Chapter 219: The dilemma of love
On the way to the town. I drove the car and rolled up a long yellow dragon of smoke. Li Zhihua sat in the passenger seat with her eight-month-old child in her arms. She looked out the window and cried.
I can't persuade me. I know she's really because I've been wronged. Because. The child in her arms is mine. And she married my best brother, the Three Tigers.
"Brother Erdan. I know. I shouldn't have bothered you. But I really can't help it. She cried even harder. She cried. The child in her arms was so frightened that she also cried loudly. Their mother and son cried like this. I don't even have the heart to drive. I immediately drove the car in. In the grove on the side of the road.
Stop the car. I glanced at the shadows of the trees outside the car window. Xuan'er grabbed Zhihua's hand tightly. Excitedly said:
"You're right to come to me. You don't come to me to find anyone. We're not husband and wife. But you're my child's mother. Let you be wronged. ”
"I said it. I'm the woman you've been a woman for the rest of your life......" Who can imagine a woman who is crying loudly. Suddenly. It became quiet, but tears fell silently from his face. What a sad state of mind should she have in her heart?
"I'm damned. I'm sorry. You two are here every time. I always have a big mouth pumping myself. Bleeding from the corners of his mouth. I don't understand hatred.
"Brother Erdan. Don't do that. I don't blame you. It's all my fault," Zhihua threw herself into my arms with the child in her arms. I hugged them both tightly. Look at the lovely child in her arms. The blood rushed to his brain at once.
"Twig-flower. Right now. I'm not afraid of anything anymore. If you go back this time, you will divorce the three tigers. And then. I rightfully marry you into the family. Take you both into your home. The three of us live happily together. to avoid the pain of separation"
"No, I can't. Never. You and your sister-in-law have already been married. The houses are all built. Just wait to get married. How can I break you apart?"
"It's not like it's not a dismantling at all. I never touched Jing Lin at all. I'm not with her. Nothing to lose from each other. "Say this. I chuckled inwardly. If. Can I really let me leave Jinglin? That's a relationship that has gone through the test of life and death.
"You can't do that. If. You left Jing Lin to be with me. How are we going back to the village to live? We will be scolded to death," Li Zhihua said distressedly, holding her chest.
"So. As long as you are married. I'll take you two away and fly away. Get out of this right and wrong. I said very emotionally.
"Forget it. You just have a responsibility to us both of you. You have true feelings for Wang Qingyu and Jing Lin. I'll never be able to compare to them. ”
"Who said that. Twigflowers. I like you. I love you too," I hugged the flower at once. Kiss her the mouth. I want her to understand that my love for her is not false. It's solid.
Behold. Kohwa suddenly wrapped her mouth around my lips. And bit me hard. It hurt so much that I had to scream 'ah'. The more she is like this. The more crazy I am. The more presumptuous. Just when I was recalling a past relationship between the two of us. She broke free of me. Say:
"Shall we not do this?"
Love to the depths. I'm willing to let her go. I took her into my arms roughly. stroked her indiscriminately~ and touched it. I didn't think about it. She slapped me in the face.
It was Li Zhihua's slap that woke me up completely. Be. Yes. Once. We had a great relationship. Can. Even if she gave me the best things in a girl's life. Moreover. She conceived my baby. and gave birth to my child. But she. But she is also dignified. She's not just a woman. Still a mother. She's not a street lady. I can do whatever I want.
"Twig-flower. I'm sorry. I'm sorry," I cried this time. Tears doused the dust in my heart. I'm finally more conscious.
"Brother Erdan. What did you just say? "Zhihua saw that I was no longer lavish and respected her. She suddenly smiled with tears in her eyes.
"What did you say?" I don't seem to remember anything anymore.
"You say. You said. You like me. Love me too," Zhihua lowered her head, and crystal tears slid down the baby's face in her arms.
"I feel so happy just now. I don't feel aggrieved anymore. I don't feel lonely anymore."
"Twig-flower. In fact. We can live happily together. But God doesn't do what people want," I said bitterly.
"I've talked about it before. If. God made us do this. Even if it's intentional. I gladly accepted it. Because. It's something we can't resist."
"If. Originally. I didn't touch you. You're still a daughter. You can go and divorce the Three Tigers. And then. Re-family. You don't have to live this hard life."
"Brother Erdan. You're so bad. Do you want me to say thank you? ”
"Thank me for what. I'm just a jerk," I was a little puzzled.
"Thank you for making me a complete woman. If. Not you. Maybe. I'm still a widow."
"But what is the difference between you and a widow now?" I'm a little anxious.
"It's different," she said, pursing her red lips.
"Because. I have my man. There are my children. What kind of widow am I? As she spoke, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes:
"Don't you look down on me now?"
"I'm not looking down on you. But. I'm going to scold you. You stupid woman. You can avoid all this. But why do you have to bear it silently? ”
"I'm a stupid woman," she said. Suddenly. There is a pause. To continue:
"From. The moment I walked out of Yamane Village today, it began. I'm not a stupid woman anymore," she said, with a resolute look in her eyes. That look must have been a feeling of rebirth.
"Get out of Yamane Village. I'm going to make my career. I'm going to raise my children. Yamane Village will never be the right and wrong place again."
"Twig-flower. The location and shop of the clothing store. I've got you covered."
"Yes. I'm sorry for your trouble."
"The location is right on the town centre crossroads. In the east of the road. So when people enter the bazaar. will see the "
"Rent. It must be expensive. Again. It's a prime location. It's not so easy to rent," Zhihua said worriedly.
"It's not expensive. You don't care about any of these things. It's not easy for you to be alone with children now. I'll take care of these things for you."
"Brother Erdan. Thank you. If. Not you. I don't know what I'm going to be like now."
"Don't say thank you. Which of us is with whom. You since. I never said it once. You are my woman. So. I'll be responsible for you," I said, gently pulling up the sideburns of the flowers. That moment. She became extraordinarily beautiful.
"I asked someone to sell you an electric sewing machine from the city. Put it in the store right now. Much faster than that pedal."
"Brother Erdan. The sewing machine is also electric. ”
"That's right. Of course. And. It's just coming from the south."
"Electric. So advanced. I won't use it either," Zhihua was a little embarrassed.
"You're so smart. How could it not. I can teach you. "I'm pinching the pink cheeks of the twigs. She became very cute as she dried her tears. Although she is a mother. In fact. I'm not 20 years old this year. Speaking of which, she is also a little girl. Can. At that time, we were completely much more mature than children at this age.
'Come on. You're not as good as me. Zhihua deliberately laughed at me.
"You little goblin. Actually. Dare you laugh at me."
Zhihua laughed. while snuggling up in my arms. I went on to introduce her:
"Twig-flower. Wait until your garment store opens. Stabilize down. I'll drive you to the wholesale market in the city to get some good cloth. The cloth in the bazaar is slightly inferior. Where's the cloth from your garment shop? You have to go the high-end route. They come to your garment shop. You make clothes for them at the same time as you earn processing fees. You have to let them know. What kind of good cloth is. What kind of cloth is when it is good. How beautiful clothes are made of good cloth. Do you know. ”
"I know," Edana smirked.
"Brother Erdan. Unexpectedly. You've got an idea. ”
"It's called. There is no endless road. God closes a door for you. Then it will definitely open a window for you."
"Brother Erdan. You're so nice."
"Okay. The more you are. The more I feel indebted to you. ”
We're talking speculatively. The child in Zhihua's arms suddenly. Crying. That's when Zhihua realized. It's been a long time. The child is hungry.
The flower has her back to me. Untie your arms. Feed your child. That's when I really got it. Zhihua is a woman who really has self-esteem and self-love. She gave me her good things. But. It's her love for me. She's also a good woman. Merely. I don't have that blessing.
Wait for Zhihua to finish feeding the child. She watched as I blushed and straightened my clothes. Suddenly. Smiled at me. Say, "When I see a child, I think of you." As long as. My children are there for me every day. It's like you've never left us."
"Twig-flower. It's a thousand dollars," I said, taking out a thousand dollars from my bosom and handing them to Zhihua:
"You need working capital to open a store. Also to raise children. Don't be too little. I can't say it's a compensatory act for both of you. Because. That's it. I'm a bastard. This money is what you two deserve. Take care of your children. Let's get the shop up and running. You're a strong woman."
"Brother Erdan. It's not a small amount of money. You'd better save it yourself. You're going to get married in the future," she said.
"So be it. Wait until your garment shop is up and running. You'll pay me back. I cleared my throat and said.
"Say it again. What kind of person is your second brother? It is Mr. Yin and Yang who is both good and evil. Correct. It can help people eliminate disasters. Evil. It's a charlatan who deceives you. I can cheat money everywhere. So. I'm not short of money. “
"Yes. Can. Brother Erdan. A lot of the time. You that money. It's all in exchange for their lives."
"You don't have to worry about it. As long as. I can still make money. I'll be able to feed you both. “
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