Chapter 380: Farewell
Shen Xianhe had long known that Miss Bell and Meng Lansheng had chosen the path they each wanted to take, and there was no possibility of turning back, but she still didn't want to see them separate.
"Bell, is there no turning back?"
The bell girl made a gesture on the ground, and a smile slowly appeared on the corner of her mouth.
"When we were in Miao Territory, we have said very clearly, each other is perfect, let go of each other, this is the best ending between us, from the moment I know that Miss you have a place to belong, I am really happy for you, originally this trip, I didn't use it, but, I want to come to see how you are doing? See how he is? I already saw him yesterday, and I am relieved that you are doing well, so I am going to Qichen. ”
Shen Xianhe's eyes were red, she really wanted the bell girl to stay, she really wanted her and Meng Lansheng to have a lover and eventually become a family, but she didn't have any reason to leave the bell girl in any position.
She walked over to the bell girl and hugged her tightly.
"Bell, I really want you to stay, but I know that I can't stop you, we have experienced so many difficulties and things together, I want you to be happy more than anyone else, you have to be good in the future, write to me before you get to a place, let me know your daily situation, can't stop, okay?"
Compared with Shen Xianhe's reluctance, the bell girl always treats it with a smile, not because she is willing, but now that she has grown up, she understands that people cannot be together for a lifetime, and she knows how to be perfect, to fulfill herself, and to fulfill others.
Now that the people she cares about are doing well, she has nothing she can't let go, especially witnessing that Miss has experienced so many misfortunes, and now that someone is protecting her, loving her, and spoiling her, she is relieved.
"Miss, don't be sad, we'll see you again, the separation is only temporary, don't worry, I will write to you every time I go to a place to report your safety, you take care of yourself, and be good with Master Su."
The bell girl left early the next morning, because she promised the bell girl, Shen Xianhe did not send it off, but only stayed in the house and listened to the people's reply.
"Ma'am, Miss Bell is out of town."
Hearing this, Shen Xianhe's eyes couldn't help but redden, and he couldn't help but feel a burst of melancholy in his heart.
Su Nianjun reached out from behind her and gently hugged her into his arms, comforting and persuading.
"Xianhe, this may be a relief for the bell girl, now that she chooses to leave, she is well thought out, don't be sad, I will see you again in the future, I have also arranged for someone to protect her in secret, it will be fine."
Shen Xianhe's mood was still very low.
"I know it's a relief for her, but, you know, Bell has been by my side since she came to the capital, no matter what the predicament is, she has never left her, we have experienced a lot together, she is my most important sister, and now, she left alone, I feel very sad and distressed."
Shen Xianhe's voice began to choke.
"At the beginning, she was wantonly flying, daring to love and hate, liking is liking, not caring about anything outside her body, when she met Meng Lansheng, she bravely expressed her heart, I thought that they would be a very happy couple, I thought that Meng Lansheng would give her a future, would protect her for a lifetime, and make up for the scars in her heart, but why is it such an ending? She deserves these wonderful ....... ”
In the end, Shen Xianhe couldn't speak anymore, she really felt sorry for the bell girls, she felt sorry for them too much, they could have been the happiest couple.
When Meng Lansheng received the letter sent by Shen Xianhe, he was calmly playing with the gadgets that the bell girl had left with him before, although he was playing with those gadgets, his thoughts had long since lost his mind where he had flown to.
He took the letter heavily, did not open it for a long time, and did not make the slightest movement.
After a long time, I opened the letter stiffly.
There was nothing in the letter, only a small key, and seeing that key, Meng Lansheng rushed to Qinyuan like crazy, but unfortunately, he was a step too late, and he didn't know that the bell girl had left.
"Fairy River...... Shen Xianhe ...... Where is she? Where is she? I want to see her ....... ”
Meng Lansheng, who rushed to Qinyuan, frantically looked for the figure of the bell girl, and shouted loudly to Shen Xianhe.
Shen Xianhe had just calmed down under Su Nianjun's comfort, and after hearing Meng Lansheng's shout, she ignored Su Nianjun's obstruction and rushed to Meng Lansheng, who was emotionally out of control.
Viciously grabbed his collar and roared like tears raining down.
"What are you doing here? She's gone...... What else are you doing here? ”
Hearing this, Meng Lansheng instantly quieted down, looking incredulous.
She ...... Let's go? When...... When did you leave? ”
Su Nianjun held the collapsed Shen Xianhe in his arms, fixed it with one hand, and kept soothing her back with the other.
Then turned his head, Meng Lansheng, who had lost his soul, and spoke.
"Miss Bell left early this morning, and she didn't let anyone see her off, saying that she didn't like separation, and that you were late, but if you catch up now, it's still too late, and I'll have someone prepare a horse for you......."
"Good...... Good...... Take me to her ....... ”
Meng Lansheng seemed to grasp a life-saving straw, grabbed Su Nianjun's sleeve and agreed helplessly.
Su Nianjun asked people to quickly prepare horses for him, and then asked Qiao He to take him out of the city to chase the bell girl.
Shen Xianhe also slowly calmed down under Su Nianjun's comfort, and was no longer as emotional as before.
At this time, she was holding a cup of hot tea, sitting on the floor, her eyes were red and swollen, and she was especially tear-stained, and looked at Su Nianjun with faint expectation and asked.
"Can Meng Lansheng catch up with the bell girl? Will you bring her back? ”
Su Nianjun twisted the hot-soaked handkerchief and walked to the front of the collapse, gently wiped the tears on Shen Xianhe's face, and after wiping it, he finally put the handkerchief on Shen Xianhe's red and swollen eyes and put a hot compress.
"I don't know, but I think that since he has taken the first step, as long as he catches up with Bell Girl, Bell Girl will come back with him."
What is not certain, Su Nianjun dare not say absolutely.
On the other side, Meng Lansheng, under the leadership of Qiao He, chased all the way to the trail of the bell girl, but fortunately, not long after they chased out of the city, they caught up with the bell girl who was resting at the post station.
The two of them, who had experienced all kinds of things, looked at each other, although they did not speak, but the emotions in them made both of them red.
In order to leave them room to be alone, Qiao He left with the others and gave them room to speak alone.
Seeing Meng Lansheng who suddenly appeared, the bell girl couldn't hide her joy, she rushed two steps in the direction of Meng Lansheng, suddenly thought of something, suddenly stopped, and the joy on her face slowly receded, leaving only a calm smile.
"Why are you here?"
Meng Lansheng's heart was extremely sour, he walked step by step towards the woman who had already missed the disease, hugged the bell into his arms with red eyes, and said with a choked voice.
"Bells...... I regret it...... Don't go, okay? Don't leave me...... Good no good? …… I can't live without you...... I have been tormented by the days I have been away from you...... I can't stand life without you...... Don't leave...... Give me time ....... ”
The bell girl held back her grief and reluctance to leave Meng Lansheng's embrace, forced a smile, and pretended to look at Meng Lansheng calmly.
"Meng Lansheng, haven't we already said it? In the future, we will be good friends, although I can't marry you anymore, but I still like you very much, but I can only like it, because, you have your ideals and ambitions, I have my wishes, didn't we say that we would fulfill each other? I am very grateful that you came to see me, this time back in the capital, I saw all of you well, I was relieved, forgive me for not saying goodbye to you before, because I was afraid of being reluctant to you, but I still thank you very much for coming to see me off...... Okay, I'm going to leave, or I'll be delayed...... ”
After the bell girl finished speaking, she calmly pulled up the burden on the side, glanced at Meng Lansheng with a smile, bypassed him, and prepared to leave.
Meng Lansheng grabbed the bell girl's hand and pleaded in a humble tone that he had never had.
"Bell, I know it's too selfish for you to give up your ideals and come back to me, but I still want to do it, even if it's selfish, I beg you to come back to me...... After Miao Jiang separated from you, I realized that I couldn't live without you...... It's my fault, it's me who didn't protect you and take care of you...... Not being there for you when you needed it most...... But can you give me a chance to come back to me and let me take care of you? Give me a few years, and when I'm done with everything, I'll accompany you on a tour of this great river...... Good no good? ”
Meng Lansheng's hand that grabbed the bell girl trembled constantly.
The bell girl could see his nervousness and see that this was his compromise, but she did not have a trace of joy, but felt extremely guilty and extremely sour in her heart.
She stood in place without the slightest movement, and said with her back to Meng Lansheng.
"Meng Lansheng, I don't want you to sacrifice your ideals and ambitions to fulfill me, in this way, even if I go back with you, I won't be happy, you won't be happy, this is not the result I want, I know you will be sad now, but life is like this, there is always a trade-off, I am very grateful to you for coming to keep me, but I still can't promise to go back with you, in the future, we will forget about each other...... You take care of ....... ”