The handwriting of silk embroidery jumped on the silk paper, if she was as delicate and lovely. zi

It reads:

Grandmother:

Seek children and kowtow.

Gathering is fate, and parting is also fate. I can see my grandmother's face. It is already a blessing for three lives. I don't want anything else, but I hope that my grandmother will be in good health. Ordinary people swallow and finally leave the south. I don't admire the snow in the sky, just because of the warmth in my arms.

Compassion and compassion, it is difficult to return; Thinking of my grandmother, my heart is sad.

Whose son travels alone, whose mother guards the empty door.

One worry about the health of the child, two worries about the warmth and coldness, and three worries can become a pair? I don't forget each other, and there is no return date every year.

Midnight dreamed back tear wipes, but no one asked.

I'm afraid that my son will not be ladylike, and it will be difficult to entrust the brocade book.

Wandering alone with tears. People go to the empty building, sing the song of separation, and it is difficult to send the geese away from the song, and once turn back to the broken bowel sound.

Heaven and man are forever separated, looking at the death of people, sitting silently at night, not seeing the returning soul at night, once ruthless.

Thinking about you, hating youyou, who said that grandmothers are heavy, but it is difficult to leave people's wishes, how can the years have spared the vicissitudes of life? Looking for children is not filial, knocking on Chang'an, and I don't want mountains and rivers to support my shoulders. I only wish that the river would allow grass shoes.

Sign-off: Chihiro knocks goodbye.

Every word is heart-wrenching. All fell on the hearts of the ancestors.

Outside, someone pleaded to dispose of the people in the dungeon.

She paused and sighed softly, but her face was extremely calm.

Holding the dragon's head staff, the old ancestor opened the door, took the three things left by Chihiro in his arms, and walked outside step by step. Behind him, the neat army of ghost kings lined up to follow.

The old ancestor looked at the sky, and narrowed his eyes slightly because of the dazzling sunlight.

Retreating from everyone, in the empty dungeon, she stood at the corner of the dungeon, listening to the angry shouts of Tuoba Sha'er inside, and the familiar coughing sound of Lai Shengge.

"Stop shouting." Qiancheng sighed softly. "It's useless to shout at your throat. The girl is gone, and we people can be regarded as a good thing. Before he died, he had an explanation for himself and his sister. ”

Tuoba Sha'er sneered twice, tears welling up in her eyes, "I haven't been able to kill her, how can I die in vain?" I'm going to ruin this damn place, ruin everything here. ”

"Can you?" Qiancheng raised his eyebrows, "Wake up, how much ability do you have?" Here, as long as the ancestor says a word, you have to die. ”

"Hmph, she'......"

Before Tuoba Sha'er could speak, Lai Shengge, who was sitting in a secluded corner of the dungeon, raised his pale face and coughed lowly, "The reason why you are still alive is because the old ancestor never wanted to kill you. ”

"What nonsense are you talking about, and how much do you know? She hated my mother for letting my aunt go, so she couldn't even ask me to die. "Tuoba Sha'er gnashes his teeth.

Hearing this, Lai Shengge sneered, "Your mother was not born to the ancestor at all, but in the end she was able to sit in the position of the empress, if there is no support from the ancestor, do you think those officials in the court will agree?" ”

Yan Feng bowed his head, "That's right, the old ancestor is indeed overwhelming the ministers. My father was the general of the Ghost King's army back then, and he served the old ancestor for a long time, and this matter is believed to be true. ”

Tuoba Sha'er snorted coldly, "That's just that she wants to monopolize power and want my mother to be a puppet." My mother didn't want to be an empress at all, but she was forced to kill my father. With this alone, I won't let her go. ”

Outside, the old ancestor closed his eyes heavily, and clenched the dragon head staff in his hand.

Inside, there was a dead silence.

But he heard Lai Shengge laugh twice, shaking his head with extreme disdain.

"What are you laughing at?" Tuoba Sha'er cut his teeth. Regiment name service.

There was another cough, Lai Shengge's face became more and more pale, and he stared at Tuoba Sha'er expressionlessly, "Everyone thinks that Tuoba Wendi is power-hungry and has forced his children into a desperate situation one by one. Yes, she is indeed stubborn. ”

But since Tuoba Ling's death, power has only been a reason for her to live. She was always waiting, waiting for her daughter to come back and draw a dream for herself. ”

It wasn't until Chihiro's arrival that she saw the dawn of letting go of everything. Pity...... She is too paranoid, paranoid and forcibly puts everything she has endured on others. ”

She ...... cough cough cough cough ...... I just want to give myself an explanation for so many years of waiting; Give an account to the ancestors of the empire. ”

She ...... It's always yourself who hates, and Chihiro knows her better than you, so I move her with feelings every time. ”

Speaking of this, Lai Shengge began to cough violently, and the corners of his lips couldn't stop bleeding.

Qiancheng frowned and walked forward quickly, but was stopped by Lai Shengge.

"I ...... It's okay......" Lai Shengge coughed continuously.

Tuoba Sha'er's eyes were solemn, "How can you guess her thoughts?" It's just your one-sided words! ”

In fact, as early as the beginning, she knew that Chihiro was here to fetch flowing orchids. So it has been prepared for a long time, but ......" Lai Shengge kept coughing, her face was blue and white, and it was difficult to see the extreme, "She doesn't want to deliver it for nothing, she shouldn't teach people to despise her royal face." ”

"Na Cheng thinks, so it is, one by one is getting farther and farther away from her." Qiancheng took over the conversation, "If she hadn't had the intention to let you go, do you think that the crime of defection could be ended by kneeling for three days?" ”

After speaking, Qiancheng raised his eyebrows and looked at Tuoba Sha'er.

Tuoba Sha'er stood there, still grim, but didn't speak again.

"Three thousand white hairs, Liulan is medicine, who can be willing to change to others? It's also his grandmother's ......" Lai Shengge kept coughing, so much so that he couldn't say a sentence. Because of the blood loss, his body became weaker and weaker, and at this moment he could only lean against the wall weakly, gasping for breath.

Hearing this, Tuoba Sha'er lowered his eyebrows and turned his back, "Anyway, my mother was killed by her, and I won't forgive her for this." ”

"Even if you don't live or die, but you live in guilt and wait, how much do you know what it's like?" Lai Shengge lowered his eyes slightly, and muttered in a low voice, as if talking about his ancestors, and as if talking about himself. In the darkness, no one can see the darkness in his eyes.

Life is not as good as death, which is the real punishment and torture.

Visible glory, invisible sorrow.

Inside the dungeon, there was a dead silence.

Silence and silence, no one spoke again.

Only outside, there was a clear sound of the dragon's head cane, and it gradually faded away.

Tuoba Sha'er's expression was complicated, he just turned his head to look at the candle flame outside the cage, listened to the familiar voice, and gradually disappeared into the darkness, never appearing again.

The prosperity of the imperial capital, the once unified desert, and the prosperity of the past.

The bloodstained map should be destroyed.

"Ancestor?" The people of the palace screamed in shock, but they saw that the old ancestor threw the map into the brazier and completely incinerated it.

Holding the jade jue in his hand, the ancestor stood there fixedly, his eyes slowly drooping, "It's hard to leave people's wishes, how can the years have spared the vicissitudes of life?" What should be stayed, what should be let go......"

Before the sound fell, the dragon head staff in his hand fell to the ground heavily.

The sound of bang made the palace people inside and outside the hall pounce and kneel on the ground.

Outside, the night is falling, and the moon and stars are scarce.

"Tomorrow, it's going to be a good day!" She sighed softly, her mind full of fragments of the past, broken beyond the means of piecing them together.

It turned out that I didn't remember Ling'er's appearance for a long time, I didn't remember Ling'er's father, I didn't remember Ci'er, and even I forgot how young I was.

It turns out that the consistent persistence is nothing more than an obsession that will not be extinguished.

Even Chihiro and Lai Shengge looked down on her clearly, but they met for the first time and got along for a short time. The partial daughter has been raised for so many years, but she has never been able to see through it, and all the people around her have not been able to see through it.

"Don't bother me these days, if there is a change in the imperial capital three days later, let the prime minister go to my study. There is a decree on the case, which is for civil and military officials. No one has to follow, I want to go alone! Always, it's all alone! After that, for the first time, she didn't rely on the dragon's head cane, and walked slowly towards the Yinghui Palace alone.

Mother, on the day of your birthday, Ling'er will definitely give you this jade jue, and the lines on it are engraved by Ling'er herself.

Your things are naturally unparalleled in the world, and with Ling'er, your mother will be content.

Mother, that's good......

Well......

The corners of his mouth slowly overflowed with a happy smile, it turns out that many things can not be remembered, but he can never forget that he has always loved you, this is his mother.

The familiar palace, the familiar white mud wall, that year you said white and elegant, and your mother promised you the whiteness, but why didn't you keep it in the end?

Chunyan still came back with mud, why didn't you come back?

Mother doesn't want to blame you, she just wants to tell you that no matter how willful you are, you never blame you, but you never have the opportunity to say it. I don't chase it, I just want to give you a chance to make you happier.

But I did the most wrong thing in my mother's life, if I chased you back, maybe you wouldn't die.

A word of please, mother, don't take revenge.

Broken thoughts and broken intestines, even the last hope is shattered. Who can understand a mother's heart?

Revenge cannot be avenged, and the last side will not be seen. Only thinking of your last bit of blood is still in the world, but who can you talk to about your mother's guilt and hatred? Ask who to pay it back?

Why did you indulge in your freedom and harm your life?

This bitter waiting, waiting for the news of your death in a foreign land, how can I teach my mother how much she is worthy......

This country, this world, what is the use of me?

What's the use?

The door of the palace was slowly closed.

The thud was a sign that everything was coming to an end.

He who should have waited has arrived; What should be seen, seen is seen. What should be kept, can't be kept; Let's go......

Even if you don't know each other, your face is dusty, and your temples are like frost.

Thousands of miles of lonely graves are desolate, and on a bright moonlit night, who will return?

Ling'er, do you understand?

Everybody hates me and hates me.

My mother was old and tired, and she couldn't bear it...... The empire of the country, love as you like...... Mother just wants to sleep well like you, and she really can't care anymore......

Ling'er, is the crystal cake made by my mother for you delicious? ……

A few days later, at dawn, when the first rays of sunlight rose, the sky of the imperial capital suddenly opened up. Outside the city, there is wind and sand passing by, bringing fresh air, and there is no longer false prosperity, only real sunshine.

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