(Girls' Literature)

The look in his eyes was still a little unpredictable, and there was an ugly scar on his forehead, like a crooked centipede! His gaze was so close to me at first, and then it turned to his son's face, and the light that burst out of his eyes was even more dazzling! "What are you doing here?" Before I could speak, Yin Zhe suddenly blocked in front of our women, "What else do you want?" Yin Zhe's voice was full of expression. It seems that it is not Zhang Yiyang standing in front of him, but a heinous big bad wolf.

I think for Zhang Yiyang, Yin Zhe doesn't want to leave him any politeness at all! "I'm going to take a look at Yaya, and ...... The child ......" hesitated for a moment, but he still said the whole sentence, I could see clearly, although the look in his eyes was still not clear, but at least there was no anger. It seems that his gaze is a soft meaning! "What did you say?" Before I could speak, Mimi yelled.

"People want faces, trees want bark, you can't talk and do things like this is not a person, you come to see Yaya and the child, I think you want to kill their mother and son, I told you today, unless you step on my body, otherwise, you don't want to move the child and Yaya with a finger, hairy thief, dare to come here to spread wild......"

When Mimi's words came out, Zhang didn't make any movements, which was very different from his previous temper! Before, if there was anything that made him uncomfortable a little, he would repay it! Mimi's words are obviously a bit heavy, but to everyone's surprise, he didn't report it this time, is this really strange enough? I looked at him curiously, and I couldn't figure out what he meant. Zhang Yiyang took a deep breath like this, "Ai Xiaoya, can you take a step to speak?" The calm tone of his voice seemed to be a calm lake, and even then it didn't make any waves.

He directly said such a request, which shocked all of us, "Yaya......" Mimi pulled my arm a little worriedly, I shook my head at her, "It's okay, I'm fine, don't worry, I'll just go, anyway, I have something I want to ask him!" I smiled faintly at Mimi, and followed him to the other side of the alley, I understood that even if he really wanted to kill me and Li Xiaoshuai, he didn't have to choose this place, this place didn't have any home advantage for him.

"If you have anything to say, please leave immediately, I will go to the hospital in a while!" Straight to the point, I want to express what I mean directly, and I don't want to have any entanglement with him! He still took a deep breath, "Ai Xiaoya, I know you hate me, and I also know that you want to kill me, I really want to apologize to you this time, whether you accept it or not......" He just looked at me like this, his eyes were full of melancholy! It looks really sad, oh my god! I'm a little overwhelmed by this, and I don't know what to do at this time! I'm a little confused if he's in a normal state right now.

I glared at Zhang Yiyang fiercely, and he continued, "That time on the playing field, it was just an accident, really just an accident, you know? I didn't expect to hurt Li Yunxiang so badly, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......" he said and his eyes turned red, I looked at him, at this time I really felt that what I was in front of me was not Zhang Yiyang, but a Tyrannosaurus rex from the ancient Jurassic, and the shock he brought me was no less than the shock of seeing dinosaurs in the real society. I felt like I saw a medieval Tyrannosaurus rex.

"You don't have to apologize, I don't want to kill you, really, I don't want to see you, but I want to ask you a question?" My eyes were fixed on him motionless, and he looked down at me, "You ask!" I took a deep breath, "In my impression, you and Li Yunxiang are very good friends, it can be said that they are a pair of friends from childhood to adulthood, but why did your attitude towards Li Yunxiang plummet after our family was in trouble?" "This question has been around me for a long time, and I have wanted to say it many times, but I just can't ask it, and this time I finally asked it! This question has been circling in my mind for a long time, and I don't know what my situation is now, maybe even I can't say it clearly, but I still asked all this sentence, after all, it has been in my heart for so long, if I don't ask it, I will really think about it in my heart!

But Zhang Yiyang's eyes flashed, and his lips began to squirm! "I said, maybe you won't believe it, Ai Xiaoya, do you know? I grew up hearing from my parents that a large part of the evaluation of me was negative, completely negative, but for Li Yunxiang, their mouths are affirmative, completely affirmative, Li Yunxiang for me, that is simply the existence of 'other people's children', in my heart, I can say unceremoniously, he is a shadow in my heart that I can never dispose of! I was all negative, we grew up together, and he always got flowers and thumbs, I don't think it's fair......" He was a little excited, his cheeks shook like this, and at the same time, I saw his centipede-shaped scar also shaking on his forehead!

"So this time he is in trouble, as his brother, I am happy in my heart, really happy, I can smile and say to my parents, look, this is the 'other people's child' in your mouth, you can see it clearly, he also has such a down-and-out time, do you know? It's not that I'm bad at anything, it's not that he's good at everything, you know? He shouted, and the bloodshot in his white eyes seemed to be about to burst! I took a deep breath and just looked at him, it turned out that it was just the innermost sentence "someone else's child" that could destroy a person so much! He gasped for breath as if he had just finished a long-distance run, which was so time-consuming and energy-consuming! "When I was rescued from the race track that day, I knew what was going on, hehe, I felt so scary, I didn't dare to think back to that day, it wasn't what I wanted, it wasn't really ......"

As he spoke, he squatted on the ground and held his head in pain, "He's my good buddy, my friend who has been playing since I was a child, how could I want him to have an accident?" I don't want to do this, I really don't want anything to happen to him....." He began to crouch on the ground and shouted hysterically! I took a deep breath, and now his state, I really see it in my eyes, and I think his state is really not pretending! "Ai Xiaoya, I was wrong, I was really wrong, in fact, I have been to the hospital several times, but every time I stand by the door, I don't have the courage to walk into that door, I really don't have the courage, I originally thought that after Li Yunxiang was down, I would be happy, but now I understand that I am really not happy at all, I live in self-blame every day, such a day is simply life is worse than death......"

He started crying again! I took a deep breath, "There are some things that you can't blame yourself for not happening, I don't have any ability to turn back time, of course, you don't, since you don't, don't force it, don't you?" After that, I turned around like this and strode away, I think if I don't leave, the next second, I will definitely be soft-hearted, maybe I will forgive him, but what he did is really to an irreversible point in my heart! Yes, it's not self-blame, it can be solved, since things have happened, there is no way to reverse them, I also hope that he can understand this truth, but will he understand? Husband, will you forgive him? I closed my eyes, tight!

Yes, many things seem to be slowly getting better, except for one thing, that is, Li Yunxiang still hasn't woken up! Every day I reverently look at him as if I was looking at the Buddha statue, looking at him so quietly, but every day, his eyes are tightly closed, and the upper and lower eyelids are like a layer of adhesive! I can't open it!

I read newspapers to Li Yunxiang every day, talk about TV programs, and some things in life, as well as some things about Li Xiaoshuai's growth, there are happiness and troubles, pain, and sweetness, but these things, I can only share them with him when I sit in front of him, "Husband, if you are still by my side, do I have no worries?" I touched his skinny, completely deformed cheek, "Well, I'm still sure you'll wake up!" If you don't wake up for a day, I'll wait for a day, if you don't wake up in January, I'll wait for a month, if you don't wake up for a year, I'll wait for a year, you won't let me wait to be an old lady, right......"

The trees outside the window are starting to be green again, the temperature in the weather is starting to get hot again, and the early summer season is taking turns again, but Li Yunxiang, when will you wake up? yes, it doesn't seem like it's such a simple reason that summer will come and flowers will bloom, does it? But my baby and I are waiting for you, waiting for the moment when you get up and hold us tightly!