Shen Pearl drove the horse through the vast field like lightning.

Her mind was in a daze, and she only cared about driving her horse wildly, regardless of whether she was turning around or losing her way.

How ridiculous was that she thought she could really save him? She thought she was helping him back and forth? It turned out that everything was already in other people's calculations, how ridiculous she was, such a self-made cleverness, if he hadn't seen the opportunity and made a decisive decision, Chen Zhou's assassination would have been doomed from the moment he was assassinated.

She still hurt him.

It turned out that she was really tired and tired, and she couldn't do anything useful.

She's been so clever all her life, how clumsy, how ridiculous!

He should hate her, what is she doing back and forth? Do you want to add to the chaos? Do you want to harm him?

He didn't have her in his heart for a long time, why couldn't she forget and let go?

She bit her lip so hard that a little bit of blood oozed from between her lips and teeth.

She wanted to look up to the sky and cry, but she couldn't cry.

She raised her whip to urge the horse to run quickly, who knew that after the horse crossed the desert today, she was driven to run for a long time, and her foot strength had long been exhausted.

Shen Pearl was thrown off the horse, gurgling and rolling a few laps before stopping, the vest was choked by the stone and the pain was felt, and his brain was slightly clear.

The sunset was dark, the sky was dark, the wind was suddenly rising, and there was a thin grass under her feet, which looked the same in all directions, without trees, grass, and mountains, and she couldn't tell the direction.

She didn't have to be right-turned. She got up, threw her horse behind, and walked aimlessly.

The wind grew stronger, and dark clouds slowly accumulated in the sky, "splitting", and a flash of lightning swept through the sky, and torrential rain poured down. Since entering the Hui Dynasty, I have never seen a little rain in the grasslands and deserts.

The rain hit her mercilessly, soaking wet, and the rain couldn't stop flowing down her clothes, and she became a rain man. She didn't stop, she continued to walk in the rain, she slipped and fell from time to time, and she was covered in mud, and she got up and walked again.

She suddenly remembered Murong Lin's words after being rescued from humiliation: "Do you know that the night when I was rescued by my senior brother was also such a heavy rain...... It was as if I had escaped from a nightmare...... I seemed to be running forward desperately, and the rain hit me in the face in a frenzy, but I couldn't care. ”

Even if she left the Luoyang Palace more than two years ago and was drenched in the rain and had a high fever, it was far from worth today's pain.

Only then did she fully understand the grief and despair of Lin Zhi back then.

She only hopes that the rain will be bigger and more intense, so that she can release all her pain in this rain.

If there is a kind of love, there is a kind of pain, which can never be obtained, and can never be parted, can you let this rain help her release and help her be freed. Dreams, reality, and fantasies are all cleaned.

She burst into tears in the rain.

The rain poured down, washing away all tears for her and the traces of her walking.

She heard the faint sound of horses' hooves and calls in the distance, mixed with the sound of thunder and rain, and with the sound of thunderstorms, she was drowned in a trance.

Everything fell into the rain.

Gradually, the thunder quieted down and disappeared. The sound of horses' hooves and the voice calling for her grew clearer and clearer.

A small grove of trees appeared in front of her. She walked slowly into the woods, dodging behind a large tree and closing her eyes.

Sure enough, the sound of the horses' hooves was near, and many people called her name, and there was a faint sound of silent slugging, just a few trees away, so close.

She stood motionless behind the tree until the voices faded away.

Mo Yan sob, I disappeared without a trace, you must be very anxious, and you will definitely send people to look around. Rest assured, I'm not going to take my own time and I'm not going to let myself have anything to do. Tomorrow, I will go back, well, if you want, I will always be with you from now on. It's just that tonight, I just want to be here and not be bothered by anyone. I just want to be in this rain, in this independent and lonely world. Let me be willful for a while.

She slowly slipped and sat down under the tree, burying her head deep in her knees. Listen to the heavy rain as it passes through the forest, making a crackling sound.

I don't know how long it took, but she finally looked up, and couldn't help but be stunned: through the curtain woven by the dense rain, a light and shadow stood less than five paces away from her.

He shouldn't be here; He, how could he be here?

She was a little confused for a moment, then smiled faintly in her heart, and lowered her head, as if she didn't see anyone or anything.

"Everybody's looking for you, go back!" Li Yu spoke, his voice calm, as if he was persuading irrelevant passers-by.

"I'll go back, but not now." Shen Pearl replied lightly, still sitting in place.

"Let's go!" Li Yu suddenly took two big steps and pulled her up, faintly angry.

Shen Pearl shook off his hand and stumbled out of the forest, it was raining on all sides, this is very good, it is good to go in either direction. She was a little confused, she didn't choose the way, she walked forward at will, she stumbled under her feet, fell to the ground, her body suddenly lightened, and she was pulled up from the ground.

She looked at him confusedly: "Why are you still following me?" She vaguely remembered that it had been nearly a day and a night without water, no wonder her whole body was weak, she laughed to herself, so she gave up pushing and shoved, turned around and walked in the other direction. The legs went limp and slipped again. This time, I used all my strength, but I still couldn't get up.

"Pearl—" He said suddenly, then abruptly stopped. She looked up at him sideways, the rain was so heavy, the rain hit her face and eyes, it hurt so much, she couldn't open her eyes, let alone see his face clearly. She smiled mischievously, feeling his fit covering her, her consciousness was no longer clear, and she slapped him indiscriminately and weakly, and all she could say was "Get out of the way, get out of the way......" until she lost all consciousness a little.

……

Cold, so cold.

Why is she so cold?

Where is she, taking ice from the ice cellar of the palace and making a good pot of tea for him?

Where is he?

After three watches at night, even if he is busy with official business, he should come back, right?

Where are you and have you not come back?

I, I, I...

She called out one after another.

Someone was vaguely hugging her, clenching her cold hand, and warmth hit her.

She opened her eyes in a daze, looked up, and really saw him, she stroked his emaciated cheek with her slender hand, and said, "I'm back." He was silent, just looking at her deeply.

Suddenly, like a gust of wind, her body shivered, curled up, unconsciously closer to him, and said in her mouth: "Cold, I'm so cold-"

He hesitated for a moment, then regained his strength, and held her tightly in his arms, but he did not speak, his eyes were dark, and he looked at her deeply.

She felt that her mind was wandering, everything was blurred like an illusion, and she lightly opened her lips, "You-", her appearance was not charming, he suddenly covered his lips and teeth, and gently bit her cheeks and lips, she suddenly felt more warm all over her body, and hugged his body back. Her fingers touched his bare back, and for a moment his body trembled as if he had been electrocuted, and then he lowered his head again, slowly lowering her, his breath was hot and scorching, but she was so attached and intoxicated.

"Ding", something fell to the ground softly, she couldn't care about it, and he didn't seem to hear it. She blended with him, indulging in this piece of love in full swing......

Dreams, dreams again!

Shen Zhuzhu's first consciousness when she woke up was that she was dreaming, and she thought ashamedly: It was such a ridiculous dream.

She opened her eyes and sat up, looking left and right, and couldn't help but be stunned: she was sitting in a pile of soft grass, this is a small cave, the sound of rain outside the cave, and a ray of dawn penetrated into the cave as promised.

How did she end up here? Her memory returned—yesterday, she rode her horse and rained heavily, and cried, and ...... Li Yu......

Far away, a small pile of firewood was burning, Li Yu was half-open, stunned, and was adding the dead branch in his hand to the fire, when he heard the sound, he looked up at her-

Shen Pearl was shocked, and looked back at herself, only wearing a thin middle coat, and the clothes turned out to be dry, and there was the smell of firewood drying. Isn't she soaking wet? How could it be, how could it be?

She said in a trembling voice: "Last night, we? - "She only asked him for confirmation with her last illusion, but in fact, she already knew in her heart that she was in pain and despair last night, and she was confused, confused, and made a big mistake.

Although the wound on Li Yu's abdomen has been remedicated, it is still hideous and terrifying. He covered his clothes, walked over, put them beside her, and said, "I've dried them, put them on, and when the rain will pass, they will come to you." Turning his head sideways, "What happened last night is my fault." Speaking of this, the words in his mouth seemed to freeze suddenly, Shen Pearl felt bitter and embarrassed in his heart, at this here and now, he had clearly decided to cut off everything from him, but he couldn't control himself so much, who could blame him? She picked up her clothes, turned her back, and slowly dressed neatly, but when she saw the dagger that Mo Yan had given her fall to the side, she felt a sigh in her heart, bent down and gently picked it up, and put it in her arms.

Li Yu took a long breath, still facing her sideways, silent for a long time, and finally said as if he had made up his mind: "Come back with me, Shi'er him, shouting for his mother every day." ”

Shen Pearl smiled bitterly: "Is Shi'er okay?" ”

"Naturally, it's good, but although there is plain porcelain to take care of, the child without a mother is pitiful in the end."

Tears welled up in Shen Zhu's eyes: "I know, and I'm relieved - you promised me that you will treat Shi'er well." Forcibly suppressed his tears, and asked, "Sister Hanruo, are you okay?" ”

Li Yu turned to look at her, his eyes were as deep as the sea, and he replied after a while: "Very good." ”

Shen Pearl nodded, stood up, and forced a smile: "This is very good, I am relieved." I have also promised to live in him for a long time, and I will be with him forever. ”

"You!" Li Yu's eyes moved, and a wisp of anger floated up, without waiting for Shen Zhuzhu to react, his hands tightly wrapped around her shoulders, and said angrily: "I know that you blame me for being annoyed with me, hate me for wanting you to die that day, blame me for not saving you from Yecheng, blame me for being indifferent to you yesterday." But you know, how much I hate you, how much I hate you—" He shook her frail body so violently and uncontrollably that she was dizzy, she closed her eyes, and replied intermittently, "Yes, I deserve to hate, and I deserve to hate now—I empathize with others, abandon my husband and children, and I am the most hateful and shameful woman in the world, I-"

"No!" Li Yu broke off and stopped her from continuing, his hand pinched her shoulder collarbone as if it was about to shatter, his eyes seemed to be on fire, and he said word by word: "It's not this reason: I know, I've always known: you, have never empathized with anyone." Shen Zhuzhu's whole body was awe-struck, he stopped struggling, and listened to him continue, "I hate you: you don't believe me like this, you leave me alone so easily!" I told you before, 'If you believe in me, I'll take care of all things.' Why don't you believe me, why? Why is that, why? ——”

Why, why? The suffocating despair re-devoured Shen Zhu's heart, Chen Zhou's assassination showed the will of heaven, there was no room for maneuver, she could only leave him far away, and she couldn't tire him anymore! What's more, there is already Zhang Hanruo's beauty, Zhang Hanruo's beauty, intelligence and ability are not comparable to her, Zhang Hanruo is the best person to accompany him.

Why, why? Where in this world is there so many whys, as long as she has the most satisfactory ending, she achieves her long-cherished wish and reigns over the world.

She slowly closed her eyes and shook her head, intending to break free of his grip: "Yes, I don't believe you." Despite all my affection, you always make me sad and sad. I'd rather be alone than be by your side. ”

"So in the past two years, you'd rather live so hard in Wuxing than come back!" He drove in and glared at her, and the direct gaze like fire forced her to open her eyes.

It turns out that he knows everything, it turns out that he already knows!

"No, I'm not bitter at all, I'm living fast." She didn't lie, Wu Xing has been quiet for two years. So she raised her head, looked him directly at him seriously and calmly, and answered him clearly and unequivocally.

He stopped, and in the face of this answer, the hand that clamped her shoulders gradually loosened, he took two steps back, gasped softly, and looked at her painfully and helplessly, that look seemed to have lost the treasure of the world.

Shen Pearl felt a pain in her heart, don't look over, don't dare to look at him. How many things in life are in a thought, if she fits into his arms at this time, it should be a story.

However, she still stepped back, turned her head to look at him again, and seemed determined and determined, step by step. A hand stretched out behind her and held her firmly. She turned around, and it was Mo Yan sipping.

Cheng Yuanzhen and several others rushed in at the same time, Cheng Yuanzhen helped Li Yu, and only asked anxiously: "His Royal Highness the Prince, are you injured?" Li Yu waved his hand weakly: "It's okay." Cheng Yuanzhen shouted: "Your Highness, your wound has been cracked, and your subordinates have re-medicated and bandaged you." Li Yu sat down on the spot like a loss of strength, looked indifferently at the pile of firewood that was about to be extinguished, and was dumbfounded, letting Cheng Yuanzhen bandage him with medicine.

Mo Yan is so smart, seeing the situation in front of him, there must be a great storm between Li Yu and Shen Zhu, looking at the situation, it is actually a defeat for both sides.

Shen Pearl held his arm and whispered, "Let's go." I am hungry and thirsty, and if you want me to stay in Huifu for a long time, you must not let me starve to death today. She tried her best to smile on her face, but her voice was hoarse, and she didn't smile, and she looked at it in her eyes, and felt a faint pain in her heart, so she didn't say a word, took her hand and left.

"Mo Yan sob," Shen Pearl said softly when he walked out of the cave, "What I said to you yesterday was completely out of the original intention. But last night, I did the next wrong thing. I...... It's unbearable, and there is no shame for you. Let that be the end of what I have said before. Mo Yan sipped her hand and suddenly tightened, she said "ah" softly, seeing Mo Yan pursing her lips and looking straight ahead, her face suddenly twitched, and her expression seemed to be trying her best to suppress the pain, but also as if she was holding back something.

She felt guilty and said, "It's me who is wrong, you can scold me a few words, and it will make me feel better." Slowly withdrew his hand, stretched out his arm silently, grabbed her wrist, stared at her for a long time, Fang Ruo came back to his senses, and said, "You misunderstood." I'm thinking: You're unaccompanied, are you afraid? ”

Shen Pearl smiled reluctantly: "With you, what else is there to fear?" ”

Mo Yansi also slowly laughed to himself, and said as he walked forward: "Yes, I am really dizzy with joy, well, I mean, if one day I die and am gone, and you are in Huifu without relatives, what should I do?" ”

Shen Pearl only felt as if someone had knocked her chest with a big chime, and she jumped wildly, and raised her head and said, "What did you say?!" ”

Mo Yan slurped and laughed: "Look at you, I just laughed a few words casually, and I took it seriously!" Am I going to die so easily? ”

Seeing that he was smiling heartily, Shen Pearl settled down and said with a smile: "Isn't that exact?" You are the great hero of Hui, the glorious Great Khan, where can it be so easy to be gone! ”

Mo Yan sipped and laughed out loud: "Then you have to accompany me, the glorious Khan of the past and the present, be careful that I suddenly disappear one day, you don't have to regret it for the rest of your life!" ”

As the rain gradually stopped, Mo Yan helped her to get on the horse, and handed her the water bladder that came with the horse to drink water to quench her thirst. This cave is located in the northwest of the oasis and is very secretive. Last night, Shen Pearl rode the horse alone, Mo Yan didn't care too much about it, and then the group returned to the house, only to know that Shen Pearl had not returned, so they were in a hurry and looked for it separately. When he found the horses discarded by Shen Pearl, Mo Yan was even more panicked, fearing that Shen Pearl would not be able to think about it for a while and cause something big. Because the heavy rain washed away Shen Zhu's footprints, and the western wilderness was very large, everyone went around and scattered. Although Mo Yansi knew about this cave, he thought that Shen Pearl intended to dodge, and the entrance of the cave was hidden, she would probably not go to the entrance of the cave, and now that the rain fell a little less after dawn, he found that the horse used by Li Yu was outside the cave, so he looked for it.

After Shen Pearl finished drinking the water, Mo Yan sipped and said, "There is also good news - Zhemiyi has arrived!" ”

Shen Pearl has always forced a smile, and only then did he really show his face a little: "So fast? Didn't you say that there are still ten days left? ”

Mo Yan snorted and said: "This stupid girl, as soon as she received the letter I sent from someone, she was so anxious that she came with her husband and traveled day and night. Although Zhemiyi has been married for many years and has given birth to a daughter, in Mo Yan's eyes, she will always be the little girl she was back then.