The sunlight poured into the window of the hotel room, shining with dazzling light, making me feel so dazzling, my stomach has been uncomfortable, I have always had the feeling of wanting to vomit, but it is suppressed in my throat, the uncomfortable feeling is like the plum branch flower I am facing now, he is a thorn stuck in my throat, I can't vomit it out, and it hurts so much to pull it out......

The sign of a person's maturity is to learn to compromise with reality! What a good sentence, I don't know how she comprehended it, and the comprehension is so profound, this may be her mental journey along the way! What am I really bad to comment on? Because, after all, I can't understand the truest feelings in her heart.

Even if I sit next to her, I can't empathize, and I sit in front of her but I am only a bystander, a saddest bystander.

"Zhihua, many times, I always think again, if we hadn't met at the beginning, would it be a little better now? At least you'll be a little better! ”

"Not necessarily!" Zhihua's weaker body sat down in front of the bed and said, "Until now, I always feel that this is not my own choice, but the arrangement of fate!" Perhaps, I should live such a life, bound by fate all the time, just waiting for the moment when I break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly! ”

"Zhihua, I like to see you mature, it's very moving, and I'm also looking forward to growing up and going to those places where hearts connect with each other!"

Li Zhihua didn't seem to pay attention to what Owen said, she reached out and took the bag on the bedside, and slowly took out an envelope from it, she hesitated in the middle, but finally lowered it in front of me! She said:

"This money, you take it back, I borrowed it from you, I said that I will raise the child, I don't want anyone to take care of it!" Li Zhihua buried her head even lower when she said these words:

"You know, when I first opened a clothing store, I didn't have much money, and I got to where I am today thanks to your help, thank you!"

Li Zhihua shook her hands in front of me, I regarded the envelope as nothing, I stared at Li Zhihua intently, and I saw her heart clearly in just a few glances! The reason why she did this may have been thought about for a long time, her real intention was not to pay me back the money, the money I counted as compensation for her before, she returned it, indicating that the two of us have finally come to the field of grace and righteousness, and our story is finally coming to an end, at least, that's what she thinks.

"Zhihua, please put away the envelope, if you still have it in your heart, the beauty we once had, please take it back!"

"I want to forget, because remembering is the most painful thing, and the reason why I want to forget is because I am afraid that I will read it in the future, so I ......" She suddenly raised her head as if she had changed someone, making me look so strange.

"So, please fulfill me, okay? Don't treat me like a wretched worm anymore, okay? ”

"Zhihua, your words make me feel distressed, you know your position in my heart, it has never been bad, why do you think so much about yourself!"

"I recently read a book that says that if you want to be less painful and less sad, you have to make yourself cut off from the past and no longer have any intersections...... That's how you can make yourself happier......"

"You say this, I agree, you had a really hard time in the past, and today you can finally see it yourself clearly and get out!" I paced around the room and said:

"As long as you look down on something, or even look at it without it, it's nothing, when you don't remember it yourself, who can read it for you, give yourself a reason to feel at ease, then forget it all, give yourself a new beginning, a beginning that no one has been able to walk in before!"

Li Zhihua suddenly laughed, she stood up from the bed, and said to me, "Do you know why Li Zhihua and Shao Erdan can't get together?" ”

I was stunned by her question, and blurted out: "I don't know, I really don't know, I can't figure it out!" “

"In the past, I couldn't figure it out either," Li Zhihua chuckled a few times and said:

"The reason is that we are both too mature, even too sophisticated, and we can see things too clearly on the surface!"

"Is that really the case?" I asked rhetorically: "The more clearly people can see, the more they can't escape the cage of the story, just like the two of us, who gets a dead knot?" ”

"If you really say that, then I will really admit that you are my dead knot that I can't untie, so I advise myself to escape! He belongs to someone else, you can't get it after all, even if you get it, it's not real happiness, in short, I, Li Zhihua, don't deserve you! ”

"Zhihua, why do you talk like that? You, you're clearly scolding me! "I'm in a bit of a hurry.

"Hehe, this time, you really misunderstood!" Li Zhihua Nini said.

"Some people start to coincide with the appearance of reality, and someone should start to quit, we are not who is a guest, we can only be regarded as relatives"

"Isn't it the best ending to just walk away, and no one remembers anyone? It's like nothing happened! Isn't that what you said, if we never knew each other, wouldn't everyone be better? Li Zhihua smiled and looked at me, and the more she laughed, the uglier it became.

"If forgetting that I am a sign of your new beginning, then please forget me completely, forget that there is such a person as me in this world, a person you once loved! The person you loved deeply, but never remembered, I don't know how many years later, you will be at ease? ”

One sentence forced her to clear her tears, and in her falling teardrops, I seemed to see our memories, from the very beginning when we met until now, we once loved, lost, and maybe there is nothing left today.

"Zhihua, do you still remember the shoes you made for me, the clothes you made for me, the hot hands you gave me rice cakes to eat, and those, everything you gave me, those beautiful things, I will never forget!

"Zhihua, but now I want to tell you a word, please remember, the deeper you forget yourself, the stronger I will remember you! As long as one day you completely forget me, it will pass by, but we will never have who is who! I think until that time, when I fully atone for my sins, you will be healed, and my conscience will be at peace."

"Don't talk about it anymore, I don't want to hear anything," she interrupted me abruptly, and became emotionally uncontrollable.

The atmosphere sank into embarrassment again, and we were silent for a long time, and Zhihua finally squirmed her lips, and she said:

"Can you still hug me like you used to? I don't ask for extravagance, but please don't say no, okay? ”

I sat at the head of the bed, gently open my arms, she gently snuggled over, the moment I came into contact with her, her watery tenderness flowed all over my body, I hugged her so quietly, as if holding my beloved lover.

"Is it warm?" I lowered my head and whispered in her ear.

"Hmm" ripples in her body, like a virgin.

"Are you willing to leave? Won't it be regretted? ”

"There's something called letting go, isn't it? Perhaps, if we are not together, we will live a little better with each other? ”

"I don't dare to say that others, if you don't live by my side, you will definitely not be happy, do you believe it?"

"Do I have a choice? But, after so long, as long as you don't show up, those troublesome things will not appear, or even happen! ”

"You have always been the source of my pain, but I have always been willing! But this time in front of you, I won't lose to you again! ”

"You've never lost, at least in front of me! The one who has always lost the most has always been me, don't doubt it, I'm the biggest loser! ”

"None of us should count ourselves, shall we?"

"Okay, I'll shut up!" I touched my mouth with my left hand as if I was ashamed.

"Would you like to kiss me? For the last time, let me feel your warmth for the last time? All right? ”

I was stunned by her, but I didn't dare to take action, I clearly know my current position and situation, I tried my best to suppress my emotions, I can't cross the thunder pool half a step, if, this time I do it again, I really don't think of a real man.

"Zhihua, did you sleep all night with a drunk me in your arms like this?" That doesn't end well for anyone.

"Yes, I just hugged you and slept all night, and you slept like a baby!"

"My sleeping statue must be ugly, right?"

"Yes, and still drooling? It's ugly," she pretended to laugh at me.

"Haven't you gotten up yet?" With the sound of knocking and shouting, Zhao Yunyun pushed the door in, and Li Zhihua was still snuggled in my arms, not breaking free! When Zhao Yunyun saw this scene, there was no surprise on his face, as if it was reasonable.

"Morning, Sister Zhao!" Li Zhihua hurriedly broke free from my arms, Zhao Yunyun looked at me, looked at Li Zhihua and said:

"You two, why is this trouble? Do you abuse each other? Even a person who should be together, but he has to separate the distance, I'm old, I really don't understand you."

"Sister Zhao, you see you are telling us jokes again!" I said.

"How is it, with a beautiful woman, did you sleep well last night?"

"Sister Zhao, is it really good for you to talk like this?" I hadn't finished speaking, but I was interrupted by Li Zhihua, and she said to Zhao Yunyun: "Sister Zhao, you will send our mother and daughter back to the town later!" “

"Didn't he Shao Erdan go back? Let him take you both back! ”

"No need, from today onwards, it's really over!"

"Zhihua ......" I whispered, but I saw her determination in her eyes, and I knew that my relationship with her was finally finalized, and from then on we saw each other like passers-by, and no one was any longer who got whom......