There are thousands of hopes and sorrows intertwined in my mind, vigorous ups and downs, as far as the eye can see is the falling snow, obviously it is a vast scene, but I feel that my ears are deaf, and I can't hear a single sound.

I lifted my sleeves and wiped the blood stains on my lips with great difficulty, while holding on to the wall tiles and walking forward step by step, but the sharp pain in my stomach and the hatred in my body made it more and more difficult for me to control my body, and I couldn't see the things behind the snowflakes more and more, and finally accidentally stepped on a smooth bluestone brick hidden under the thick snow, and before I could react, my body broke away from the support and fell down heavily.

Ben Shoufu only had time to sigh a sentence of "Blessing and misfortune are not a single line", and the sound of bones hitting stone bricks came from the top of his head, and his eyes suddenly went dark.

……

In the haze, a bean light gradually brightened the darkness a little.

When I looked closely, I found that the night rain from Nanguo Mansion blew into the canopy of the boat, there were lights and shadows on the lake, and there were two people on the boat looking at each other.

The young man's face was a little whiter than the snow in the north, and he was obviously born with such a bright and brilliant appearance, but the words he said made people listen to such sadness: "I am not ignorant of the world, I am not called Junqing, and I am not nineteen years old." I have read countless people, I am familiar with people's feelings, and I am good at figuring out people's hearts, I am twenty-three years old this year, and my real name is Chen Lanzhou. ”

The night wind blew the young girl opposite the boy a little cold, but it also made her sober, she didn't want this little boy's life to continue to be passive, so she secretly cheered herself up, and then desperately grabbed the child's wrist, and wanted to pull him out of the abyss of hell The urgency to pull him out of the abyss of hell was all shown in those bright eyes: "Do you want to follow me......"

She actually wanted her son to follow her in the future, but she was afraid that this kind of similar words would make the little boy feel embarrassed, so she changed her words, "Follow my eldest brother?" His surname is You, and he is doing business in tea, wine, medicine and salt in various countries, and he is short of manpower, if you can trust me, if you are willing to do business, I will take you to see him tomorrow. ”

But the boy smiled frankly and chicly: "It sounds like the girl is willing to support me." ”

The girl shook her head and quickly denied it, but her reddened cheeks couldn't hide the son in front of her: "It's not me who raises you, it's you who raise yourself, rely on your hands, get rich through hard work, cough cough, get rich through hard work." ”

"Working with your eldest brother, can I see you often?"

“…… You'll probably see it during the New Year's holidays. ”

"Since we can see you, let's go see that Big Brother You tomorrow?"

The two people asked and answered, like a conversation that happened on the street corner of childhood, clean, clear, happy with each other, and the two had no guesses. She was happy with this child, and the boy also hoped that she would be seen often in the future, how good it would be if the dream stopped here, how good it would be if the little boy and the girl in her memory had been talking about these things on the boat, and how good it would be if she never thought about the existence of that person.

But as fate would have it, even if that person was not there, the things he left behind were in his sleeve pockets, emitting a light that people couldn't ignore.

So the boy in the boat found out and wondered, "What do you have in your sleeve?" It seems to glow. ”

It was a wrench, made of a special kind of jade, the name of which was Yueluo, and the light emitted was the same as that of the moon.

She pinched it out, and wondered to the shadow who the owner of the wrench was, and why she had kept it with her.

Thinking like this, he was alerted to the fact that the scene was no longer gentle, and the gentle and jade-like son was no longer sitting on the other side of the canopy.

The huge rain fell, the candles in the painting boat were extinguished, the sound of the piano was endless, the lightning and flint, the murderous machine was everywhere, a thunder tore open the sky and slashed down towards the earth, and the person who did not want to see appeared outside the door with this earth-shattering thunder.

The girl couldn't tell if the night was darker behind him, or his rain-soaked inky robes were darker, or the eyes under his frowning brow were darker.

The ink-robed voice spoke like ice: "Time is running out, now follow me." ”

This tone was an order, a request, and a hope, and she couldn't guess it for a while.

"Where are you taking me?"

"I'll keep you alive." He said such terrible words, but his gaze was like the light flowing from the fingers of the moon jade, both gentle and sad, as if her life was very important to him, as if he would be very sad if she didn't live.

The girl hesitated, puzzled, "What did you say?" ”

"Come with me......"

Envy.

Because of this unspoken title, the girl did not hesitate to leave her son, who was playing the harp for her, and ran out of the tearoom, and jumped into the lake with her inky robe. How could the lake in Nanguofu be so cold, how could it be as cold as the snow in the winter of the imperial capital.

The girl in the dream suddenly became the same as me, she finally escaped from the bottom of the lake, but for some reason fell in the first heavy snow of the year in the imperial capital.

Her eyes were full of tears, she regretted it, she felt that she shouldn't have left Lan Zhou's little boy and Wei Qi to jump into the lake, leaving him with only one sentence - "Lan Zhou Gongzi, I'm very happy today, but I seem to have to take the first step." ”

She shouldn't have returned to Chong'an Wangfu to be the wife of Wei Qi again in order to retaliate against Wei Ji, so she only left Lan Zhou with a sentence - "My husband is waiting at the door in a hurry, Lan Zhou's little son, he will leave tonight." ”

She left him twice, and she felt that he would definitely hold a grudge, and there would never be a son like him in this world who liked him so purely.

Ice and snow, the old people's hearts are all in the bottom of their hearts.

She once knew that for some hatred and obsession that could not be let go of and could not be resolved, these clean and clear hearts were sacrificed.

……

I slowly opened my eyes from the dream, and found that my eyebrows were full of snow, and the face of the boy who was running from a distance also turned white, and before I could react, the man scooped me up from the snow and wrapped me tightly in his arms.

The snowflakes were falling around my head, blurring my vision, and I couldn't figure out where I was, and I didn't want to think about it anymore. I pressed against his chest, struggling to breathe, but still feeling cold, so I stiffened my arm and hooked it around the boy's neck, trying to get closer to the warm chest.

But his arm had already been numb from the cold, so that the force was uncontrollable, causing him to bow his head suddenly, and my lips were so suddenly pressed against his chin, and there was a faint tingling sensation in the skin contact, which I knew was the stubble he hadn't trimmed for a few days.

The child's low and nervous words came from his ears: "I've been looking for you for a long time...... Why are you here? ”

After speaking, he carried me through the streets and alleys of the imperial capital quickly, and his footsteps did not stop for a moment.

I probably smiled, glad I heard the sound again, this snowy night, I leaned against his chest, not knowing where he was going to take me, so my head was hot, and then I remembered a poem of "escape"—

「

The north wind is cool, and the rain and snow are cold. Hui and good me, hand in hand. Is it false? It's urgent!

The north wind is blowing, and the rain and snow are falling. Benefit and good me, hand in hand. Is it false? It's urgent!

Mo Chi Bandit Fox, Mo Black Bandit Wu. Hui and good me, hand in hand with the car. Is it false? It's urgent!

」

I took the initiative to raise my head, kissed his cold lower lip, and then put my forehead into his shoulder socket, wantonly absorbing the warmth on his skin, and laughed softly: "Lan Zhou, let's run away together." ”

I don't know why, the little boy Lan Zhou who was holding me stiffened. His response to me was a sudden tightening of his arms, and he could move more rapidly.

"I once left you, so you don't like me anymore, don't you want to run away with me?" I asked sadly, with the fierce winter wind in my ears.

He covered my face with his wide sleeves, and also covered the cold wind, and his voice was soft: "Sleep, we will be home." ”

The person who is groggy is the most stubborn, just like a drunk person who confirms with the other party over and over again whether he still likes him, I heard myself ask the boy again: "Lan Zhou, do you still like me, are you still willing to leave the imperial capital with me?" ”

How I wish he would have said yes, how I wish he still liked me.

But as soon as I finished speaking, a warm palm reached into the wide, wind-shielded sleeve and landed on my sleeping hole.

Until I lost consciousness, I didn't wait for a positive answer from Little Master Lanzhou.

He doesn't like me anymore, I know.

There was another poem in the distance, which I had read to that person, but "escape" was very similar, but it was different from "escape"—

「

The threshold of the cart is like a coat. Don't you think? Fear does not dare.

The cart is squeezing, and the clothes are like a slull. Don't you think? Fear of the son does not run.

If you are in a different room, if you die, you will be in the same hole. It is said that unbelief is like the sun.

」

This is a poem that seriously says that men and women are deeply in love and dare to "elope". I know that the girl in the canopy gave up the son who wanted to "escape" with her, eloped and tore with a person who didn't like her, and I was afraid that she would not be able to end well in this life.