I thought there would be a panicked look on Cheng Yu's face. But no, she was calmer, so calm that she took a piece of dried fish out of her purse and beckoned to the cat hiding in the corner.

I frowned: "Ah Yu." ”

The cat jumped on her lap again, bit the dried fish, and in order to express its gratitude, it put its furry head close to Cheng Yu's palm, twisted its body and rubbed it.

"Ah Yu."

She still didn't look at me, her fingers swam through the cat's long hair, hooked the corners of her lips and said, "What do you want to ask from me?" ”

"Ah Yu, she has already begun to threaten you when she knows your existence. I know very little about Qin Buxian, but she knows you, I thought you knew her too, so I came to ......"

"Brother Wei," she interrupted me, and finally looked up at me, although there was no wave on her face, but there was obvious anger and the mist of anger in her eyes: "Some past events are not so easy to mention, it takes a long time to forget some things, those pains I have experienced, those nightmares I have had, except for my own beauty can help me bear them." So, a person that took me fifteen years to forget, a grievance that I took fifteen years to forget, why do you want to mention it, ask if you want to? ”

I don't know what grievances Qin Buxian has to do with the events of fifteen years ago, but when I heard Ah Yu, who has always been well-behaved and quiet, mention fifteen years ago, I was instantly stunned and looked at her in a daze.

Fifteen years ago, I led my troops to capture the southern capital, and I was the source of the pain and nightmares in her mouth.

She smiled dumbly, the fingers on the cat's back were hooked, the pale joints were revealed, and the fog in her eyes grew, with grievance and despair: "Yes, you people who invade the land of other countries at will, how do you know what it is like for the people of that land to have no country and dignity, and to be captives and powerless to retaliate." So you can come to me with impunity, and you can unscrupulously come and expose my scars. ”

I squatted in front of her and grabbed her hand: "Ah Yu, I'm not what you say. In the past fifteen years, I have not regretted a single ......"

She frowned slightly: "Anyway, these things have been mentioned today, if you want to know, it doesn't hurt for me to tell you." I just hope that you won't come to ask me about Qin Buxian again in the future, today is the only and last time. ”

I said, "Okay." ”

She withdrew her hand from my palm, continued to stroke the cat, and said coldly: "Fifteen years ago, on the winter solstice, there was heavy snow in the south that had not snowed for more than ten years. You and your imperial brother Wei Lang attacked Huai'an, the capital of the southern kingdom, and my father knew that he was not your opponent, so he took a thousand kinds of mistakes and eternal crimes on his own in exchange for death.

Father Emperor Yun went, and most of the ladies of the Southern Palace were like me, afraid that the city gate would be bullied by you after it was captured, so they jumped into the river and the lake, and no one was willing to compromise; The ministers of the southern court are also many fierce people who lack small people, and they have always preferred to be broken jade rather than be a whole rat, and would rather carry a sword to kill themselves than kneel on the ground to beg for mercy. Brother Wei, whether this was the case at that time, you should remember it clearly. ”

"Well, I remember."

I remembered the line of ministers in official robes who were stabbing themselves towards the gate when I opened the gate, and I also remembered the frozen figure that I found at the bottom of the moat at night for a few days. The guilt in my heart was overflowing, all of which was blocked in my throat, I couldn't swallow it, I couldn't spit it out, I was sad, and I couldn't regret it.

"However, there is such a person that I can't forget." Her brow furrowed, her fists clenched secretly, and little by little she let go, stroking the cat's back, which I knew she was using to soothe her emotions. "This person is the auxiliary minister of my southern country, my mother's own brother and my maternal uncle, and Qin Lu who is above 10,000 people under one person in the southern country."

Qin Lu.

Ben Wang remembers.

On the day when Tongwei Lang besieged Huai'an, the city gate was opened without attack. Immediately afterwards, there was a jade-crowned white robe, wide-sleeved, looking at the fairy wind and bones like a cloud, and a visitor walked towards us. The king couldn't help but be amazed, and felt that this person was outstanding, probably to emulate Xie Anshi of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, and to save the country from the fall with the power of one person, and support the building to fall.

He stepped forward, without saying a word, shook his wide sleeves, raised his head and shouted: "I've waited so hard for you!" ”

In the impression of this king, this sentence has always been a classic line of the leader of the death squad.

Just when the king thought that he was going to take out a dynamite and die with us, he shouted again: "Grandfathers! The little minister Qin Lu has saluted you! ”

Then he plopped and knelt down seriously.

I don't know what this operation is, and I forgot what he said that day, but I only remember that the second emperor brother made a wooden chicken shape on horseback like me, and only heard him knock his head in the sound of the wind and snow.

If there is one thing that this has taught the king something, it is that one should never judge people by their appearance. Some people are handsome, but in fact, they are ruined. How is the peerless Fenghua, what about the wind god Xiuche, in the sound of his kowtow, these are all turned into a puff of smoke, and the wind and snow are gone.

Later, the second emperor's brother calmly gave him death: "I am used to marching and fighting, and this king hates spineless people the most." Prepare the bow and crossbow and send him on his way. ”

So at the sound of an order, the arrows pierced through the body, and blood splashed out from the tall and handsome body, staining a white and flawless robe, and also a thick layer of blood in front of the city gate. The immortal fell to the clouds, fell into the mortal dust, and was stained with mud, and Silai had no other way than to sigh, feeling that the immortal who created man did not have long eyes, and gave a good skin to a courtier and a thief.

Cheng Yu in front of him also remembered this incident, so he couldn't hide his anger and said: "My father once praised him as an important weapon of the country, and he was relied on and admired by my southern country for generations. It is such a heavy weapon, when you are about to attack the city gate, you have tied up the soldiers guarding the gate, tied up the forbidden army who resisted, regardless of the life or death of the people of the southern country, and in vain the infamy of the ages, opened the city gate to welcome you in, and even knelt down in front of the city gate to beg for mercy, cowardly and flattering to such a shape, and servile and humble to such a point, what kind of auxiliary minister is counted, what kind of important weapon of the country is counted, and why is it relied on and admired by my southern kingdom for generations? If it weren't for the fact that he had been killed by random arrows, I would rather have left this body alone than found him, and stripped his bones and hung it at the city gate to warn future generations. ”

She couldn't help it after all, tears rolled down, she let go of the cat, suddenly approached me, stared at my eyes, and her voice was choked and angry that could not be suppressed: "Guess, what is the relationship between my uncle and Qin Buxian; Guess, Qin Buxian, why don't I pretend I don't know and don't want to mention it? ”

I think I guessed it.

Qin Buxian, who was dressed in jade flower crowns, moon white robes, and men's clothes, was so similar to the handsome Uncle Qin back then.

So I stretched out my hand and pulled her into my arms, and stroked her back with my palm, I wanted to give her some comfort, but I found that I couldn't say anything comforting, so I could only whisper: "Okay, okay, it's all over, Ah Yu, it's all over......"

She couldn't hold back her emotions any longer, and let herself cry, and countless amounts of water rushed out of her eyes, wetting the hem of my clothes.

I hugged her tighter and rubbed my chin against her forehead: "It's me who is bad. ”

The person in his arms has been wronged to the extreme, and even the sobbing sound is extremely clear when he speaks: "I don't hate you, I don't hate your second emperor brother, I don't hate the Jin army that invaded Huai'an, and it is the fate of the south to go there." But I can't help but hate Qin Lu, who opened the city gate to invite the enemy into the country, and I can't help hating Qin Buxian, who is now at ease and in good health. No matter how she is in Jinguo now, how prosperous she is, but in my heart, she will always be the daughter of a criminal minister in the southern country......"

I stroked her hair, and my heart was full of distress: "Ah Yu, forget about them, don't think about these things." It's all my fault, I shouldn't have asked you about these things. ”

She straightened up from my arms, wiped a handful of tears from the back of her hand, like a child who didn't grow up: "Brother Wei, don't be deceived by Qin Buxian's good-looking appearance." I've been in poor health since I was a child, but she's always been alive and well. When I was a child, she often did some things in my name, so that I had many rumors in the market before I had ever been out of the palace, and my father reprimanded me many times, thinking that I did not have the appearance of a princess. ”

She covered her eyes with her hands, but she couldn't stop the tears falling from her fingers: "Although I may not be responsible for saying this, I am afraid that there are fathers and daughters." If her father can do such a treacherous thing, I'm afraid she won't help you do what you want to do, let alone care about the lives and deaths of my southern people. ”

I chuckled, pulled away her hand that was blocking her eyes, looked at her and said, "Ah Yu, I came to you today, and I have one more thing to tell you." I am going to go to my royal brother for a marriage, and I will marry her into the palace in a few days. ”

Ah Yu's eyes widened, a line of tears fell, and he trembled: "You...... What did you say? ”