Gu Shijin's attitude was surprisingly calm, calm and panicked, she didn't cry or make trouble, she explained to Yuan Zhoulu, and followed Gu Jianguo to the First Central Hospital, where her grandfather died.

Shen Ziyu didn't worry about her alone, so he naturally followed, and his frowning brows never let go along the way.

When he arrived at the gate outside the hospital, Gu Shijin stopped, feeling as if there was 502 glue sticking to his feet, unable and no longer willing to take a step forward.

Gu Jianguo heard the footsteps behind him stop, he glanced back at Gu Shijin, saw her standing motionless, thought something had happened, frowned and asked, "Now, what's wrong?"

Gu Shijin's eyebrows were lowered, covering the dark color of the haze in her eyes, her voice was as faint as a deep pool of death, and she said, "The joke is over here."

Gu Jianguo showed an incredulous expression, his brows tightened as if he could trap a fly, and said, "Do you think I will joke with you about this kind of thing?" Gu Shijin, are you crazy, or do you think I'm crazy? He said impatiently, "Don't ink here, the old man is still waiting for you to send him off, your uncle's family has also arrived, such a big one, you have to distinguish the severity, don't play with the child's temper in this situation, this is not the time for you to play with your temperament!" ”

Gu Shijin turned a deaf ear: "It's not a joke, then what."

She has been speaking in the tone of a declarative sentence, Gu Jianguo is becoming more and more unable to understand her daughter, even if the father-daughter relationship has been estranged for a long time, it is not so strange to this extent.

At this moment, Gu Jianguo didn't want to quarrel with Gu Shijin, so he asked patiently, "What do you mean?"

Gu Shijin lifted his eyelids, pointed at Xie Fanghua and Gu Qingchuan, and asked, "It's not a joke, what are the two of them here?"

The subtext is why they're here!

Gu Jianguo's forehead suddenly hurt, if it weren't for the wrong time, he would have thought that Gu Shijin was taking the opportunity to vent and make things difficult.

Gu Jianguo knew that Gu Shijin was uncomfortable, so he tried his best to say in a calm tone: "We rushed over as soon as we received a call from your uncle, now, I know you don't like Fanghua, but she also cares about you and came over, can you let go of your prejudices first, let's go see your grandfather first, okay?" He pinched his eyebrows with a headache.

Gu Shijin's fingers were trembling, and her fingers had been shaking all the way from school, but she couldn't feel a trace of warmth in the hot summer.

She didn't believe it, and she didn't want to believe it, Wai Ping often went to exercise with his chess friends, and her body has always been very healthy, and her grandfather cheered her on before she went out this morning, saying that when she finished her exams, he would cook a big meal for her to celebrate her graduation, and she still had the peace charm that her grandfather asked her for in her pocket.

How is that possible?

Right.

They must be joking with her, right?

"Dad." Gu Shijin's teeth chattered and said, his small body seemed to fall down as soon as the wind blew, "You're lying to me, right?" ”

Gu Jianguo looked at his daughter's pleading eyes, he couldn't bear to turn his face, and said, "Now, come in with me, everyone is waiting for you to send your grandfather on his last journey."

"I don't believe it!" Gu Shijin roared loudly, "You are angry that I don't go home, angry that I cut off relations with you, and deliberately lie and deceive me, right?" She! She pointed at Xie Fanghua like crazy, "Why is she here, you called them all over, are you watching my jokes?" Or do you want to be angry with your grandfather? How did my mom die, have you forgotten? Why, why lie to me! ”

"Gu Shijin!" Gu Jianguo glared, he was also trembling, but he was angry, "What nonsense are you talking about, look at what you look like!" It's not that we're going to see you laugh, it's that you're going to make a fool of yourself in public here, I can understand your feelings, but that's not a reason for you to spill here! There are still a lot of things to deal with in the future, please be steady and mature, okay! ”

Gu Shijin gasped for breath, as if he was about to have an asthma attack.

"Good Kimbon." Shen Ziyu hugged Gu Shijin, let her lean in his arms, and comforted her, "Jinbao is good, don't cry, don't be afraid, I'll be with you, accompany you, don't be afraid." ”

Gu Shijin grabbed Shen Ziyu's clothes and cried heartbreakingly.

Xie Fanghua watched a "farce", stroked her hair, and suddenly lost the desire to watch it, not because she was kind, but ...... People, always think about their future and accumulate some virtue.

Xie Fanghua said intimately: "Jianguo, why don't I go back to the hotel with Xiaochuan and wait for you first, you can finish handling things, or call me if you need help."

Gu Jianguo also knew that it was inappropriate for their mother and son to continue to stay here, and it would also stimulate Gu Shijin, he felt that Xie Fanghua was empathetic and wronged her, "Okay, you go back and pay attention to safety." ”

"I know, don't be too angry, the child is still young, this is ...... You should be more considerate and considerate of her feelings, and don't quarrel with your children. ”

"yes, it will."

can add blockage to Gu Shijin, and can sell a good job in front of Gu Jianguo, killing two birds with one stone.

Xie Fanghua and Gu Qingchuan left, but Gu Shijin still refused to enter the door, as if nothing had happened as long as he didn't enter the door.

So, Gu Jianguo and Gu Shijin were in such a stalemate until the appearance of their grandmother.

"Jinbao." Grandma shouted, "Well, go with grandma." ”

I don't know if it's an illusion, grandma's back seems to be bent down a little bit, grandma even the silkworm under her eyes is red, obviously she has cried for a round, and she is still smiling lovingly in front of Gu Shijin.

Shen Ziyu patted Gu Shijin's back and said, "Go ahead, I'm right behind you, don't be afraid."

Gu Shijin took his grandmother's hand and walked into the gate of the hospital.

I'm sorry, I did my best, she muttered silently.

Gu Jianguo took a step behind, glanced at Shen Ziyu with unkind eyes, but didn't say anything, now is not the time to deal with this problem.

My grandfather doesn't have many relatives and friends, some of them have been estranged and have not been contacted, and some have not had time to notify, so there is only my uncle's family outside the ward, which seems a little deserted.

"Sister." Zhou Yang was the first to see Gu Shijin, there were still tears in his eyes, and he looked at her so aggrievedly, as if he had found the backbone.

Gu Shijin silently followed his grandmother into the ward, everyone else was waiting outside the door with interest, all the medical equipment in the ward was withdrawn, and my grandfather was lying on the snow-white bed, with his eyes closed, with a peaceful face, and people who didn't know why thought he was just asleep.

Grandma looked at the old man, patted the back of Gu Shijin's hand gently, and chattered like chatting about family life: "Your grandfather went out this morning and fell, just at the staircase downstairs in our house, the last layer rolled down, knocked his head, and also fell to the tail vertebrae, and when he was sent to the hospital, he kept shouting pain and crying pain, he has always been an acute child, I often tell him to do things slowly, in a hurry, you see, this is not a lesson."

I didn't feel good when I scolded him, and I looked at his painful appearance, and I hoped to help him share a little pain. I thought that after this lesson, he would be able to change his temper, and I wondered what he had done, what should I do, and what should we do.

After the operation, the doctor said that it was fortunately delivered in time, and it would be life-threatening if it was a minute late, so I breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that when your grandfather woke up, I would talk about him well.

It's just that when the old man woke up, he looked at him and smirked at me, I thought to myself, forget it, everything is gone, he is safe, I thought this catastrophe was over, he ate well at noon, and had the energy to talk to me for a few words, talking about you, thinking about whether you did well in the exam, when the exam will be over, I want to see you, and I'm afraid that you will worry about not allowing us to tell you that he is injured, and I laugh at when he became so clingy and nagging, I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it......"

Grandma wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and continued to chatter: "I didn't expect him to vomit suddenly, I was shocked and scared, and hurried to find a doctor, and finally I learned that after the old man woke up, after a while, he felt dizzy and bloated, and wanted to vomit, but he couldn't bear it and didn't say it, and he smiled with me, I was so angry, I hated to beat him, you said that he was almost a hundred, and he still thought he was a three-year-old child!" Isn't it fun to hide your illness and not take your body seriously! ”

"But......" Grandma choked up, her eyes as she looked at her grandfather with resentment, more of grief.

"Grandma." Gu Shijin sniffed and hugged his grandmother, "Don't say it, let's go home and take grandpa home." ”

Grandma: "But there is no chance, the old man entered the operating room again, his eyes were closed and never opened again, the doctor said that he died of cerebral hemorrhage, a person is so dignified, how to say that it is gone, he is also ruthless, he doesn't say hello and just leaves, you say I should blame him, hate him."

But I can't complain, I know, he tried his best, he would rather be uncomfortable than endure, probably because he expected in advance that he would not be able to overcome this catastrophe, so he pretended to be okay to eat and chat with me, and said that he would go with me to take some wedding photos in a few days, in order to make me happy, miss you and look forward to you, but he still couldn't wait for you to finish the exam and left, just for an hour, he couldn't wait, and blamed me, he didn't notice that he was uncomfortable earlier, blame me......"

"Nope." Gu Shijin said, "Grandma, don't blame you, blame me, it's me who is not good, I should have come earlier." ”

On the way here, Gu Jianguo revealed a little about her grandfather's situation, her grandfather fell down shortly after she went out, before her grandfather had surgery in the hospital, she hadn't started the exam yet, and she could go to the hospital in time, but her grandfather and grandmother didn't allow anyone to disturb her exam, she didn't inform her, she could not take the last subject, and she could still take an ordinary undergraduate exam with one less subject than her usual grades, and she would repeat the exam for a year after all, but she still missed it after all.

"Silly boy...... Don't put the blame on yourself, otherwise the old man won't feel at ease when he leaves. ”

"Grandma, I want to talk to my grandfather alone."

Grandma sighed, patted Gu Shijin's hand, she was very uncomfortable, and comforted her a few words, and then left the ward.

When he went out, his grandmother saw Shen Zi at the door like a pestle at the door, and shook her head at him.

The emotions have been pent up for a long time, the strings that have been taut are broken, Gu Shijin knelt on the ground, held his grandfather's cold and stiff hand, and said with tears in his eyes: "I'm sorry, grandpa, I am not filial to you now, and I have kept you waiting for a long time......"

The nightmare repeated, Gu Shijin recalled the summer when she was thirteen years old, her mother left her, that was the most desperate day in her life, the taste of losing her relatives again, it turned out that the pain was not reduced at all, and the scar still hurt when it healed.

"Woo woo woo ......"

All that remained in the small hospital room was her suppressed crying.

My grandparents have loved Gu Shijin very much since she was a child, especially after her mother left, she was even more afraid of melting in her mouth, holding it in the palm of her hand for fear of falling, for fear that she would not be able to think about depression or something.

Gu Shijin recalled that when she was a child, her grandfather was quite strict with her, although the Zhou family adhered to the tenet that girls should be pampered and boys should be rough, but her grandfather was afraid that she would develop an impetuous temperament when she grew up, and asked her to practice calligraphy, as the name suggests, it is a pity that she really has no talent for writing, and children, uncertain, she is lively by nature, how can she stay and practice words in peace, she often finds excuses to go out to play, so, under the "supervision" of her grandfather, she practiced for about a few months, There is no growth at all, grandpa sighs that rotten wood can not be carved, while wanting to spoil it, spoil it, they are spoiled, they are happy, but none of them thought that due to changes in the family, her temperament has become what her grandfather once hoped for, gentle and quiet, steady and introverted, grandpa is not regretful, he would rather she be a demon king of the world, happy, happy life, it is better than holding everything in his heart, bear it alone, carry everything by himself, will not cry pain, and will not open his mouth to say bitterness.

Gu Shijin took out the peace charm that her grandfather asked her from her pocket, and said: "Grandpa, I went well in the college entrance examination, if there is no accident, I should be able to get into my ideal university, thank you, I haven't told you yet, I want to go to medical school and become a doctor, if you ...... I'm going to be happy to say to me, "Kimble is awesome, isn't it...... will also jokingly say that if you have a disease in the future, you don't need to spend money to see a doctor, just have Jinbao here. ”

"Grandpa, I miss you so much......"

The world is impermanent, we never know, the moment we wave our hands, the moment we turn around, there is no time.

Gu Shijin said a lot to her grandfather, from childhood memories all the way to the present, talking about her hoarse voice, talking about tears drying up, until the knock on the door sounded, she said goodbye to her grandfather gently, for fear that she would "wake up" her grandfather, her legs were numb when she got up, staggered, dragged heavy steps, and left the ward.

The people outside the ward, the moment her figure appeared, all looked at her eagerly and worriedly.

Gu Shijin had already restrained her emotions, she smiled slightly, the taste of her smile changed, and she said in a hoarse voice, "Grandma, let's go home."

Take your grandfather with you and go home.

"Good, good." Grandma clasped her hand, "Let's go home." ”

Gu Shijin turned his head to look at Shen Ziyu: "Ziyu, thank you."

Shen Ziyu felt a touch of panic inexplicably in his heart, and he held her other hand before he was relieved: "I will always be by your side."

Gu Shijin said softly: "Okay."

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