Sheng Jiu'an listened quietly to the melodious melody with a touch of sadness, and he could easily tell that the piece played by Liu Motong was the classical song "Autumn Moon in the Han Palace".

This piece mainly expresses the grief and sorrow of the ancient palace maids and a helpless, lonely and cold artistic conception of life. , I heard Liu Yunfei say that Liu Motong fled to Shenhai for some reasons.

For every woman, a perfect lover and a perfect wedding are the two most important things in life, and who doesn't want to have a dream wedding?

If you have to marry someone you don't love because of the interests of your family, then it is tantamount to turning yourself into a prison bird, and you can only miss the happy times outside the iron cage from now on.

Liu Motong's piano sound was very smooth, but Sheng Jiu'an could clearly feel the sadness in her heart, which was a sadness that her fate was not under her control, deep into the bone marrow.

Don't envy the innate fine clothes and food of those rich children, they may also be under unimaginable pressure, and they don't even have the right to freely pursue love, since ancient times, the ruthless imperial family, and the great family are just like this.

After playing the song, Liu Motong adjusted his mood, looked at Sheng Jiu'an, and showed a smile on his face: "The piano skills are unfamiliar, and the ugliness is present." ”

But Sheng Jiu'an didn't smile, he looked at Liu Motong's eyes, and said very seriously: "The world is not worth it, don't let yourself down." ”

When Liu Motong heard this, he was shocked!

The world is not worth it, don't let yourself down.

Isn't this what I used to comfort myself when I fled from Shangjing?

However, can you really live up to yourself as Sheng Jiu'an said?

It is precisely because he doesn't want to live up to himself and doesn't want to marry a man he doesn't love that Liu Motong has traveled thousands of miles from Shangjing to Shenhai.

However, there will always be so many unsatisfactory in life, and she is not completely free, can she really completely leave behind the family that gave birth to her and raised her?

The longer I stay in such a so-called upper circle, the more I understand the unspoken rules in it, and the less I can raise any intention of resisting.

No one supports it, no one understands, Liu Motong doesn't know how long his escape will last.

In the entire circle of the Shangjing family, everyone thinks that the man they are going to marry or will marry is so dazzling, and everyone thinks that the two people are an absolute match made in heaven.

But who understands their suffering? No matter how good he is, he doesn't like it, will he really be happy if he combines it like this?

Liu Motong wants to pursue his own happiness, not just to show others happiness - that is too much to owe himself.

Although she looks beautiful on the surface, she is good at dancing with long sleeves, and she is a famous social queen of Shenhai.

However, when all the guests are gone, when all the hustle and bustle has subsided, in the dead of night, she will always stay on her own rooftop, quietly drink a glass of red wine, be stunned for a while, and then let her fingers dance on the keys.

This guqin can be said to be her best friend in Shenhai, and the whispers in the hearts of those girls, Liu Motong expressed them through the sound of the piano.

As soon as she left, it was nearly three years, and Liu Motong didn't dare to go back, for fear that after she went back, she would encounter all kinds of forced marriages.

However, unless he disappears completely, even if he stays in Shenhai, he still can't get rid of the family's control. In the eyes of those people, it is always the interests of the family that are above all else.

In front of the so-called big picture, no one really cares about their happiness.

Three years is really precious as gold for a woman in the prime of her youth, she could have done many meaningful things, she could have talked about a love that can be remembered for a lifetime, even if it is poignant.

But Liu Motong could only force himself to hold on, hold on...... Until you can't hold it anymore.

"Autumn Moon in the Han Palace" is the most frequent track she has played in the past two years, and there is no one.

Whenever he plays this song, Liu Motong will have less hope for his wedding, more disappointed in reality, and feel that his life will be a little more depressed.

But so what? She can't be strong enough to ignore her family, and besides, if she brings undue losses to her family because of her selfishness, that's not what she wants to see.

Qin Liu Motong didn't want to compromise, but the reality forced her to compromise. She was strong and didn't want to surrender, but she would eventually raise her hands.

It wasn't the result she wanted, and she didn't even know how long she could hold out.

It's been a long road, so helpless.

When I was sad, there was no one to comfort me, so I could only squat down and hug myself.

Therefore, after hearing Sheng Jiu'an say the sentence "The world is not worth it, don't let yourself down", Liu Motong suddenly had a feeling that his nose was sour and his eyes were moist.

In all these years, no one has ever said such a thing to themselves.

It sounds heartwarming.

Don't let yourself down, Liu Motong really feels very aggrieved - why can't he control his own destiny?

There are many times when she even imagines that if she was not born in the Liu family in Shangjing, does not have such a seemingly prominent identity, and is just the daughter of an ordinary family, can she have a non-utilitarian love and have a spotless wedding?

However, there is no if.

In this world, there is not only the law of conservation of energy, but also the dynamic conservation of happiness. This path, as if it was destined by birth, has gained something, and must lose something.

Can this conservation be broken?

When he raised his head again and looked at Sheng Jiu'an, Liu Motong's eyes had a different taste.

Looking at Liu Motong, whose eyes were slightly red, Sheng Jiuan gently held her shoulders and said very seriously: "Believe in yourself, and believe in me, you will have a wedding of your own after all, and no one can decide your fate." ”

"Hmm." Qin Liu Motong nodded, snorted, and said with a smile: "I hope you are not bragging, if you can't cash it out by then, I will come to you to settle accounts." ”

Liu Motong found that he naturally said this, and there was no sense of estrangement between him and Sheng Jiu'an, as if he was an old friend who had known him for many years.

However, this sentence seems a little ambiguous and intimate after all.

"Okay, if you can't marry and become an old girl, then come to me, it's a big deal that I wronged myself and took you in." Sheng Jiuan patted his chest and said.

", I'll marry you, will you still feel wronged? This must be a blessing you've cultivated in several lifetimes, right? Liu Motong smiled even happier, such a smile looked so bright and moving under the reflection of the moonlight and starlight.

Sheng Jiu'an said shyly: "Blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, maybe you are a broom star, then I won't be at a loss." ”