Chinese But it didn't take long, Sheng Linsheng still couldn't pay attention to Yan Zi, and finally turned around and wanted to hold her like before

Yan Zi didn't resist, and he just quietly let this man hold Sheng Linsheng, just a little bit, not as tightly as before, just feel the breath on Yan Zi's body, because in his mind, the two have changed, and he can no longer hold it as possessively as before, because the woman in front of him is not his own, and he always felt that she was always his own, so he wanted to hold it tightly

"Tell me why, tell me, tell me" Although Sheng Linsheng has tried his best to restrain his inner curiosity and does not want to ask to the end, the unwilling character that he has had since he was a child still forces himself to know the reason even if he is heartbroken

Faced with Sheng Linsheng's straightforward question, Yan Zi was suddenly at a loss, in fact, she had never considered this question, and she never expected Sheng Linsheng to ask directly

I don't know how to answer, I don't seem to like it, so why I always miss it every time I don't see him, but if I like it, it's impossible, she once made up her mind that she won't fall in love with a man, once she falls in love with a man, she is covered in scars, she doesn't want her head to bleed, she can't fall in love with a man

Yan Zi has always had this firm belief in his heart, and no one can shake it

"I, I'm ......," he wanted to speak, but he didn't say anything, this kind of embarrassing expression made Sheng Linsheng rarely see it

But suddenly laughed, "Haha, okay, I know, I really know" The laughter was very loud, as if it was a happy smile, but why was the expression on his face painful, it was a bitter smile, and he felt that it was not the first time to see such an intriguing expression, which also made Yan Zi a little scared, afraid that because his words would make Sheng Linsheng abnormal

But I was very surprised, but Sheng Linsheng was comforting himself: "Don't worry, I know, I know what you're worried about, but don't worry, these words are just when I never said it, from now on, I will still take good care of you and my master, I Sheng Linsheng came to this world without relatives, if it weren't for the care of the master and the master, now there is no way to live, so you are my relatives, as long as you are happy, I will be fine."

After speaking, he couldn't help touching Yan Zi's face, doting on his little sister like a big brother, and then turned around with a smile and returned to the others

Yan Zidun stood in place, looking at the back in the distance stupidly, very tall but a little lonely, in the end, whether it was right or wrong for her to do this, she was very conflicted, but she didn't dare to let go, for fear that once she let go, everything would change

Sheng Linsheng was still smiling, but the more he walked, the more stiff his smile became, and then he didn't laugh loudly, and his expression froze, he knew that he knew, but he didn't expect that she would still remember this matter after so long

When Sheng Linsheng arrived at Yan's house, he witnessed the open and secret battles in the backyard of the gate, although Yan's mother and General Yan's childhood sweetheart were in love, but the general had outstanding military achievements, and the emperor was afraid of high merit, so he married the granddaughter of Emperor Gaozu's princess to the general as his wife, and the emperor's order could not be disobeyed, and Yan's mother became a concubine in desperation

So according to this identity, Yan Zi became the distant aunt of the last emperor of the previous dynasty

Of course, these are all later words, the focus is still after Mrs. Yan gave birth to her son, the son made a bad expedition since he was a child, and after he deceived Yan Zi into the enemy's sphere of influence, he was tied up by the other party for a day and a night, after that time, Yan Zi no longer dared to trust anyone, in her opinion, men are not credible, even the brother who is related by blood is difficult to believe, and from that time on, she was afraid of the night, and carried a dagger with her

No one knows what happened that night, only that when Xiao Yanzi came back, he was covered in blood and asked what happened, but he refused to say, but he just cried hard before he fell seriously ill, and the doctor said that he couldn't be stimulated anymore, and the whole family kept silent, so no one knew what happened, and she was the only one who knew

This is all when she was five years old, Sheng Linsheng thought that with him by his side to protect and care for her, she would gradually get better, but she didn't expect to keep it in her heart, no wonder such a young child will have a shadow when he receives such a big stimulus

He also overheard Yan Zi press and decided to stand on the shoulders of men to have the greatest rights, and he also said that he would no longer trust any man, who was only five years old at the time, thinking that he was stimulated and said angry words, but he didn't expect it to happen

But shouldn't he feel glad because Yan Zi didn't accept him because of the shadow in his heart, not because he fell in love with another man, so he just had to wait, no matter how long he would wait

Because of thinking like this, Sheng Linsheng suddenly laughed, Yan Zi didn't know it, he felt that he was crazy, in fact, otherwise, no one could understand his determination, just like he didn't understand Yan Zi's determination, maybe he would lose both sides in the end, but then he wouldn't give up until there was no result

Both brothers and sisters have the same stubbornness, and this stubbornness is due to the father's willingness, and all kinds of weakness and incompetence are not tolerated, and they must be as solid as a rock

But when the two people have a rock-solid different firmness, the outcome is unknown, if one of them refuses to compromise, then it will definitely lose both, but even so, even Sheng Linsheng, who had long expected the result, still wanted to give it a try

The two of them returned to their places one after the other, and the horses were quietly watching, watching these strange men and women, perhaps from the perspective of animals, they would never understand the relationship between men and women in the human world

After a night of sleeping, the group had to go back to the palace to perform their duties

I haven't seen my mother for a long time, Yan Zi suddenly turned the head of the car and let the coachman drive to the general's mansion, and now my mother has changed about herself, so she is more eager to see her mother, and then tell her heartfelt heart, and have a good chat, this is the first time since I beat myself and my relatives back, I can really talk to my mother well, I feel uneasy when I think of this, obviously I am seeing my mother, but I have a feeling of meeting a big person

Yan Zi followed Sheng Linsheng in, and Bai Jikao also went in cheekily under the pretext of visiting Yan's mother

The laughter in the room seemed to be more lively than when they were there, and when they looked closer, they realized that it was Liuzhu Xia Wei and the five-year-old Xiao Han'er, and they didn't know what funny things they were talking about, which made them laugh

Several of them had flushed faces, thinking they had been laughing for a while

"What are you talking about so interesting?"

Seeing that it was the empress coming, everyone hurriedly saluted, Yan Zi stepped forward and took a look at his mother "Mother" by the way.

Yan's mother nodded very helpfully, "It's good that you're back and playing outside."

"It's okay, the scenery is beautiful, by the way, how come a few of you are here," and threw the topic to Liuzhu and Xia Wei between the words, two people who can't beat each other, they actually got together and became good friends, which is quite unexpected, but it's also good

"I heard Xia Wei say that the general was going out to play with His Majesty, and I thought that Mrs. Yan would inevitably be lonely when she left the mansion alone, and when I was a maid in the General's Mansion, I also talked with Mrs. very happily, so I thought about coming back to take care of it, chatting and relieving boredom, so I came, and then Xia Wei also came, and we talked about jokes together to coax Mrs. "Liuzhu explained

Yan Zi smiled gratefully, he didn't expect that such a woman who was born from a non-relative and a maid was still so affectionate, and she was really excited

The group talked casually, and then it was time to eat, and everyone laughed and talked, but at this time, Mrs. Yan suddenly took the initiative to ask Yan Zi to go out for a stroll

This made Yan Zi excited, almost with tears in his eyes, "Why did my mother suddenly want to call her daughter out today?"

The mother and daughter hadn't chatted so close and quietly for a long time, Mo said that Yan Zi was at a loss, even Yan's mother was a little embarrassed, and when Yan Zi asked bluntly, her body trembled, and she didn't know how to answer

After a pause, he stopped and thought about it, and then Youzi looked at his daughter carefully, but he didn't expect that in just a few days, he would be haggard like this, although he used good rouge gouache to smear it, and he never covered the raised corners of his eyes, and there were clear contours, and the face that was once baby fat was now a standard melon seed face, but why couldn't he be happy at all, but couldn't help crying bitterly

"Mother, old and confused, just obsessed with those thoughts, never considered your feelings, that day Mr. Bai mentioned something, and suddenly thought of what Yanshang said before, they are telling me, everything can't be the clouds, a few days ago, when you went out to play, Liuzhu accompanied me around, and found that no people talked about you, and then I suddenly realized that the people don't care who is in charge, and no matter who is right or wrong, as long as it can bring them a happy life, it is good."

Speaking of this, Yan's mother choked up, in fact, where is the world that does not let go of her daughter, the most unpopular thing is her, who is a mother, if it weren't for the suppression of those thoughts that she has brought so much pressure to her several times, she would not have become such a haggard appearance as she is now, it is really distressing to death

Thinking of this, there was a sour nose again, and the sour eyes were also kind and soft, and he kept touching his daughter's face with both hands, and was reluctant to let go, for fear that if he let go, this face that had not much flesh would be even smaller and pitiful

Yan Zi also hugged his mother in the same way, "Mother, no matter what, as long as you are willing to forgive your daughter, your daughter will be content, by the way, there are many maids and mothers-in-law in the palace, and the house is big enough, it is better to go to the palace with your daughter to live, now your daughter is getting ahead, you are the queen mother, follow your daughter, brocade clothes, jade food, glory, wealth, and live for a long time."

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