Chapter 153: A Deep Storm

Three months have passed in the outside world, and Sun Tan has returned to the moon to continue to lead the research and development program, and Mark has not had a good time during this time.

Unbeknownst to everyone, this brain-preserving technique would keep the hibernator semi-awake all the time, and at first Mark would quickly force himself to sleep every time he woke up to avoid thinking about nonsense. At this point, he could not perceive any information from the outside world, and all the scales began to be distorted, including Mark's perception of time.

In the spiritual world, there is no scale of time change, there is no clock here, there is no sunrise and sunset, Mark can only count how much sleep he has slept, at first he still counted very clearly, and then gradually began to blur, Mark's mentality also collapsed rapidly in such changes, he desperately restrained his emotional changes, but the more he tried to think about it, the more difficult it was to control his emotions like a wild horse.

I don't know how many times I woke up, Mark couldn't continue to sleep, the outside world was exactly three months ago, Mark's petri dish debugging had been completed, the instrument containing his brain was put into a cryogenic storage for a long time, Mark was affected, and it became more and more difficult to fall asleep, there was nothing more uncomfortable than being trapped in such a world where there was nothing, and still staying awake.

At first, Mark used his imagination to decorate this blank spiritual world, and he created all the things he liked, the things that could give him hope at such times, the ocean, the animals, the rainbow, the beautiful flowers...... Mark also imagines himself as his friends, playing a polyamorous role and chatting with him. It worked at first, and Mark's nervousness began to relax, and he realized that he had a lot of time now and that he could think about a lot...... A kind of problem that I don't have time to think about.

He constantly enriches the world he has created, he adds to it the places of interest and aesthetic wonders he saw before hibernation, making it more and more beautiful and vivid, imagining himself living in it, playing the role of going to live day after day......

When people are dreaming, there will be mistakes in the judgment of time, sometimes you feel that you have slept for a long, long time, but only half an hour has passed when you wake up, and sometimes you have slept for a long time, but it feels like it is only a short time, it all depends on the activity of the cerebral cortex, at this time Mark's cerebral cortex has become extremely active due to the influence of hibernation soaking fluid, and many years have passed in his perception in these short months.

I don't know how many years have passed since such a day, Mark has played himself for a lifetime, and then began to play other characters, from people he is familiar with, to people he is not familiar with, but no matter how he does it, he can't stop the collapse of this fantasy world......

Mark's imagination...... Based on his understanding of the outside world, but as he was trapped in the spiritual world for longer and longer, he began to become more and more unfamiliar with the things in the outside world, and he began to wonder if his memory was wrong, did this thing look like this? Is this how this thing is used? Mark's mental world began to become more and more chaotic, at first only some details began to be confused, and finally even the principle of things began to be confused, Mark tried to light a cigarette with water, and wash his face with fire, because all this was his own imagination, so everything went naturally.

Eventually, Mark's memory of colors began to be confused, and the colors he created became more and more frantic and chaotic, as if the patients of the insane asylum were scribbling on them, and Mark began to be unable to create new illusions, and he could not repair the old imaginations after they collapsed, and it became more and more difficult to even maintain their existence, and his imaginary world quickly weathered and destroyed, leaving only the endless darkness waiting for him behind.

After Mark's unknown characters have passed his funeral...... Mark was in a state of collapse.

He destroyed all imagination by self-defeat, his spirit ran wild in his fantasy world, rampage, wantonly vented his helplessness and fear, he forgot how to shout, and forgot how to vent, if Mark could still fantasize about his own image, he would definitely fall to his knees and cry helplessly, the last fortress of fantasy was shattered, and the fear that came like a flood swallowed Mark in an instant.

Am I being abandoned?

Mark had the coffin of the pharaoh in his mind, if the pharaoh who was mummified still had the ability to think, maybe it would be the same situation as himself, he was gradually driven crazy in the darkness and loneliness of thousands of years, how many years have passed outside? Has twenty passed? What if something happens to Sun Tan...... No one remembers me anymore...... What will I do?

Mark has no lungs now, but he still feels like he's suffocating, he's been abandoned in a corner of the hibernation center, and maybe the building outside has collapsed, and the vat containing himself is buried in the ground, never to be found......

In any case, he could not get rid of this fear, because Mark had no way to communicate with the outside world, and those horrible thoughts could neither be confirmed nor falsified, and in this fear and endless darkness, Mark spent a very long time, he struggled, he was decadent, he broke down, he got up again, he was beaten down......

In this repeated torture, Mark gradually gave up thinking, his consciousness began to block, turning himself into a stone that could not think, slowly, little by little, sinking into the deep area of the brain, no longer reacting to everything, including fear and loneliness, this is a never-ending sea, Mark does not know how long he has sunk.

At this time, only a year has passed in the outside time.

When Mark woke up again, he was surprised to find that the darkness around him was gone, but he also quickly felt that he was still in a state of no body, and he could sense something again, it was obvious that these things did not belong to the outside world, but were originally in his brain.

Mark inadvertently broke into the deep area of the brain, which has never been analyzed by brain scientists, and no one has ever penetrated here, this is an area of mystery that has never been explored, and the development of the brain by humans is still too rudimentary, so far unknown, and the human understanding of the brain is less than 10%.

Mark regained his excitement, and as his emotions changed, so did his surroundings.