Chapter 18: Sad Emotions
"Yang Yinglin, didn't I just accompany my buddy to celebrate his birthday, I forgot about today's events for a while, you hung up my phone unhappily, and I didn't answer my phone again, I was still worried about you, I was afraid that you would impulsively go to that station by yourself, and deliberately went there to find you, but you didn't have a figure, because I was worried about you, I waited for you here for most of the night, are you going on a date? If I don't come, are you going to let this guest come to your house? "Ji Ran walked over like us.
Liu Zhen sighed when he saw this, and then looked at me thoughtfully: "I won't bother your friend here." ”
"Yang Yinglin, it turns out that you are not simple, everyone is here, don't you want to introduce me?"
"I'm too lazy to take care of you, I'm here for a big night."
Ji Ran pulled me from behind a little angrily, and I screamed in pain. Ji Ran saw that my face was not very good, he pulled my sleeve open, saw my injured and bleeding arm, and before I could speak, he pulled away the other arm and saw the traces of the captured body.
"Yang Yinglin, how did you get it, you said, why don't you answer the phone, you can do it, dare to go by yourself, you won't look for me if something like this happens." He asked me angrily, but I didn't really want to talk to him at the moment.
Seeing that I didn't pay attention to him, he looked at Liu Zhen: "I'm Ji Ran, I'm really bothering you tonight." "We've met before, I'm Liu Zhen, Yinglin and I have known each other for a long time, and we met by chance tonight, so it's just a matter of giving her a ride." If there's nothing to do, I'll go back first. ”
Liu Zhen looked at me: "If you don't feel well, go back early, don't be unsafe outside all the time, and your injuries are better to go to the hospital to see." Then he drove away silently. I watched Liu Zhen walk away, and I prepared to go home.
"What the hell happened to you, I think you don't seem to be lightly injured, do you want to take you to the hospital, don't you ignore me like this, okay, but talk, what kind of attitude is this."
"I don't have any attitude, Ji Gongzi doesn't want to listen to it, forget it, I'm really tired, I don't want to say anything, I don't want to do anything, I will take care of myself, please go back." I feel very uncomfortable at the moment, I can't say where it is uncomfortable, but I feel physically and mentally exhausted, and I don't have the heart to take care of Ji Ran at all.
Ji Ran's face was not much better than mine, he saw me walking away, and shouted from behind: "If there is anything, you must contact me if you are uncomfortable, such a thing will not happen in the future." ”
I didn't look back, I didn't respond, he said that it didn't mean anything to me now, and when I got home, I looked out the window and looked at Ji Ran standing outside the building for a while and then left.
I was lying in bed, I had always slept well, I had no pajamas, I tossed and turned, maybe I was frightened by what happened tonight, I tried to calm myself down, but my mind was still very chaotic, all kinds of scenes emerged in my mind, there were many scenes with Liu Zhen when I was in school before, and then it became the distress scene of today's No. 118 bus, and the scene of the bad luck in the swimming pool before, I became helpless and uneasy, and there was a sad mood that always surrounded me.
When I woke up in the morning, I saw myself in the mirror tired and haggard, and I felt like all my energy was drained of energy for the rest of the night.
I was a little listless, I looked at a lot of bruises on my body, the wound on my arm did not get better, the bleeding wound I simply detoxified and re-bandaged, and the scratch of the corpse spot did not fade at all.
I wore long sleeves to cover my wounds. When I came to the company, my colleagues looked at me with magical eyes, and I knew that I must have a bad complexion. Many of my colleagues comforted me, thinking that something had happened to me, and jokingly said that my whole person was hollowed out overnight.
I was in a trance for two or three days, I felt that I couldn't sleep well, Ji Ran contacted me, I just hung up the phone with a few perfunctory words, I didn't want to talk to anyone about what I encountered, and I didn't want to talk to anyone, our boss even came forward, took the initiative to say that he wanted me to take annual leave, saying that my state was very bad, he was very worried, but I refused.
I still didn't have any appetite at noon, I didn't have a good rest for a few days, I was very tired, and I wanted to lie quietly on the table alone.
The phone rang, I was too lazy to answer, but it kept ringing, it was too noisy, who was so persistent, I looked at Zhou Xuran, it seems that he should be back.
"You come out, I have something to ask you, Ji Ran said that your situation is very bad."
"But I don't want to see you, can you let me be quiet."
"If you don't come down, I'll go to your company to find you, if you don't want to cause trouble, come to me, the café downstairs of your company." I was a little helpless, I was in this situation, and I didn't want to add unnecessary rumors to myself, so I dragged my tired body downstairs to find Zhou Xuran in the café. My impression of Zhou Xuran has always been steady and calm, and I saw his panicked expression for the first time.
"Ji Ran told me that your situation is not very good, he sometimes speaks very exaggeratedly, I don't care much, but this time I saw that your situation is very bad. How did you lose weight like this after a few days? ”
I didn't sit down at all, but stood beside him, "If you're okay, I'll go back." "It's okay for you to look like this, I haven't seen me in a few days and I can feel the breath of death from you, let me take a look at your wounds."
"It's nothing." I've been feeling a little numb lately, so I don't feel much about the wound.
He couldn't help but pull up my sleeves and frowned: "It's nothing, your wound has corpse poison, and if you haven't treated it, not only will it not be good, don't you find that the marks of the wound are still expanding?" ”
He raised his hand again and touched my forehead, and I remembered what happened last time, instinctively repulsing.
"I still have work in the afternoon, I'm going back first."
Zhou Xuran sighed, "I don't think you want your life anymore, I will give your boss to help you ask for leave and say that there are still some summary data for the sports center project that you need to cooperate, Yinglin, you must not be willful this time, listen to me, your current situation is really dangerous." ”
Zhou Xuran pulled me out, I didn't ask more, and silently followed behind him. He took me to a private clinic and knew at a glance that it was supposed to be for their kind of class, and it was extremely private. The doctor didn't ask me anything, Zhou Xuran just asked the doctor to re-disinfect and dress the wound on my skin.
The doctor prescribed me anti-inflammatory drugs and nutrient solutions, and I was placed in a special room for infusions. The room was about the same as the VIP standard of the hospital, I lay down, and after the nurse gave me the infusion, Zhou Xuran let her leave first.
Zhou Xuran pulled away my wound with corpse poison, took out his dagger and said softly: "It may hurt a little, you have to be a ninja to clean up the corpse poison, and you will get better soon." ”
I watched coldly as Zhou Xuran took out the dagger, just at the moment when the dagger was about to pierce my skin with corpse marks, I still closed my eyes, there was no strong pain as expected, I knew that my body had been numb recently, and a lot of pain had disappeared, but slowly it may be that the area of treatment was gradually expanding, and the pain I had not felt for a long time was becoming more and more intense, I began to feel very painful, the wound was throbbing and throbbing, I couldn't open my eyes in pain, I bit my lip tightly, I didn't want to make a sound.
"Alright, you can rest for a while." I opened my eyes and saw that the arm had been bandaged, Zhou Xuran was bandaged very carefully, and I looked up at him.
"How can a normal person not feel pain, the corpse poison entering your wound is much worse than I expected, you can feel pain, it means that you are returning to normal, Yinglin, you can endure it more than I imagined, and in the end you gritted your teeth and held back without making a sound."
Zhou Xuran put his hand on my head, "There is also a slight fever, you have been too tired lately, you need to get a good night's sleep." "I felt like I was suddenly sleepy, and I was tormented by insomnia for days, and I suddenly wanted to sleep. I closed my eyes, and in my ears was Zhou Xuran whispering a charm, this scene really wanted to evoke the depths of my memory, as if it was the time when I had a serious car accident, the high fever did not go away, the body was extremely uncomfortable, my grandfather and grandmother were by my side, and my grandfather recited such a charm all night. I was confused and gradually lost consciousness.
When I woke up, it was a sunny and warm afternoon, this night I slept very deeply, the sun was just right, my whole person also felt warm, swept away the haze a few days ago, and felt the beauty of life.
I stretched, I thought I was the only one here, but I didn't expect to see Zhou Xuran sitting quietly by the bed. He had a tired look on his face.
"Have you been here for the night?"
"Well, it should be a day and a night, because I'm a little worried about you, but it seems that you're in good shape." His tone was still cold, but I felt warm inside, maybe he was such a cold person on the outside and hot on the inside, I knew how busy he was, so I didn't expect him to stay here and stay by my side all the time.
I was a little distressed when I saw him, "I see you're very tired, you go back and rest, I have nothing to do here, I should be able to take care of myself." ”
"Let's come over in a while, Ji Ran should come over, he brought you a little food, I see that you don't look like you haven't eaten much recently, eat some."
Ji Ran is such a non-talkative person, as soon as he finished speaking, he came in with something. It's just that Ji Ran is very quiet this time, I can feel that he doesn't dare to look at me directly, and he is a little weak-hearted, and when he contacted me before, I was also quite impatient, so there was some embarrassment between the two of us.
"I haven't dealt with a bunch of work yet, Ji Ran, if you have nothing to do, stay here to take care of Yinglin, and when I'm done, I'll come over to see you later." Zhou Xuran left in a hurry, leaving only me and Ji Ran, most afraid that the air would suddenly be quiet.