Chapter Forty-Eight: My Secret

"Don't talk about it, it's all in the past."

Suddenly, Wang Geng even laughed.

I know that he is sad, this is pretending, he is forcing a smile, but I can't say anything, no matter how much I can't help it, no matter how painful and tormented my heart is, I can't say it.

"You brought the divorce agreement, right? Give it to me, I'll go back and sign it, I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, you can stay for a few more days when you want, if you get bored, it doesn't matter, I may not have time to send you! ”

I turned around and took out the divorce agreement from the suitcase and handed it to Wang Geng, looking at the back of him turning away, my heart suddenly seemed to be cut by thousands of knives, and my heart ached like a knife.

Silently watched Wang Geng leave the room with the paper agreement, my tears could no longer hold back the dripping, this is the first time I cried, after coming to the Republic of China, the real crying is my wood seed's cry, not Lu Xiaoman.

Such a good man, I failed him, but I had no choice. The sound of Wang Geng leaving has gone away, but the lonely figure when he turned around and left kept appearing in my mind.

I know that he chose not to send me because he was afraid that he would be even more reluctant when the time came, and he was afraid that he would regret it himself.

"Are you heartbroken?"

Na Yinghong looked at me and kept crying, and came forward to look at me curiously, as if she thought I was pretending.

"It's the first time I've done something I'm sorry for a man, and it's a person who loves me so much!"

I choked up, feeling like a person who was always hurting.

The target is Xu Zhimo, but he still wants to hurt Wang Geng.

"Do you think the person he loves is you?"

Na Yinghong said a word disdainfully, didn't speak again, fell on the chair next to her and fell asleep directly, and only the sound of my breathing was left in the whole room.

Na Yinghong is right, does he love me?

How could I be stupid again? People love Lu Xiaoman, isn't it my wood seed? I can't do anything stupid like that in the future.

I always bring my emotions here, I always think that I am the person here, and I always think that I am Lu Xiaoman.

However, the reality is like this, this place should not belong to me, it will never be me, no matter how persistent I am, there will be no such person as Mu Zi here.

I should still return to my own identity and finish my own things earlier, if I wait until the Extreme Yin Moon, then I really don't have a chance.

When he got up the next day, Wang Geng was really not at home, I don't know if he was really on a business trip, or if he didn't come for some reason, but he did what he said.

On the table was the divorce agreement, which he had signed.

Picking up those paper agreements, I suddenly felt like I weighed a thousand pounds, and it was not only heavy in the palm of my hand, but also very hot.

After breakfast, I left Harbin and took the train back to Beijing.

When I arrived in Beijing, Xu Zhimo picked me up at the station, and when he saw me, he was very happy and excited. He came forward and hugged me tightly and spun around me, and then he was just about to throw me into the sky.

"I can finally hug you openly and generously!"

Xu Zhimo actually kissed me on the cheek, and he exhaled when he spoke, he was really excited.

"Anyway, we've done a lot of shady things before? I haven't hugged you before, have I? ”

I glanced at Xu Zhimo and said angrily.

"You can't say that, but now that this matter has been resolved, it's easy to do, just convince your family!"

I seem to have forgotten about this, I divorced Wang Geng, but if I want to marry Xu Zhimo, I still have to seek the consent of my family.

Although the Lu family and I have no half-woolen relationship, and there is no family affection at all, I am now in the identity of Lu Xiaoman, and Xu Zhimo must do this.

I didn't answer him, he will arrange everything now, I don't want to take care of other things, and I can't manage them.

No matter what, as long as it doesn't affect me to kill Xu Zhimo.

My purpose is to do everything possible to get out of this reincarnation of the Republic of China.

If you want to say sorry people, here, I have no one else except Wang Geng, even Wang Geng and I are already sorry, no matter how much I try to do it, I think it will be light for me.

As soon as I got out of the train station, I felt a cloudy wind coming towards me. It was as if this yin wind was coming specifically towards me, or that this yin wind was waiting for me.

I went home directly and divorced Wang Geng, I couldn't go back to his home in Beijing, I could only go back to Lu's house, and sent me to the door of the house, Xu Zhimo didn't go in to sit, but said that he would come back another day.

When he entered the door, Lu Ding had a rigid face, and when he looked at me, he snorted directly, changing his previous attitude towards me. It's like looking at an enemy.

"Mom, Dad."

Wu Manhua also sat aside, they stopped me before I went to Harbin, but I didn't say a word at the time, and went directly to Harbin by car, and now they must be because I divorced Wang Geng privately.

"Why are you so stubborn?"

Lu Ding softened his expression, I thought he would scold directly, but he didn't. The tone was full of helplessness.

"Yes, Xiao Man, what are you doing this for? What's so good about that Xu Zhimo? Isn't he just a literati? What a good person Wang Geng is? Are you worthy of Wang Geng by doing this? I told you that you had an affair with Xu Zhimo before, and you should stay away from her, but now you are still divorced? You're going to be with him, aren't you? ”

Wu Manhua just pointed at my nose and scolded, but I didn't speak.

I didn't dare to say a word, Lu Xiaoman was still sitting in the seat next to me, I looked at her, she shook her head at me and motioned me not to say anything.

In fact, she didn't hint at me, and I didn't dare to say, what else could I say at this time? I'm always sorry for Wang Geng's person, and I can't tell the truth of the matter to the people of the Lu family, right?

If I did, then I would really be finished!

"Are you trying to kill our Lu family? Let me tell you, fortunately, Wang Geng doesn't care, let's call today, the matter is clear, but he confessed to you on the phone? Where is Wang Geng sorry for you? Need to admit your mistake? I really raised you for nothing. ”

Lu Ding looked like he hated iron but not steel, and when he looked at me, he looked at me as if he was looking at a calf.

I suddenly realized that I seemed to ruin Lu Xiaoman's entire life by doing this. Whether it's reputation, family prestige or what, in short, including everything about Lu Xiaoman, I ruined her.

"If the divorce agreement has not been signed, everything can still be salvageable, but at this time you have all come to this point, and everything is irretrievable. Don't talk about your daughter anymore! ”

Wu Manhua shook her head helplessly, she knew very well that it was useless to say anything now, it was better not to say so many words to scold me, and get along well for a while, otherwise her daughter would marry out again.

All this was clearly and clearly seen by Wu Manhua.

"Xiao Man, you are tired today, then go back to the room early to rest, your father is also angry!"

Then, Wu Manhua said another word to me.

Back in the room, Lu Xiaoman also walked in, looking at me, she was stunned for a long time before she spoke.

"My parents are also talking like that because they are angry for a while, don't take it too seriously!"

I trembled when I heard this, what qualifications do I have to blame Lu Ding and Wu Manhua? I don't even have the qualifications to call them Mom and Dad.

And they don't know that I'm not Lu Xiaoman, they're talking about their daughter, and in contrast to these, I should say sorry to Lu Xiaoman.

"You know what? It should be me who said this to you, it's me Muzi who is sorry for you! ”

I looked at Lu Xiaoman, I didn't know how to talk to her, I listened to him but he wanted to say sorry to me, I was even more embarrassed, I couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground and get into it immediately.

"Okay, okay~ I won't say I'm sorry, okay, lest you say it again in a while. Then tell me, why did you leave Wang Geng, why did you divorce Wang Geng? And do you know that although this Xu Zhimo is a great poet of a generation, I don't believe him very much. ”

I didn't expect Lu Xiaoman to say this to me, and her words made me feel that I really ruined her this time.

"Xiaoman, I haven't told you a lot of things, I'll give you a good talk about my heart today, do you know where I'm from?"

I looked at Lu Xiaoman, I was ready to tell Lu Xiaoman all my things, I was ready to tell Lu Xiaoman.

"I remember you and the man also told me that you are not from here, you need to do something before you can leave, and the female ghost named Na Yinghong didn't say it last time, the two of us have to help each other, if you are intrigued, you can't leave, and I can't return to my body. But where you are from, I don't know. ”

Lu Xiaoman was fussing her head, her chin was raised when she spoke, her eyes were rolling, and I suddenly found that she also had such a cute side, and she was very beautiful, many times more beautiful than Bai Ruoshui.

"I'm going to tell you about it today. Actually, I have traveled through the future, and the era we live in is the 21st century, which is close to 100 years. There is a world of difference between us and yours. ”