his heart to Li Qing in his life, so instead of scaring her, it was better to just look at her and help her.
"In the future, you will stay in Shangjing, won't you leave?" Gu Xiangwan asked cautiously, for fear that Li Qing would return to him and leave at any time.
"I'm here most of the time, but occasionally I go back to worship my ancestors." Li Qing didn't understand what Gu Xiangwan meant.
What's the matter, are you afraid that she won't be able to run away?
"Great, where do you live?"
"Suzaku Dening Fang, in a small alley."
"I live in the place where Suzaku and Qinglong meet, but I live in the palace most of the time, but I only consult His Majesty, and occasionally go out of the palace to see some incurable diseases." It means that I don't see a doctor for the harem ladies and don't participate in the harem intrigues.
"Very good, are you married? I've never heard you mention your wife, and at your age, the child should be bigger than me! ”
Li Qing's words were like a sharp sword, interspersed through Gu Xiangwan's chest, without giving him a chance to breathe.
Gu Xiangwan held down a stream of grief in his chest, shook his head and said, "I am already a cultivator, don't talk about these mundane things." ”
"Cultivation?" Li Qing frowned, "The way of immortality? ”
Why are there so many cultivators?
Gu Xiangwan stared at Li Qing's beautiful eyes for a long time before saying, "No...... I'll just tell you one person about this, I'm not really cultivating, but I live in my heart, but I'll never be able to be with her anymore, so I chose not to marry for the rest of my life, and I just prevaricated the word monasticism to my parents. ”
Li Qing nodded, indicating that she would keep this secret forever.
"The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings in the world, the suffering of birth, the suffering of old age, the suffering of sickness, the suffering of death, the suffering of resentment, the suffering of love, the suffering of not seeking, the five aggregates are blazing, only by emptying the body and mind can you get rid of suffering, you can't ask for it."
"Hehe, you're right, so I'm now declaring cultivation to the outside world, which can be regarded as letting go."
"But your heart has not been put down."
Li Qing always felt that Gu Xiangwan was preoccupied and very strange. Especially when talking to her, I always feel that he has a voiceover.
"It's not easy to let go, so I choose to let her exist reasonably, I don't want to let go, and I even want to seize every moment."
"Hearing you say this, that woman must still be alive, if you really like it, you don't have to be restrained, don't worry about chasing it." Li Qing feels that she is teaching someone how to fall in love, using her experience to teach people how to chase girlfriends.
At least she had a while, and finally gave up.
You can't force others to be consistent with someone who has no future, after all, it was her own illness that caused the consequences.
She also regretted that she didn't have time to say sorry. From the moment she swore it, she would never have another chance in her life.
"She's still there, always in my heart." Gu Xiangwan said deeply.
"It's your own choice, I hope you don't regret it."
God knows how sad Gu Xiangwan was when Li Qing said these words.
Li Qingzhi is for him, it can be regarded as love at first sight. He is to Li Qing, which can be regarded as a secret love. Asking but not being able to do so cannot be counted as saying that he is not daring to ask for it, and then he can't ask for it.
After the scene was quiet for a while, Li Qing said: "It's getting late, I should go back, and if we have a chance in the future, let's talk again." ”
Although he was reluctant, Gu Xiangwan was even more reluctant to let Li Qing wander outside on such a cold day, which was very dangerous. If you encounter a crutch, it will be terrible.
"I'll send you back, my carriage is not far away, I saw your entourage driving away in the carriage before, it must be inconvenient for you to walk." Gu Xiangwan got up and invited Li Qing.
"This ...... It seems to be too much trouble for you. Li Qing hesitated.
"Don't bother, I'll go home and just pass by Dening Fang, stop by to see where your home is, and have a chance to visit."
"That'll do fine." Instead of sneaking and teleporting, it is better to ride the carriage generously.
In order not to ruin Li Qing's reputation, Gu Xiangwan chose to sit outside the carriage, behind the coachman. Just enough to chat with Li Qing, and not next to her.
Along the way, Gu Xiangwan told him a lot of strange things he knew. To his surprise, Li Qing could always talk to him as if he knew everything. It was a great feeling, he hadn't talked to someone so smoothly and comfortably in a long time.
The carriage went all the way unimpeded, and when it arrived at the door of Jiang's house, Mu Yang opened the door and came out to greet him, and saw Gu Xiangwan hurriedly saluting.
"Lord Gu is healthy, I don't know why Lord Gu is visiting the office so late, what is in this carriage?" Mu Yang asked, pointing to the carriage.
"It's me." Li Qing lifted the curtain and jumped down.
"Be careful."
Gu Xiangwan saw that she didn't need a stool, so she fell to the ground, and her heart was sudden.
"This!" Mu Yang's eyes widened, didn't the eldest lady of the main family go out with Yan Qing during the day? Why did you come back at night and become Master Gu? Could it be that Master Gu and the eldest lady have some unspeakable secrets? But the eldest lady only came to Beijing recently, how could she have any old friendship with Lord Gu.
"It's getting late, and Master Gu is afraid that I will be in danger when I return alone, so he sent me away." Now that it has been discovered, Li Qing will inevitably have to explain. Otherwise, tomorrow there will be no nonsense in this mansion about the unspeakable things she and Gu Xiangwan can't talk about.
"Mrs. Li is safe, Gu will not stay longer and leave." Gu Xiangwan glanced at Li Qing's mansion, and then said.
"Master Gu walks slowly."
The two saluted each other, Gu Xiangwan waved his hand, stepped into the carriage, entered the carriage, and the coachman drove the horse away.
Jiang Shi and Yun Ji had already fallen asleep, while Li Qing was lying on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't sleep.
What appeared in her mind was always the words that Gu Xiangwan said tonight.
Gu Xiangwan likes a woman, but she can't.
She always felt that those words were addressed to her. But Gu Xiangwan didn't make it clear that it was her, so for a while, she didn't dare to be sure.
Meow a mi! Go to bed.
The old lady is because she hasn't seen a man for a long time, right, so she thinks that a man likes herself.
Li Qing is very clear about his opposite sex, and he has been walking in a cold school bully when he was in school, so no one dared to chase him, and he didn't get a boyfriend until he was a graduate student.
After listening to Gu Xiangwan's words today, he was shaken?
Impossible.