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When I heard this story, my heart twitched, and I wanted to embrace the beautiful woman in front of me in my arms, let her little head rest against my chest, let her hot breath pass to my heart, so that she could hear my sonorous heartbeat.

I wish I could be desperate to let go of all the pressure and expectations of others; I want to give her a warm embrace forever, so that she can be by my side when she is sad, and she can snuggle up in my arms when she is sad and crying; I still think about it, laughing and playing in the carefree campus, leaning on my shoulder in the fragrance of the warm sun.

Then I would comfort him softly, and I would tell her that I had left everything for you, but I couldn't, I had so many burdens on me that I was about to struggle like a fish that was about to run aground. Those pressures from all sides, with the unexpected illness of my father, made the otherwise impregnable house crumbling. At this time, I suddenly realized how difficult it was for my father. I don't know how every time I return home, the man who has never had a temper with his wife and son can hold back the sorrow outside to the bottom of his heart; I can't understand how he managed to survive for this family.

However, at this moment, I did really understand the sentence - "It turns out that there is no time to be quiet, but someone is carrying the weight for you!" ”

After thinking about it carefully, the impulses and thoughts were finally knocked down by reality. There is no such unwillingness to fate, after all, fate is so unpredictable, like the weather forecast of today's sunny day and tomorrow's rainy, but in the end, it is nine times out of ten.

Fate, to put it bluntly, it's not called fate.

So, I just sat down very casually and said what was on my mind with her.

"You also know what is going on in my house, Niannian, I'm sorry for you about this, but I have to go back."

"I know, I shouldn't have kept you for this kind of thing, and I can't keep you. I'm just, just really missing you. ”

Su Nian's voice became quieter and quieter, as if she didn't want me to hear it, but I still heard it, she tried hard to control her emotions, but the sad emotions couldn't be hidden.

I could clearly see tears slowly oozing out of the corners of her eyes, and finally they merged into a tear in the sun. But she's laughing, she's so sad but she's still smiling, she's a stupid girl who is obviously so reluctant, but she pretends to be indifferent, this is because she doesn't want to upset me, because she has to worry more about it.

This silly girl, I used to tell her so seriously that I would protect her in the future, and I would not let her be bullied by anyone, so that she would never be wronged and shed tears again!

However, now the person who makes her cry all the time is herself!

I'm about to lose control of myself, I really want to say to the person in front of me, you are my most beloved woman, I still remember what I said to you, I will never forget the promises I made! I also really wanted to show the domineering spirit of my former president of the basketball club, and said to her, "Come on, follow me, let's start a business together, and then we will develop step by step." ”。

But I can't be so selfish, I can't pay my family's debts by myself, I can't waste other people's good youth, and I can't drag her into the bottomless abyss ahead. That would be too cruel to me and to her.