Volume 1 0018 Lost in love and deaf!
Jia Le walked into the living room and sat down in front of his grandfather, picked up an apple, and said while peeling it: "Grandpa, the boy's name is Shang Duanpeng, I asked someone to check him: a single-parent family, raised by his father, his father is a construction worker foreman, and his family is average." He studied hard and consistently ranked first in the accounting department. He's a pretty strong one, about the same height as me, and he doesn't talk much, that's all. β
Grandpa nodded and said, "What more do you need to examine the boy's character?" β
Jia Le asked: "Grandpa, why don't you tell Zhiyu that we are her relatives~"
"Well, when her grandmother died, she told her father to swear never to recognize me. At that time, Zhiyu was afraid that she also remembered. What's more, your grandmother is still alive, in case you recognize it, your grandmother ...... Hey~ You will silently guard Zhiyu instead of me. She's a good boy, and grandpa likes it very much~"
"Yes, she's fine except she's too cold. Grandpa rest assured, I will protect her. Jia Le sighed and said, "My parents are gone, and I have been reluctant to admit myself all these years...... If it weren't for my grandfather saying that I also have an older sister who has the same condition as me and went for surgery, it would be amazing to think about it. β
In the huge mansion, there lived a grandfather and grandson and a servant, and it was extremely deserted. Knorr has spent countless years in this environment. In his heart, he longs for family affection, especially the meals cooked by Zhiyu's mother. Countless times, I imagined that my mother cooked a table of meals like Zhiyu's mother, and the family was happy.....
Pity......
Knorr is also sensible, and many businesses within the group are already familiar with and have begun to manage. Grandma is in good health, has a unique vision, and sits firmly in the position of chairman. And grandpa took a back seat because of a stroke and enjoyed happiness at home.
Zhiyu didn't know any of this. She also has no intention of getting married to Jia Le, she only knows that this is an unguessable person, and she is a rich second generation who is quite handsome.
She kept telling herself that the farther away she was, the better.
Sometimes Zhiyu dislikes herself for being too cowardly, and then thinks that this may be a pure heart~
Some people may complain: This is stupid, it is a prosperous white lotus~
But isn't life like this, some people give up their true selves in exchange for shortcuts. But in Zhiyu's opinion, the soul will become dirty, and when it is brought to the next life in the future, it will take more effort to clean, rather than this, it is better to do it in this life~
The bar spirits may have to say again: I still don't understand this life, do you care about him in the next life?
No matter what, in this world, people come and go for profit, and fame and fortune are not sincere. Even if you can get money, fame, and fortune, what can you do?
That's not what I wanted.
Some may say:
Pull it down~ This is the outfit!
It's fake!
It's stupid!
It's about the near and the far!
It's not open!
It's naΓ―ve!
However, in her opinion, isn't it because people have different values?
It doesn't matter what others say in Zhiyu's heart, what matters is that every moment at the moment, everything she does, is obedient to her heart.
Maybe there will be a detour, so what?
I'd rather not eat the fireworks of the world, but also find that pure, without a trace of filth.
Maybe no one will understand it in this life, but so what?
Having children as a human being is a painful thing, and loneliness is inevitable.
It may be buried in a pile of sand, and you have to find it one by one~
It must be kind: it can be love, friendship, affection;
It must be sincere: without a trace of warmth and coldness of human affection, coldness of power;
It must be hidden: she may not be able to find it in her life. So what? The gears of time still never stop~
In such a state of mind, she lived the same life in college, as light as water, sitting in the same library every day, to solve different exam contents. After five levels and six generals, he killed all the way, and his results were stable in the top three. Every time I look at my results, I am full of a sense of accomplishment and happy!
She is very glad that she has found something that can delight her spirit~ life will have color~!
I still insist on running every morning, and the wind and rain continue.
When it rains, it can temper a person's will even more. Whenever I wear sweaty clothes and run like a fool in the rain, only I know that my heart is the most cheerful and enjoyable.
It feels as if the soul has also been washed, and when it comes from the storm, it is no longer the same self it once was.
A year has passed in the blink of an eye.
Lin Zhiyu and Shang Duanpeng have been in spiritual love for a year, and the two of them are pure, just holding hands.
Every time Shang Duanpeng took the initiative a little bit, Lin Zhiyu either ran away or diverted from the topic.
It was embarrassing for a while.
Every time he encountered Dong Ru's public pursuit, he felt itchy in his heart, but after all, he already had Lin Zhiyu, so he refused them one by one.
What made him the most angry was that for Dong Ru's pursuit, Lin Zhiyu was even expressionless and didn't say a word.
He even suspected countless times that Lin Zhiyu was not jealous at all, maybe she didn't love him at all.
This seed of 'unlove' sprouted in his heart, and it was cold in his heart all the time.
And all this, Lin Zhiyu did not notice.
In this regard, she is almost as sluggish as a robot, which is really worrying for her~
This summer, Lin Zhiyu still didn't go home, and soaked in the library with Shang Duanpeng every day.
She has an almost obsessive heat wave in her heart - chasing Shang Duanpeng and winning the first place in the department!
On August 24, this evening, the air pressure was a little low, hot and muggy, as if a heavy rain was coming.
Shang Duanpeng took a bouquet of roses and handed it to Lin Zhiyu.
This is the second time I have sent flowers, I remember the last time, that calm confession, as if it was just yesterday.
"My friend's house is right next to the school and I asked him to borrow the key. Let's go, I'll cook and go to celebrate my birthday together. β
Holding hands together, we walked into the house: the petals all over the ground formed a corridor and came into view, a heart, and the candles blinked their eyes.
Wow, romantic~
She felt it.
There was also a table of meals, a pink heart-shaped cake and red wine.
They were eating, drinking, chatting happily, and just when the atmosphere was extremely good, he stood up and hugged Lin Zhiyu and slowly leaned his lips up.
In Lin Zhiyu's mind, the scene from nine years ago actually appeared: a bed of blood......
In an instant, all the hairs stand on end, piercing every inch of skin upside down!
Lin Zhiyu felt straight that every inch of skin on her body was stabbing and bleeding......
She slammed Shang Duanpeng away and rushed out.
Rushing away in the roaring torrential rain, attracting strange eyes from passers-by, it seemed that even the grass on the side of the road felt her panic.
Sitting in the dorm room, clothes dripping and dripping water onto the floor.
At this time, during the summer vacation, several sisters went back.
I'm afraid there are not many people living in the entire dormitory building, and a trace of fear is pouring into my heart~
It was pitch black outside, just like her heart......
After a long time, she finally touched her pocket and wanted to use her mobile phone to send a message to Knorr.
Bad phone forgot to take!
And Shang Duanpeng was inexplicably forgotten in this romantic mess.
Bite~
Zhiyu's phone lit up.
Shang Duanpeng opened it and saw that Lin Jiale had sent her a bunch of transfers, and after opening them one by one, he found that there were 13,140 yuan.
Damn it!
It's Lin Jiale again!
looked at everything he had carefully arranged, Zhiyu who fled in the wilderness, and Lin Jiale's huge red envelopes.
Shang Duanpeng's heart twitched!
Bang ~ Punch hard!
Hammered on the glass dining table, cracking......
A huge pain, stinging his heart!
He has low self-esteem~
Years of low self-esteem made him study hard.
At the same time, he is arrogant!
The next day she had a fever, ringing in her ears and couldn't hear anything.
She dragged her body lazily, barely put on her sweaty suit, ready to do as usual, maybe a single step, it would be fine.
She told herself, and she made it to the playground.
After taking two steps, his eyes turned black......
When she woke up, in the ward, Lin Jiale stood on one side and Shang Duanpeng on the other.
The expressions of the two people were cold, and an imperceptible strangeness filled the ward.
"Haha~ How did I cross over to the ward~ I remember that I was on the playground~~ Hahaha......" In the weird atmosphere, she laughed dryly~
"Give you the phone, let's break up. You don't love me. β
"I love you, but I don't yet. You give me some time, don't leave me......" Lin Zhiyu tugged at his shirt and said pitifully.
The miserable little face is reluctant.
"Actually, I don't know much about it, it's just a gut feeling."
Fortunately, there was no breakup.
Lin Zhiyu sighed!
All this is in the eyes of the family. He stared at Shang Duanpeng heavily, and Shang Duanpeng met his gaze and raised his head, not afraid.
The days have passed, and another half semester has passed.
One day, the classmates had a big party, inviting Zhiyu and Duanpeng to participate, it was a giant paty, night, wine, karaoke, dancing......
Lin Zhiyu is not good at these, she quietly watched these people carnival, and her heart was not lively.
She walked around casually with a wine glass.
walked to the corner of the venue, and suddenly saw that between the two trees, in the hidden corner, two familiar people were ......
Bang dang~
The sound of heartbreak drowned out in the shattered wine glasses.
The two stopped, looking this way, Zhiyu turned and ran away, but the boy didn't catch up.
He said indifferently: "I have been in a spiritual relationship with her for a year and a half, and she doesn't love me." I said to break up, and she didn't want to. β
Zhiyu ran and stopped. She walked slowly into the playground with red eyes, and then ran round and round......
The head is empty~
If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, how would she not have believed her boyfriend and her roommate......
I don't know how long it took or how many laps she ran until she couldn't walk anymore and couldn't lift her feet.
dragged his overdrawn body and slowly walked into the dormitory.
After taking a casual bath, she couldn't even see anyone around her, and she couldn't hear any sounds in the world.
With great difficulty, she climbed into bed and fell asleep.
This sleep, two days and two nights, the sky is dark.
You Yao kept guarding her, saw her wake up, fed her water, and spoke to her......
"What, what did you say?" Lin Zhiyu shouted out with all her strength, and only heard her own voice faintly, and no matter how You Yao in front of her shouted or knocked, she couldn't hear it at all......
Deaf!
After hanging up the ear department, a series of examinations came down, and they were all good. There is nothing wrong with that. The ottologist advised her to go to the psychiatrist. So I transferred to the psychiatric department and had no problems with the examination.
After tossing and turning all day, the doctor told her to rest well, relax a little and return to normal......
It's over, I still have to do an internship, how can I do an internship if I'm deaf? It's the last half semester, and there is no internship report, how can I graduate?
Trouble the psychiatrist to give her a sick leave, just in spite.
For a while, the world may still be gorgeous, but I can't hear it.
It is like being in a fish tank, turning into a small fish with no hearing and no memory, and you can see the world through the fish tank, but you can't feel the mountains and rivers outside......