148 Eavesdropping

"Lan Lan, Lan Lan, listen to me, I haven't forgotten you for so many years. Even if He Yuqun loves you again, he is already gone. Can't you realize my sincerity? Ze Zhixun stood at the door and did not give up, but Xie Lan was a sensible woman, no matter how Ze Zhixun shouted, she still turned him away.

But she looked a little frightened, the woman sat in front of the dining room, her heart was beating so hard at this time, she hadn't been so flustered for a long time, but the knock on the door kept coming to her ears for a moment.

"Lanlan, open the door. Lan Lan, open the door. The man's roar became louder and louder, revealing an obvious irritability, "Xie Lan, I've been thinking about it for a long time when I came to you this time, why can't you accept me." Ze Zhixun knocked on the door more and more, this time Xie Lan didn't have such a good temper, the woman suddenly pulled up from the seat and stood up, she walked to the door, and opened the door without thinking, "Ze Zhixun, I warn you, the two of us don't have any relationship now, don't stalk me anymore, do you understand?" ”

She was always dignified at school, and now she also put on a posture of a homeroom teacher. Dan Ze Zhixun obviously didn't eat this set, although Xie Lan had a lot of strength, but he couldn't resist the fierce push of the man who was a head taller than her, and pushed the woman to the side, Xie Lan was forced to let go of the handle of the door, obviously, she was not Ze Zhixun's opponent.

"I'll tell you, Xie Lan, you don't want to dump me." Ze Zhixun had already walked into the house, and this room was the first time he had come to it. Therefore, it was also full of curiosity, and the man's eyes kept scanning back and forth in the room. This is indeed Xie Lan's room, which looks neat and looks like hers.

The pale yellow wallpaper is pasted with some famous calligraphy and paintings, which looks very high-grade, and there are a few cash trees on the spacious balcony, the thick leaves are very pleasing, Ze Zhixun can't help but reach out and touch it, "Yes, Xie Lan, over the years since you left me, your little life has been very nourishing." Looks like your life alone is also very exciting. ”

"What the hell do you want?" Xie Lan didn't have the time to listen to his nagging now, the woman's black eyes were full of vigilance, and she subconsciously looked at Ze Zhixun's face as she spoke, and her eyes became more and more cold.

"What do I want?" The man turned his face to look at her, and he smiled, but it was a sneer, "You don't have to be so nervous. I didn't want to do anything, I just wanted to get back what I had paid. Ze Zhixun's words were an understatement, but it made Xie Lan feel disgusted from the bottom of his heart.

"Ze Zhixun, what do you mean? I've already told you, neither of us can be. Even though she already felt that she was in a weak position, Xie Lan still argued with reason, she didn't want to be weak, and naturally she couldn't be weak.

"Neither of us can be." The more Ze Zhixun repeated the woman's words, the more funny he felt, "What do you mean impossible?" Then let me ask you, what is my previous contribution in your eyes? What did you take me for? He became hoarse, and there seemed to be nothing to deserve his anger as he did now.

Xie Lan naturally didn't expect Ze Zhixun to question herself like now, in fact, she didn't have the slightest psychological preparation. was completely stopped by the man in front of her, but Xie Lan is Xie Lan, and she is not so easily shocked. So he immediately came to his senses, "Ze Zhixun, I'll say it one last time, our relationship is over." As for how much you have paid, it is also your willingness, and it has nothing to do with me Xie Lan. Her words sounded heartless, but she did think so.

Sure enough, as she expected, her words were indeed hurtful. Ze Zhixun seemed to be frozen, he stood in place, the expression on his face became extremely stiff, "Don't you think it's selfish for you to talk like this?" Xie Lan, don't you know what I do to you? His voice overflowed with obvious pain, but it didn't work at all for a hard-hearted woman like Xie Lan.

"I'm selfish. Ze Zhixun, are you embarrassed to say that I am selfish? Xie Lan seemed to feel that he had heard the most ridiculous joke in the world, "What did you do when you went abroad?" Why don't you want to think about how I feel? "Sure enough, when the old past is spread out in front of you, it will make people feel so unbearable.

"I went abroad because ......" Before coming to the woman's house, Ze Zhixun always felt that he was confident and bound to succeed. And now, he is like being deflated by someone, and he can't be tough.

"I can't tell why. You're empty-hearted. Xie Lan suddenly looked very excited, as if he was exposing his wounds, "Do you want to say that it is for your future and your development." At this point, the woman's voice became choked again, "That's right, if it were me, I would have chosen it this way." She blinked as she spoke, and something sparkling naturally slipped to the ground.

"So, Ze Zhixun, what qualifications do you have to question me? Human beings are also selfish. Xie Lan seemed to be very calm when he said this, but in fact, his heart was already turbulent, "What do you think?" You think I'll be waiting for you to come back from studying abroad, but why? My good years, what right do you have to ask me to wait for you? ”

Xie Lan's words were filled with righteous indignation, as if she was the real victim, she said it very pleasantly today, and seemed to vent all her dissatisfaction in her stomach, and vomited it quickly.

"Hmph." When it came to this, Ze Zhixun's kind words of persuasion seemed to have lost its meaning, "Yes, that's right, you really have no obligation to wait for me." But you shouldn't be with He Yuqun, you two betrayed me together. Why? Why is this happening? Xie Lan, is he good to you? Even if he loves you, he is not as good as I am to you. Ze Zhixun said that he was a little out of breath, he really couldn't understand that the woman he had been concerned about for so many years had no affection for him.

"Betrayed you? What happened to betraying you? Xie Lan's tone became more and more cold, "Ze Zhixun, when will you be able to mature a little as a man." Why are you always like a child? She said unceremoniously and rolled her eyes at the man in front of her, "Everyone has their own choices, and you shouldn't force anyone." Just as you choose to study abroad, if at that time, I said to you, you don't go. Will you stay? Her eyes became more and more sincere, and perhaps she had some beautiful illusions about reality. But in the next second, this feeling disappeared again.

"You can't be right, right." She was more determined in her thoughts, and she tried to regain her composure, "So, my choice is the same as yours." I won't choose to get back together with you. Xie Lan pursed his lips and pretended to be very calm, "I'm forty now, and my children are already in high school." Forget it, Ze Zhixun, you can dispel such thoughts. As soon as she said this, for some reason, Xie Lan felt extremely lost in her heart, as if there was something that made her very unwilling.

"Is it because of the child? It's the kind of bastard born by you and He Yuqun. Ze Zhixun was open-mouthed, in fact, there was no need for him to hide anything from Xie Lan. He has always hated He Beichen's existence, and this is not a matter of one or two days. Therefore, there is nothing to say it, but it makes my heart feel more relaxed.

But the speaker has no intention, but the listener has a heart. This will naturally cause Xie Lan's resistance, although she is usually harsh on He Beichen, no matter how ruthless she is. But I have to say that she still loves him. Therefore, as a mother, she only allowed herself to count what He Beichen was. What's more, a dirty word like "bad seed" is very inappropriate for her Qingbei Star.

"Ze Zhixun, how did you speak. Please clean my mouth a little bit. She was also angry, it seemed that Beichen was one of her energy buttons, and no one could touch it. But Ze Zhixun didn't think so, in fact, he didn't think he had anything wrong.

"What's wrong? Am I not right? He rolled his eyes at the woman, and his voice naturally rose by a decibel level, "What is he not a bad seed?" If it weren't for him, you would have promised me, wouldn't you? The more Ze Zhixun spoke, the more angry he felt, "His birth was a mistake. What kind of person is He Yuqun? You give him a baby. Xie Lan, are you blind? ”

Ze Zhixun said very energetically, but he didn't know that He Beichen had already walked to the door of the house at this moment. The bag, which was as heavy as usual, was on the verge of crushing the boy's shoulders. He was so tired all the time, and even when he got to the door, he had no intention of going in. No matter how much he didn't want to face Xie Lan's cold face, he was going home after all.

Thinking like this, He Beichen went to take out the key in his trouser pocket, and looked unhurried. Although he has a time limit to go home every day, He Beichen seems to be a different person since the last time the high fever does not go away. His heart is dead, and every day at school is more like the walking dead, and even if there is no delay in his studies, it seems that he no longer has any good expectations for the future.

The boy inserted the key in, and was about to turn the lock cylinder, when he suddenly felt that the room was very noisy, and it seemed that his mother was not alone, so he stopped what he was doing and put his ear to the door to listen.

"So, Lanlan, that oil bottle shouldn't bother you. Think about it, He Yuqun owes you a lot, he is gone. You shouldn't give up your happiness because of that scumbag. Ze Zhixun chattered, he won't stop if he doesn't achieve his goal today.

Xie Lan has always been rational, but when she was immersed in the memories of the past, she lost her firmness, "However, Beichen is already old." He wouldn't agree to that. And, if I promise you, then how am I going to explain it to him. It was not so much that Xie Lan was slow to make a decision, but that she needed a suitable reason to prevaricate He Beichen.

"What's the explanation for that?" Ze Zhixun's attitude became extremely arrogant, "He shouldn't have been born with this bastard, right?" He's already in high school, so it's even better, raise him for another two years, and when he's eighteen, you can get rid of this burden completely. ”

Although he didn't know about his mother's ugly things, He Beichen was not mentally prepared, and now that he heard the words "cheap seed" coldly, he felt that he couldn't cry anymore. The boy let go, and he bit his lip tightly, and ran out as fast as he could, and the key to the house was still firmly inserted in the door, and he did not bother to pull it off.