Chapter 117: Unbearable Experience

The door opened.

Xiang Ling, who was in a hurry, hurriedly entered the door, only to find Chen Yi sitting on the bed with dignity.

In his hand, he was holding a book, and when he saw Xiang Ling breaking in, he subconsciously hid the book in his hand in the quilt.

Xiang Ling looked at Chen Yi in a daze, looking at his face of being a thief, and his heart was full of suspicions.

Without hesitation, she walked over to Chenyi and looked at him with a serious look.

Chen Yi knew that Xiang Ling must have discovered his actions, so he no longer hid it, but took the book out of the quilt and put it on his lap upright.

There are three words on the cover of the book, and those three words pierce Xiang Ling's eyes.

The three words that are very familiar, how much effort Xiang Ling has spent on it.

How could she forget that it was the first novel she wrote, and it was also the one that shattered her hopes for online literature.

It's just that his novel is only published on the Internet, and there is no physical publication at all, where did the book in Chen Yi's hand come from?

Also, Master Zhou once told himself that in order not to burden Chen Yi in his heart, he didn't tell him Chen Yi's life experience, how did he know that he would look for this book?

All kinds of questions made Xiang Ling feel very dissatisfied with Chen Yi.

He must have something to hide from me, a lot of things to hide from me.

Thinking of this, Xiang Ling's original worry about Chen Yi immediately disappeared, and instead of questioning him, he questioned him deeply.

Chen Yi looked at Xiang Ling, looking at the doubt in her eyes, but he didn't feel much guilt about his actions.

"Xiang Ling, give me two days, let me read this book well, and understand what I have experienced, okay?"

Xiang Ling was stunned, he looked at Chen Yi's face, there was no intention of dodging at the moment, all that was left was indifference.

Is he going to finish reading the book? Know what you've been through?

It was a simple request, but I don't know why, Xiang Ling's heart gave birth to a strong sense of fear.

No, how could she let him know his life experience, what kind of sad ending she arranged for him in that book, how could she bear to let Chen Yi go through it again.

Thinking of this, Xiang Ling decisively snatched the book from Chen Yi's lap with lightning speed.

Chen Yi looked at Xiang Ling's weak expression lightly, but he didn't seem surprised, he just looked at Xiang Ling's hands that were holding the book tightly, and her hands seemed to tremble slightly.

On his face, there was a light cloud, Chen Yi quietly stared at Xiang Ling's eyes, and did not speak for a long time.

Xiang Ling noticed Chen Yi's expression, and saw that he was not surprised by his snatching behavior, and a kind of remorse suddenly appeared in his heart.

Yes, why should he deprive Chen Yi of the right to know the truth, since he built it himself, and he arranged an unbearable fate for him, of course he has the right to know. Besides, even if he doesn't know it now, and when he returns to the text fantasy world in the future, he will still know everything.

Thinking of this, Xiang Ling re-spoke the book in his hand and threw it on Chen Yi's bed, "If you want to read it, it's not a secret anyway." You'll have to know sooner or later. ”

With that, she tilted her head and strode out the door, leaving the uncomfortable situation.

"Me, do you really hate it so much?" Before Xiang Ling walked out of the door, Chen Yi suddenly said something in the back.

This sentence made Xiang Ling's heart tremble.

She turned around and saw that Chen Yi was looking at her with a resentful look.

"What do you mean by that?" Xiang Ling deliberately raised his voice to hide the uneasiness in his heart.

"If you don't hate me, why are you arranging all this for me? Let me be orphaned, let me experience betrayal and misunderstanding? Chen Yi's words were spoken very slowly and slowly, and the words of questioning were full of resentment.

It's just that I don't know if his resentment is hating himself or Xiang Ling.

Faced with Chen Yi's question, Xiang Ling couldn't answer.

When I first designed the protagonist of my pen, I saw that many people in society did not adhere to their original intentions for some subjective or objective reasons, but chose to go with the flow, and some even changed their own behavior.

Therefore, she hopes that there will be another person, such a person, although he has suffered all the injustice and torture, but in the end, he can still uphold his original intention and not his own good conduct.

Driven by this idea, her characters were born.

To complete her original vision, she arranged layers of tribulations for the protagonist, and after each ordeal, the protagonist was able to survive strongly and stick to the persistence in his heart.

But in the end, Xiang Ling still arranged a bad ending for the protagonist, because in her heart, in fact, such a person does not exist and is not allowed.

When the text is told, even the most tragic fate can be accepted, because it is illusory after all, just a conjecture in people's minds.

However, the situation is different now, Xiang Ling knows that Chen Yi is his protagonist, and seeing that a person he cares about so much has to go through so much, Xiang Ling can't bear it.

Therefore, Xiang Ling was really speechless when Chen Yi asked, and in her heart, she had a deep sense of guilt for Chen Yi.

It's just, what can she do now?

Since she couldn't answer, Xiang Ling decided not to answer, she turned around, and without waiting for Chen Yi to call again, she covered the door and walked back to the living room.

Chen Yi quietly watched Xiang Ling avoid his own questions, and even avoid himself as a person, his heart was like overturning a cruet, and there were all kinds of tastes.

Stunned for a while, Chen Yi let out a deep breath, lowered his head, and continued to read the book in his hand.

It's just that when he was reading a book, his tightly locked eyebrows never let go.

Xiang Ling, who returned to the living room, threw himself heavily on the sofa, and then began to be stunned.

In her mind, the novel she wrote resurfaced, all the passages about Chen Yi in it.

The more she thought about it, the more she felt that she was ruthless, and Xiang Ling couldn't sit still anymore, she paced around the living room, trying to dispatch the depression in her heart.

It's just that, by accident, she saw the microphone on the table again.

"Master Zhou, are you there?" Xiang Ling sat down at the table and began to call Master Zhou into the microphone.

"What's the matter?" The voice from the other side was extremely impatient.

"Chenyi, I know the truth." Xiang Ling hesitated for a moment.

"Okay, I got it." On the other side, it was a nonchalant reply.

Stunned, Xiang Ling recounted it, for fear that Master Zhou would not hear it clearly.

"I said it, I got it." On Master Zhou's side, a trace of impatience began to be mixed in his tone again.

Xiang Ling stopped talking, she originally wanted to tell Master Zhou about the matter, listen to his opinion, whether she could find a way to appease Chen Yi, but now seeing Master Zhou's tone, she could only give up.

Gaze, looking into the room, there, still silent.

Xiang Ling knew that Chen Yi must be immersed in his own life experience again, his indescribable life experience.

"The last time we were talking in the living room, Chen Yi eavesdropped behind the door."

On the other side of the microphone, Leng Bu let the voice come again.

Xiang Ling was stunned, it seemed that Master Zhou had known for a long time, but ----

"If you know he's eavesdropping, why don't you stop it?"

"This kind of thing, he will know sooner or later, and, I suddenly had an epiphany that day, maybe, Chen Yi knows that his life experience is better, he is originally generated by your brain waves, and his life experience is also the product of your brain waves, now that he knows these stories, he may be able to enhance his own brain waves, so that he can delay the time when he disappears."

"Really?" Hearing Master Zhou's reply, Xiang Ling was a little pleased.

"I don't know if it has any effect, you have been observing him for the past few days to see if the frequency of his body disappearing has decreased." Master Zhou's side was a solemn order.

"Okay, don't worry, I will." The depression in Xiang Ling's original heart was instantly swept away by Master Zhou's words, and was replaced by incomparable heartiness and joy.

She stood up and walked to Chenyi's room, gently pushed the door in, and saw Chenyi looking up at herself.

This time, Xiang Ling didn't have a guilty look, she just greeted Chen Yi happily, "Look, you keep watching, you take a look!" Then he closed the door.

Chen Yi looked at Xiang Ling inexplicably, watching her change her face become faster than turning a book, smiled bitterly, and continued to bury her head in reading her book.

Sitting on the sofa again, this time, Xiang Ling no longer had a sad face, she nestled on the sofa alone, and a smile slowly appeared on the corner of her mouth.

As long as Chen Yi can be fine, then the tragedies he created are nothing! Xiang Ling comforted himself in his heart, and his mood couldn't help but feel much better.

Slightly tired, Xiang Ling planned to squint on the sofa for a while, and then poured his whole body onto the sofa.

"Meow~>▽<" A cat meow startled Xiang Ling.

Her hand, inadvertently touching a furry thing, subconsciously, her whole being, bounced up from the sofa.

Turning around, Xiang Ling found that there was an extra person on the sofa out of thin air.

No, it's an extra cat.

"Xue Xue, why are you back?"

Xue Xue touched the somewhat messy white hair on her body that had just been sat by Xiang Ling with her paws, and rolled her eyes to look at her, "Why are you here?" ”

Xiang Ling knew Xue Xue's personality, so he had to answer its question honestly first, "I'm here to take care of Chen Yi." ”

"Take care of Chenyi?" Xue Xue jumped off the sofa, ran to Chen Yi's room, glanced at it, and then paced back leisurely.

"Take care of Chenyi? Do you know that Chen Yi met Yang Mo in the middle of the night, and Yang Mo also gave him a book and told him all the truth? ”