Volume 1: Text_Chapter 807 His Failures and Regrets
She perked up her spirits and gently told Huo Beixuan: "Beixuan, remember to ask Aunt Li to prepare more dishes tomorrow, Xiaoyou and Qiaozi will come over for dinner." ”
"Okay." Huo Beixuan readily agreed, and explained to her in a deep voice: "But don't be too tired, just keep me and Aunt Li busy." ”
Seeing this scene, Xia Xiaoyou also interjected a relaxing sentence in a timely manner: "You have a treat, it is estimated that you will have to add one more person." Han Yi, I'm going to come to my house early tomorrow morning to report, and I almost came with me just now. ”
"Really?" Jing He was pleasantly surprised, looked at Mu Qiaozi with flushed cheeks and said, "Qiaozi, have you finally paid attention to Lawyer Han?" ”
"I didn't ignore him in the first place." Mu Qiaozi shrugged her shoulders and glanced at Xia Xiaoyou unceremoniously: "You guy, you will crowd others all day long." ”
"Aren't you the same?" Xia Xiaoyou made a naughty grimace and said with a smile: "Let's both of us and each other, don't say anything about each other." ”
"Qiaozi, when you come back this time, you will stay for a few more days, right?" Jinghe asked with concern.
"It depends, I can't say for sure." Mu Qiaozi said lazily.
"What else does it look like? It should be settled in Linghai soon. Xia Xiaoyou teased her all the time: "Lawyer Han has said that he wants to formally propose to you and discuss marriage." ”
"I didn't say yes to him." Mu Qiaozi's cheeks flushed, and she gave her a warning punch: "Xiaoyou, you are really a nasty ghost." ”
"Haha, I call it a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye." Xia Xiaoyou squeezed his eyebrows and replied.
The atmosphere in the room suddenly relaxed.
The four of them sat together and chatted casually.
It wasn't until Mu Lingkai, who was waiting impatiently at home, called to urge him that Xia Xiaoyou and Mu Qiaozi got up to say goodbye.
After the two girls left, Huo Beixuan took Jing He into his arms and said in a dumb voice: "Jing He, I'm sorry, it's not good to blame me." ”
Jinghe leaned meekly on his chest and said in a low voice: "I don't blame you, you don't want to be ...... like this"
"But I've impregnated you again." Huo Beixuan sighed and said, his tone was low and obscure, and his heart was full of indescribable bitterness.
Actually, in this regard, he has paid enough attention.
Because he knew that Jinghe didn't want a second child.
And, for so long.
Jinghe is basically taking Jingjing for treatment in other places.
The number of times the two of them have been together is not much. There are only a handful, so to speak.
But even so, Jinghe is still pregnant.
How, could it be such a coincidence?
On the other hand, this is not also illustrated.
This is not in their plan to conceive a child, should come to their lives in the dark? chamberlain
However, Kyung-ha insisted that he would not leave the child.
He also took her, there was no way.
As long as he thinks about it, Jinghe will suffer another miscarriage.
Huo Beixuan's heart was particularly uncomfortable, both guilty and distressed.
"Beixuan, I really don't blame you, don't blame yourself too much. I think I might be fertile. Jing He pursed his lips lightly, and pretended to be relaxed: "Now there is a painless abortion, I heard that it is good to sleep, I am fine." ”
"Even painless surgery can take a toll on your body." Huo Beixuan hugged her even more pityingly, pondered the words, and cautiously said his opinion: "Jinghe, why don't we keep him?" You see, we took measures every time, but he still came. It may have been fate, we should have two children. ”
"Leave him, what do you let Jing Jing do?" Jing He said bitterly: "Jing Jing will know that Mom and Dad have another child who needs their love. Although she has intellectual problems now, she will understand these things. Beixuan, Jingjing is so pitiful, we can't be sorry for Jingjing anymore. ”
"Jinghe, you don't have such concerns." Huo Beixuan held her hand tightly and said in a low and earnest voice: "Even if we have a second child, we will be good to Jingjing and love her the same." Even, because of her physical reasons, we will care more about her than the little child. ”
"Impossible." Jing He shook his head gloomily, and his eyes turned red again: "In this case, you are just talking about it now." When the child is born, many things cannot be taken care of. Even if we want to be as good and fair to our two children, in reality, there will always be some gaps. It may not be that adults deliberately want to favor any child, but sometimes unconsciously, it will cause harm to the child. ”
Huo Beixuan sighed imperceptibly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Jinghe, you have had a baby before, if you don't want this one, I'm really afraid that your body will not be able to stand it." ”
"I'm in better health now than I used to be." Jing He said without thinking, his tone was very firm: "Beixuan, don't persuade me, my mind will not change." No matter how much pain I have to endure, I won't let Jing Jing suffer a little grievance. ”
Huo Beixuan didn't have anything to say anymore, just hugged her tightly, and his heart was full of helpless sourness.
In the eyes of all outsiders, it seems that he has a successful career, unlimited scenery, and an unlimited future.
Only he knows this life.
What a failure, and how many irreparable regrets.
He didn't even protect his own children.
He can't give his wife a full life without regrets.
In contrast, Huo Beixuan was a little envious of his half-brother Mu Lingkai.
Although Mu Lingkai and Xia Xiaoyou also went through a lot of twists and turns before they got back together.
But at least, the innocent relatives around them have not been hurt and affected undeservedly.
Unlike him and Jinghe, no matter how much they love, they still have shortcomings that cannot be filled in this life.
Jingjing's experience has become a pain in the hearts of the husband and wife that can never be erased.
The only thing Mu Lingkai is not happy with at the moment is that he has not yet had a child of his own with Xia Xiaoyou.
That's not a problem, though.
Children, sooner or later they will all have it......