"Ask her what's crazy!" The husband seemed to have lost his mind, and he didn't stop when he saw her coming, "I woke up in the morning and saw her sneaking, she was hiding from us and drinking medicine!" He grabbed his daughter by the collar and dragged her out, kicking the bowl on the floor. Only then did she realize that the ground was wet, and the black medicinal juice and boiled medicinal herbs were scattered everywhere, which was extremely dazzling.

"I didn't! Mother! Xia Yan grabbed her mother's clothes, hid in her mother's arms, and desperately explained, "I really didn't do anything bad!" ”

"You dare to say no! What is on the ground? Her father didn't stop explaining, and he was even more angry when he saw her stumbling appearance, "You don't know some indiscreet people outside, just forget it, now it's okay, you have learned to steal money, where did you get the money to buy these medicines!" ”

He walked around the house, searching for sticks that he could use to beat people. Xia Yan trembled, she grabbed her mother's arm, and kept shaking her head: "Mother, I really don't!" She was asking her mother for help, but her mother let go of her hand.

To this day, she doesn't know what her daughter's expression was like at that time. Xia Yan didn't cry the whole time, she pushed her mother away and escaped from the house before her father caught her. She quarreled with her husband, and neither of them went after her daughter until the sun had fully risen, and the neighbor knocked on the door and told her that Xia Yan had drowned.

"Later, the official told me that those medicines were all for hysteria." Xia Yan's mother couldn't cry anymore, "At that time, I remembered that she asked me and her father what to do if she had hysteria. I thought she was joking that hysteria was a lie, and that children don't get that kind of disease. ”

"Xia Yan didn't lie!" Jiang wanted to loudly accuse the middle-aged woman in front of him, "You are her parents, how can you hurt her like this", but reason told him no! No! No!

He asked hopelessly, "What did Uncle say?" ”

Xia Yan's mother let out a whimper: "He said that if Xiaoyan has hysteria, he will lock her up." Even now, he said that Xiaoyan had lost his face. ”

No wonder she didn't mention hysteria for many years, because even from her closest parents, she never received the slightest warmth or help. Jiang asked her, "How can you do this?" She didn't dare to think about how sad and desperate Xia Yan would be, it was not her fault that she was sick, and depression was not a shame.

If no one is ashamed of having cancer, then no one needs to be ashamed of depression. They are essentially diseases that destroy the body and the heart!

Over the years, the mother has been living with guilt and remorse: "I am not a good mother, I am sorry for her." She was heartbroken, and the tears of mourning for her daughter never stopped, "If I had found out that she was sick earlier, if I hadn't let go of my hand that day, Xiaoyan wouldn't have jumped into the river?" ”

Jiang Ze put it bluntly: "I believe that Xia Yan did not commit suicide. ”

Xia Yan's mother thought he was coaxing her: "Someone saw it." She wiped her eyes, "The girl who used to live nearby, Xiaoyan likes her, and follows her all day long...... She saw the cigarette fall with her own eyes. ”。

"No," said Xia Yan's mother to cry again, "I was beaten by her father that day, she was only thirteen years old, how could she stand it." ”