Qu Wanxin didn't even think about why Jian Yu loved Lan Qingxuan instead of her, but she had a preconceived idea that she was more suitable for Jian Yu than Lan Qingxuan, and it must be Lan Qingxuan who used some unsavory method to make Jian Yu fall in love with her.

Because she has such thoughts, she hates Lan Qingxuan in her heart.

She also once thought that as long as Jian Yu saw what kind of person Lan Qingxuan was, Jian Yu would definitely be disappointed in Lan Qingxuan and would fall in love with her one day.

Now that she thinks about these things, she thinks that her original idea was so ridiculous.

It was not until this moment that she finally understood that the original relationship was completely unavoidable, if Jian Yu didn't love her, then it would be impossible to fall in love with her, no matter how much effort she put in and how many means she used, Jian Yu would never fall in love with her

This perception is so cruel, yet so real.

Qu Wan couldn't cry silently, Zhiliang's heart for her and her heart for Jian Yu must be very similar, but she used all the means she could to get Jian Yu, but Zhiliang chose to protect her silently.

Her eyes closed slightly, and the eyes that had stopped crying turned red again.

She couldn't help but wonder if she hadn't turned around to look at Zhiliang and gave Zhiliang a chance, as well as a chance for herself, she wouldn't have come this far

She couldn't think about it anymore, and the more she thought about it, the more sad she felt.

In these days of waiting for death, her only warmth was the codex sent by Jian Yu.

Jian Yu glanced at her and said lightly: "In this life, there is such a person who has loved him so well, and this life is not in vain." ”

Qu Wanxin nodded slightly, she put the codex into her arms, then slowly stood up, and gave a big salute to Jian Yu: "Lord Wang, I'm sorry"

Jian Yu didn't help her, this I'm sorry he can afford it, Qu Wanxin's recent things can no longer be described by the word stupid, he said lightly: "A sentence of sorry is useful, can it make everything change back to the original state, can it make Zhiliang resurrected?"

Qu Wanxin bit her lip and didn't speak.

Jian Yu said again: "I once told you that I could save you at the beginning, and at the same time, I could kill you at any time, do you know why you can live until now?"

Qu Wanxin was stunned for a moment, thinking of her escape experience in the past few months, it seemed to be very thrilling, and she was also lucky, but she knew Jian Yu's strength, if Jian Yu really wanted her life, she would definitely not be able to live now.

He sent Zhan Kill to chase and kill her, which seemed dangerous, but in fact, with her understanding of Zhan Killing, she was able to find a chance to escape from it, so that she could escape repeatedly and survive until now.

She looked at Jian Yu unconsciously, and Jian Yu said again: "Let you live until now, just to give you some opportunities, I hope you can get lost, but you really disappointed me, this smart person, but step by step let himself go to a desperate situation, it sounds like it's just to survive, but is it really like that, you touch your heart and ask yourself, what do you want?"

Qu Wanxin knelt there in a daze when she heard his words, the death row was dark, and the smell that permeated her surroundings spread out and penetrated into her nostrils.

She has been here for so many days, because of despair and heart death, she has never felt what kind of environment she is in, and after hearing Jian Yu's words, she suddenly felt as if she was alive again, and those perceptions returned to her body.

She trembled unconsciously, and looked at Jian Yu with wide eyes, her eyes were filled with something that she didn't know whether she regretted or hated, which made her heart seem to come back to life at this moment.

Some despair is not really despair, and some heart death is not necessarily real heart death.

She whispered, "What do I want?"

After she said this, she was able to murmur a few words to herself.

After half a ring, she raised her head and looked at Jian Yu and said, "I owe the life of the prince and haven't paid it back, and I owe Zhiliang the affection, I'm afraid I won't be able to pay it back in this life." ”

Jian Yu was a little disappointed when she saw her like this, no matter how smart Qu Wanxin was in the Luo Wangfu before, she was just a woman after all, she only cared about everything she could see.

Jian Yu said lightly: "This king's words are all this, in the future, this king will take care of your affairs, as for whether you are alive or dead, this king will never ask again, Qu Wanxin, you can do it yourself." ”

His words sounded a little inexplicable at first glance, but Qu Wanxin heard the other flavors in the middle, and she said softly: "Doesn't the prince hate me, don't you kill me?"

"Hate you, do you deserve it," Jian Yu asked with a sneer.

Qu Wanxin was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about it carefully, it seemed that this was indeed the case, but she didn't even deserve to let him hate.

Her head lowered again, and Jian Yu said again: "You are going to die, do you need this king to kill you, then kill the killer, this king is still afraid of soiling this king's hands." ”

Qu Wanxin bit her lip lightly and said, "Yes, I don't even have the qualifications to make the prince hate, so what else is there to say." But thinking back on the past, I do owe a lot to the prince, and the livestock in this world know how to repay the kindness, not to mention that I am still a person. ”

Jian Yu frowned slightly and glanced at her, she turned three heads at him again and said, "What I owe to the prince, maybe it will be difficult for me to repay it in my life, I remember this kindness." And the feelings I had for the prince that should not exist in the first place should be gone to naught at this time. From now on, I am just Qu Wanxin who was saved by the prince, and I am no longer Qu Wanxin, the advisor of the palace. ”

Her words sounded a little awkward, but they also revealed a lot of other meanings.

Jian Yu sighed slightly, ignored her anymore, turned around and left.

Qu Wanxin said again: "The prince came today, I think it's not just to enlighten me, it must be the princess who has something to explain."

Jian Yu turned his head slightly and glanced at her, but did not speak.

Qu Wanxin smiled faintly and said: "Originally, according to the prince's thoughts, I didn't want to look at me, because I was not worthy at all." ”

Jian Yu smiled when she heard this: "You still have some self-knowledge. ”

"Everyone has to take responsibility for the mistakes they have made, and knowing that they are wrong but not changing them, that is the real incurable." Qu Wanxin's mood had completely calmed down at this time, and she said softly: "Is it for the news of the poem?"

Jian Yu didn't speak, but Qu Wanxin had already seen some emotions in his eyes, knowing that she must have guessed correctly, she said softly: "Although I hated the princess before, I didn't want to hurt others, and the poem was in the thatched house in the bamboo forest in the west of the city." There was a basement in that room, and I had put food in it for three days, and it had been five days since I left there, and it should have been too late for the prince to save her at this time. ”

Jian Yu's brows furrowed slightly, he finally understood why he had never been able to find the whereabouts of the poem before, it turned out that he was hidden underground by Qu Wanxin.

He glanced at her and said, "You haven't lost your conscience yet. ”

The corners of Qu Wanxin's mouth hooked slightly, and she smiled at him, but she had just cried, although she was laughing at this time, but the smile was extremely strong, and that appearance was much more ugly than crying.

Jian Yu didn't speak again, turned around and left.

Qu Wanxin sat on the ground on death row and looked at his back, her eyes were already full of relief, she knew that she might be the last time she looked at his back like this in her life, this man who had made her obsessed with her for many years broke into her life with an extremely domineering attitude many years ago, and now he left her life so domineeringly.

Her life may have ended before he could save her, but it didn't end at that time, but she still had a lot to do, and she hadn't had time to appreciate the excitement of this world and experience all kinds of emotions in this world.

Although she is not fully enlightened now, she knows that she still has things to do.

She originally thought that she had no love in this life, but after all, she owed so much love, and she always needed to repay it little by little.

The corners of her mouth hooked slightly, the smile in her eyes became thicker, and she said softly: "Lord Wang, I owe you and I will pay you back in my own way, when things come to this point, what else do I have to be afraid of"

After Jian Yu came out of death row, he let Zhan Shi go to the bamboo forest outside the city, and then found the dying Qian Shi there, when Zhan Kill carried Qian Shi to Lan Qingxuan, Lan Qingxuan's hand shook slightly, and there was a tear in her eyes.

She should have suffered a lot in the past few months, and at this time, the whole person was so thin that only skin and bones remained, and the black and bright hair that had been before also became yellow at this time, and the face was even more full of vegetables.

She reached out and probed the poem's snort, which was very faint, but it was still there after all.

She knew that if the battle was a few hours late, she was afraid that she would never see the poem again.

She immediately ordered someone to cook some rice porridge over, and then fed Tilt Shi some warm water, and then gave Tilt Shi a needle, Tilt Shi was thirsty and hungry at this time, although the person was still a little unconscious, but instinctively opened his mouth.

Lan Qingxuan felt a little sad when she saw Tilt Shi's appearance, but she knew that Tilt Shi had no other injuries on her body, nor was she poisoned, as long as she was a little conditioned, it would take about ten days to recover.

Jin Niang wants to take care of Yelan, and Tilt Poetry has become like this again, Lan Qingxuan herself is pregnant, she really can't take care of it, so Jian Yu asked those female secret guards to serve Lan Qingxuan and take care of Tilt Poetry.

It's just that those female secret guards are all skilled, but the skills of the waiters are not very good, and Lu Xu'er, who originally seemed a little rough, is more detailed.

It's just that she is so busy, but Lu Xu'er is so busy that she is dizzy, and when she can't do those delicate things well, she wants to jump to her feet, and she feels a little helpless.

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