After eating, after Fan Jiyun cleaned up the dining table, he sat on the sofa with Ji Yuan in his arms, and Lychee nested in Ji Yuan's arms. Ji Yuan looked at the figures of the two people printed on the wall through the light, stretched out his hand to touch, and was a little moved with happiness, and said: "Fan Jiyun, you are so good to me, I really don't dare to think about what I would be like without you." ”

Fan Jiyun leaned his chin against Ji Yuan's head, stroked the lychee with his hand, and whispered, "Don't worry, I won't leave you." ”

Ji Yuan raised his head to meet Fan Jiyun's gaze, looking at his own appearance reflected in his eyes, and couldn't help but be moved, "Your words make me think of a sentence: Lucky to be loved, meaningless mountains and seas." ”

Fan Jiyun looked at Ji Yuan's clear eyes, his heart was turbulent, he covered Lychee's eyes with a smile, and lowered his head to kiss Ji Yuan's lips.

Fan Jiyun hugged Ji Yuan to the bed, closed the door, and left Lychee outside.

In the room, the air conditioner blew both of them a little hot, Fan Jiyun looked down at Ji Yuan, who was flushed, and suddenly a little panicked, and asked out loud: "Far away, is it okay?" ”

Ji Yuan's face was full of Fan Jiyun's breathing, and he trembled for a while, became numb, and nodded a little uncontrollably.

Fan Jiyun smiled and lowered his head to cover Ji Yuan's lips, lingering for a while. The cold wind was howling outside, and the two people in the house were grinding their ears and temples, and their fingers were interlocked.

When Ji Yuan woke up the next day, he found Fan Jiyun staring at his face. Thinking of last night's incident, Ji Yuan shyly pulled the quilt and hid inside, the roots of his ears were red. Fan Jiyun looked at Ji Yuan's cute appearance, and was reluctant to tease, so he hugged the person into his arms with the quilt, and said with a gentle smile through the quilt: "Since it happened, then you have to be responsible for me, do you hear?" ”

Ji Yuan pulled away the quilt and wanted to refute, but he didn't expect Fan Jiyun to clasp himself with his backhand and press on him.

Ji Yuan asked a little weakly: "Shouldn't you be responsible for me?" ”

Fan Jiyun raised the corners of his mouth, as if he had succeeded, and gradually approached, "Okay! I'm responsible, but don't regret it. After speaking, he leaned over and kissed Ji Yuan, from walking violently to gently ordering water, so that Ji Yuan had to sink, and the room was full of sunlight, and it was beautiful.

Ji Yuan gradually woke up from his daze, looked at his side, and saw that Fan Jiyun was no longer there. But Fan Jiyun seemed to hear a sound in the house, put the lychee into the study and then into the bedroom.

Ji Yuan rubbed his eyes, looked up and saw that Fan Jiyun was already standing at the door, a little shy, covered half of his face with a quilt, pointed to his coat, and motioned to Fan Jiyun.

Fan Jiyun took the coat and approached, saw Ji Yuan's slightly red cheeks, helped Ji Yuan put on the coat with a smile, and said, "The hot water has just been put on for you, do you want me to carry you?" ”

Ji Yuan slapped Fan Jiyun and shook his head: "Don't make trouble, I'll go by myself." After saying that, he pulled out the quilt and took his pajamas into the bathroom.

Fan Jiyun walked out of the bedroom with a smile and helped Ji Yuan prepare breakfast.

Ji Yuan walked out of the bedroom after washing, and Lychee ran to his side. Ji Yuan happily picked up the lychee, "Did we Zhizhi sleep well last night?" As he spoke, he stroked the hair of the lychee, and the lychee screamed back comfortably.

Ji Yuan sat at the dining table and took a sip of hot soy milk, and suddenly felt a burst of warmth all over his body.

Fan Jiyun walked to Ji Yuan's side, touched Ji Yuan's head as usual, and asked dotingly: "Last night, did you sleep well?" ”

Ji Yuan heard Fan Jiyun pause on the word "last night", and was choked on the soy milk he had just drunk. Fan Jiyun couldn't help laughing, patted Ji Yuan's back, and said, "Okay, okay, I won't say anything, be good, have breakfast." ”

Ji Yuan looked at Fan Jiyun, who was drinking soy milk slowly, as if nothing had happened, and suddenly understood the word "well-dressed beast".

Ji Yuan thought of something while eating, and said, "After getting the certificate next Tuesday morning, let's go somewhere!" ”

Fan Jiyun agreed directly without thinking about it.

Ji Yuan put down the soy milk and looked at Fan Jiyun, "Aren't you curious where I want to go?" ”

Fan Jiyun looked at Shang Jiyuan's gaze with a look of knowing, and said, "I know where you want to go, the cemetery, right?" ”

Ji Yuan was stunned for a while, except for talking to Fan Jiyun about Aunt Jiang last night, she hadn't mentioned it since then, so that now Fan Jiyun said it all at once, and Ji Yuan was a little stunned.

Fan Jiyun responded calmly: "I'll know as soon as you say it." Uncle Ji and Aunt Ji have always been very busy, so in the past, whether you were happy or unhappy, you would go to Fan's house to find her first, I remember that you used to ask her to sue me a lot, right? ”

Ji Yuan looked at Fan Jiyun so calm, he couldn't bear to reveal the scars of the past, he just nodded along with his words, and then said: "Actually, I just want to reassure Auntie, we are working together, and I also want to tell her the good news of marriage." ”

Fan Jiyun suppressed his voice and didn't let his voice tremble, "I know, we are far from the most sensible, listen to you." ”

What Ji Yuan had been thinking about suddenly had a fixed number.

Fan Jiyun went to the company after breakfast, and Ji Yuan simply stayed at home because there was nothing to do at school recently. Ji Yuan was bored at home alone, and when he saw that the sun was shining outside, he took out some tools for painting, set up an easel on the balcony, and painted alone. She thought about the gentle and touching Aunt Jiang in her memory, and drew the most realistic appearance.

When Fan Jiyun returned home in the evening, Ji Yuan mysteriously pushed him into the study. As soon as he entered the study, Fan Jiyun's nose instantly became sour, and the painting in front of him had a woman he missed but never saw again, so smiling and bright, and colorful.

Fan Jiyun approached and stroked the face of the woman in the painting, his eyes were red for a while, he turned around and hugged Ji Yuan tightly, and muttered, "Far away, thank you." ”

Ji Yuan patted Fan Jiyun's back and comforted him, "This is the best gift I can think of, and I can give you." ”

The two of them experienced the different tastes of love in silence, which lasted for a long time and was not very satisfied.

On Tuesday morning, Ji Yuan got up early and said that he wanted to go out for a morning run with Fan Jiyun, in order to take ID photos in a better state, Fan Jiyun went out with Ji Yuan very obediently.

On the way, Ji Yuan saw an elderly couple, the grandmother was sitting in a wheelchair with inconvenient hands and feet, and the old man was pushing the wheelchair, and the two of them fell the most beautiful back in the morning sun.

Ji Yuan looked up at Fan Jiyun and asked, "Fifty years later, will you accompany me like this to see the morning sun and listen to the birdsong in the morning." ”

Fan Jiyun scratched the tip of Ji Yuan's nose, nodded and said, "However, it's not me pushing your wheelchair, but we travel hand in hand." ”

Some people say that the reason for loving someone is that I love him and he has it, but the further reason is that I love everything you have. Ji Yuan looked at Fan Jiyun who was jogging in front, thinking that he never needed to change anything, and he had enough satisfaction and expectations for the rest of his life.

After arriving at the cemetery, the two of them were wearing sunglasses, Ji Yuan put the bouquet in front of Jiang Yuan's tomb, retreated to Fan Jiyun's side, held his hand tightly, and said, "Mom, we just got the certificate, I want to share this news with you immediately." Thank you for letting me meet Ji Yun and letting me know the most beautiful appearance of love, I hope you can live happily over there. ”

Fan Jiyun hugged Ji Yuan's shoulder, "Mom, I haven't seen you for a long time." We are all doing well, and you can rest assured that I will do my best to fulfill what I promised you. We all miss you so much. ”

Ji Yuan took Fan Jiyun's hand and motioned for him to wait for him by the car.

Ji Yuan saw that Fan Jiyun was far away, so he squatted forward, touched the tombstone, and said softly: "Mom, I have been longing for the day when I can call you like this for so many years. I know that Ji Yun has been through too much over the years, so even if you are not with us, you must bless us from afar, okay?

I know I'm not good enough to help Ji Yun bear the pressure and pain, but I will definitely be happy with him as much as I can. In fact, I accidentally heard the thing that everyone wanted to hide from me before, and I buried it in my heart for so many years and never mentioned it to anyone. Throughout my life, I still want to have children with Ji Yun.

So, mom is sorry and forgive me for being selfish. After finishing speaking, Ji Yuan carried Fan Jiyun on his back and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hands, stood up and walked towards the car.

After Fan Jiyun and Ji Yuan approached, he asked, "Are you hungry?" I'm taking you to grab a bite to eat first. ”

Although Ji Yuan had no appetite, he still nodded, got in the car and set off.

On the way, Ji Yuan still mustered up his courage, took off his sunglasses and turned his head to look at Fan Jiyun, and asked: "Ji Yun, have you ever thought about it, in case I ......" The words suddenly came out of his mouth, and Ji Yuan still hesitated.

Fan Jiyun saw Ji Yuan's embarrassed appearance, and was a little anxious: "What's wrong?" Is there something uncomfortable? ”

Ji Yuan shook his head, just sloppy, and replied: "No, I just want to ask, if I don't engage in construction in the future, will you blame me, because I promised you before." ”

Fan Jiyun looked very optimistic when he heard this, shook his head and said: "Not at all, what I hope is that you can do the work you want to do and live the life you want to live." You don't need to compromise for me, I just want you to be happy and happy, you know? ”

Ji Yuan nodded, although he was relieved to hear these words, Ji Yuan knew in his heart that no matter what, she would not give up on this business, serious and determined.

Because after the meal, there were many fewer people in the restaurant, Ji Yuan chose a position by the window and sat down, thinking about what he had just said in front of the tomb, and was distracted.

Fan Jiyun called Ji Yuan several times, and when he saw that Ji Yuan didn't reply, he reached out and pulled his hand.

Ji Yuan came back to his senses after being pulled, "Huh? What's wrong? ”

Fan Jiyun shook his head and said with a smile: "Why are you so attentive?" Order first. ”

Ji Yuan knew Fan Jiyun's temper, and after hesitating, he still wanted to discuss it with Fan Jiyun, so he opened his mouth: "I'...... I'd like to discuss something with you. ”

Fan Jiyun took a sip of tea and smiled, "You say." ”

Ji Yuan rubbed his fingers nervously and said in a low voice: "Actually, I often felt that my eyes would be blurry and my vision would decrease a little since some time ago. One night when I got up to go to the toilet, I couldn't see the road clearly without light, and then I went to the hospital, and the doctor told me that it was my retinal degeneration that caused my night blindness, and my visual function might develop poorly, and even go blind. Ji Yuan's voice gradually trembled, and his fingers were rubbed white.