Embrace the darkness
Wang Lan was able to eat normally and even laughed. But when Xia Yan saw her, he said, "Sister Wang Lan, you can't give up." ”
The real emotions that no one has seen are seen through by Xia Yan at a glance. Wang Lan had given up a long time ago, and all that had accompanied her over the years was the endless bitter medicine soup and the side effects of the medicine, and she felt very tired. She is a string stretched to the limit, she is a broken but forcibly glued glass doll, she is pulled into the dark water, and there is no glimmer of hope in sight. Only death to possess the maggot of the bones, ghostly haunting the mind, lingering.
Yes, it was Wang Lan who tried to jump into the river! Xia Yan arrived at the river to stop her!
"But she was the last to fall." Jiang stared at Wang Lan in disbelief, "What happened that morning?" ”
Wang Lan lowered her eyes: "Accident." ”
Early that morning, when Xia Yan decocted the medicine, she found that the medicine Wang Lan bought for her was not what she usually ate. Thinking about it carefully, she found that the extra medicine should be taken by Wang Lan. In other words, these medicines were not bought for her by Wang Lan at all, but Wang Lan's own medicines! The scene of holding the medicine bag happened to be bumped into by her father, but Xia Yan couldn't do so much, she was aware of Wang Lan's purpose. No matter how good Rao is Wang Lan's acting skills, her smile can't deceive her peers, and no one knows better than Xia Yan, who is also suffering from depression, what this hellish illness will bring!
Wang Lan gave up, she longed to end this endless torment.
In order to prevent Wang Lan from looking for a short time again, her family pays attention to her almost all the time. Wang Lan pretended to be happy and paralyzed them with a smile.
Xia Yan, who ran away from home, went straight to find Wang Lan, and sure enough, Wang Lan offered to go out to relax, and her parents happily agreed and let her go out alone.
When Xia Yan, who had a bad premonition, found her, Wang Lan's feet were already about to step towards the water.
Xia Yan squeezed between Wang Lan and the riverbank and said a lot of persuasive words. Wang Lan didn't listen, insisted on getting close to the river, but Xia Yan didn't let him go, and resolutely blocked in front of him. What happened next was chaotic, and Xia Yan pushed her fiercely. Wang Lan was already petite, and the years of illness and anorexia made her even more emaciated, Xia Yan actually pushed her, forcing her to take a few steps back, and she fell into the river because of the reaction force.
With a "plop", the summer smoke fell into the water. Wang Lan raised her head, and Xia Yan was gone. Wang Lan hugged her head: "Ahh
Xia Yan's last words to her were hoarse like a trapped beast: "Live!" "For healthy people, it takes all their strength and determination to do the most ordinary things.
Wang Lan raised her head, and Jiang Ze's expression shocked her slightly: "I'm sorry." ”
"You don't have to say sorry to me, you should tell her." Jiang stared at her, "She sacrificed herself to save you." ”
"I'm sorry." Wang Lan shook her head, "Maybe I will make you feel disgusted when I say these words, but I have survived by relying on her in the past few years, she saved me, and I will not waste my life." ”。
"Of course you can't waste it, or she'll die in vain." Seeing that Wang Lan's face turned pale, Jiang stopped talking, Xia Yan's death was not her fault, it was his anger for no reason, but he couldn't help it, "You know what? I can't accompany her to see Warcraft, I promised her, I can't do it anymore, I will never see her again. ”