Chapter 267: It's hard to calm down

Everything is over, why are you panicking, I always feel that there are still a lot of things that have not been solved, and Bai Jikao's words are even more echoing in my ears. Yan Zi himself didn't know why he couldn't let go of his words so much, maybe he felt ashamed in his heart, so it was difficult to calm down.

But no matter what, it is impossible for them to be together, Bai Jikao already has Shi Yansheng, and she has already chosen Sheng Linsheng, so they can't be together.

It's just that I don't know why, when I mention the three words Sheng Linsheng, I am embarrassed, but this man I once fell in love with has brought me countless pains. Two people who love each other hurt each other again and again, just like two hedgehogs, no matter how unwilling they are, no matter how careful they are, they always involuntarily stab each other all over the body.

Fang'er, the silent thing is like this, and the same is true of the eldest princess Minghe's matter, I really don't know when it will be the head. Is it destined to be so tired to love someone, how is it different to be together like this and to fight.

Suddenly, Yan Zi thought of the picture at that time, she once asked Sheng Linsheng how to give him a name, Sheng Linsheng didn't answer, and deliberately opened the topic, is he unwilling to be with himself? Everything is as if he said nothing, that is, he regarded himself as a sister, could it be that Sheng Linsheng's kindness to her was only to treat himself as a sister, all the care and love came from an elder brother's love for his sister, did he think too much?

Really? Yan Zi began to be confused, how good it would be if Mr. Duanmu was still there, he was a half-immortal, and he should be able to figure out who his true favorite person was, so that he didn't have to go through so many detours, but it was a pity that the heavenly secret could not be revealed, maybe it was like this, so he took Mr. Duanmu away early.

Yan Zi's mind was very messy, and his mood was difficult to calm down for a long time, and all kinds of fool-like fantasies came to mind.

Finally, she still couldn't sleep, she went to the gate of the palace to see Bai Jikao again, and this time she chose to watch secretly, just behind a pillar not far away, Yan Zi secretly looked at this Bai Jikao.

Since he expressed his intentions, Yan Zi saw that he always felt that he owed something, so even his direct gaze became cowardly, and now it has directly turned into a peek. After looking at it like this for a long time, it is inevitable that it will not be discovered by Bai Jikao, after all, he can still feel a strange gaze on his body for a long time. He could read this gaze, with a hint of self-blame, guilt and confusion.

The Yan Zi he saw was like a simple big crab all along, but on the surface it made people look like they were dancing with teeth and claws, but inside they were very simple, and she began to be confused. Maybe it's because of her own words that make her confused, in fact, there is no need to do this at all, it's all in the past, and everyone has their own destiny, so there is no need to worry about the past.

Bai Jikao smiled lightly and turned to look at Yan Zi, Yan Zi was very weak, and hurriedly hid inside, wanting to avoid Bai Jikao's eyes. Who knew that he was so excited that he hit the pillar, and he could only bite his lip flap in pain and try not to make a sound.

But I didn't expect Bai Jikao to find out, handed over the handkerchief, and asked with concern, "Does it hurt?" ”

Yan Zi was a little surprised, such an embarrassing scene actually happened, and he was a little embarrassed, he lowered his head and didn't dare to take Bai Jikao's handkerchief. Bai Jikao couldn't help but sneer, she was still so simple and cute, who could have found that Her Majesty, who was cold and arrogant and noble on weekdays, still had such a side.

They couldn't find out, after all, Her Majesty's cold appearance had already made many people stop, so Bai Jikao always felt that he was lucky in this regard. At least he saw Yan Zi's difference.

It can be regarded as no regrets, Bai Jikao lowered his head and sighed lightly, and after giving the handkerchief to Yan Zi, he did not linger but returned to the palace gate and stood obediently.

And all this was seen by Sheng Linsheng at the gate of the palace, he had long known Bai Jikao's thoughts, and he had always wanted to stop it at that time, but he didn't want to organize it today, and he didn't know why, so he didn't go up to disturb him, but turned around and walked away.

The opera garden is a good place, and this lively place is more suitable for relieving boredom when you are alone. The play is lively on and off the stage, because Fengyin is famous, attracting a large number of listeners to stay here, and when chatting, they will discuss the opera and guess the development of the story below.

"Anyway, there are three thousand beauties in the harem, and it is inevitable that there will be some bumps. Think about it, even if it is a family of five, there will be disobedient children and disobedient mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, not to mention the harem. There are 3,000 beauties in the harem, and there is only one emperor in the emperor, so they have to use some means to compete for favor. Guess what? ”

A storyteller spoke on the stage, and the audience listened to it with relish, and many people who preferred the royal right and wrong could only use this story to talk about their opinions here because they didn't dare to talk nonsense outside.

"I know, I'm cheating!" A spectator said.

The storyteller applauded, "This judge, you are really smart! That's right, the harem struggle is to deceive me, so do you know how to deceive me? You can't even think of this. The struggle in the harem is far more terrible than the struggle in your family, and it is much more imaginable if you have two wives in your family, or if your mother-in-law and daughter-in-law are not in harmony. There are two ladies in the family, and they often cook soup and stew for you from time to time in order to please you, and all kinds of sweet words to please you? At most, I told you that the other lady was not. But the harem is much more terrible than this, their laughter is more terrible than crying, their kindness to you often has another meaning, how many emperors throughout the ages have not been able to have children? That's all the women in the harem who did it, which of your ladies would do that? They wish they could do it for two in three years, right? ”

Mr. Storyteller's words resonated with many people, and everyone applauded and said that it made sense.

"Haha, it seems that you are all people with stories." Mr. Storyteller couldn't help but tease.

The spectators who were applauding just now, you look at me, I see you laughing.

Then he began to tell the next story, but this story also entered the ears of Sheng Linsheng. I didn't promise Yan Zi before because of this, there are countless beautiful men in her harem, wouldn't it be too statusless if she became one of them. How could he be a general of a country and become one with those people, so he rejected Yan Zi's intentions for this reason.

But in this way, I feel that my heart is not happy, and I feel that the relationship with Yan Zi is far away, especially when I see her chatting with Bai Ji today, I feel like a passerby, and I am lonely and have no one to talk to, so I can only come to the opera garden to find excitement. But the noise of the garden is even more empty.

At this time, I suddenly remembered that I was alone, and I was as lonely as myself in a restaurant outside the city.

I just happened to have nothing to do to take a look, only the two of them are connected by the same fate, and I can feel a little lively with her.

It's still that restaurant, but the restaurant has closed its doors, and he doesn't say that he has made a layout here as his home, and he often goes outside to make clothes for the tailor's shop, and when he is done, he will sell it, and the shop will give some hard money, which is the source. Although I earn a little less, I don't buy any valuables on weekdays, and this money is enough.

When she happily went home with the money, she found that Sheng Linsheng was squatting at the door of the restaurant, and before she had time to go up to say hello, Sheng Linsheng had already seen the broken silver in her hand, very little, but her face was extremely happy, and Sheng Linsheng didn't understand.

"A little bit of silver makes you happy like that? I haven't seen a lot of silver when I was in the General's Mansion before, and I haven't seen you so happy, isn't this an ordinary thing? ”

Bu Yu was a little surprised to see Sheng Linsheng, but when he talked about the silver in his hand, he was naturally happy, "That's not it." No matter how much silver there is in the General's Mansion, it will only make people gossip if they use too much, these silver are good, they are all earned by themselves, and they are happy to use it. ”

As he spoke, he proudly took it out and showed off to Sheng Linsheng, "Look, I made all this by sewing clothes myself." ”

The shiny broken silver shone brightly, and there was joy in it, but Sheng Lin Shengcai didn't care about these things, he cared more about these hands, each finger was bandaged, and it seemed that he had made himself scarred.

"Why are you so careless and make yourself like this? Didn't I give you a restaurant before, how good it is to run the restaurant well, why did it close? Sheng Linsheng looked at the ten fingers with concern, and his eyes revealed pity.

And this kind of feeling has been silently looking forward to it for a long time, and I used to work hard for it, but now it can be obtained without much effort, and it is so easy to get someone's attention.

Bu Yu didn't want to let his emotions go out of control, and when he saw the scene of tears, he quickly withdrew his hand and turned around, "It's nothing, the restaurant is too big for me to manage alone." Besides, the people walking on this road have everything, and I am afraid. Therefore, it is better to close the restaurant or find a hard but happy job. At first, I didn't know how to do needlework, but the proprietress was a wonderful person who taught me how to cut clothes, so I could barely make ends meet. ”

"How are you doing here?" asked, and couldn't help but look up at this restaurant, two stories high, the best in the neighborhood, but such a tall restaurant is only one person to live, won't she feel lonely and lonely? On a night alone, she has been afraid, she has cried, and she has remembered anyone. Sheng Linsheng didn't know why there were so many problems, probably because of the connection with the same fate, he thought of himself when he saw him silently, so he cared too much.

"It's okay, it's not good, it's not bad." I don't know how to say it, how can the bitterness here be explained in a few words, not to mention that Sheng Linsheng rarely comes once, she doesn't want to say something unhappy to him, so she can only turn all the grievances into these words, and say it lightly.

How can it be good, how good will a person's house be. What's more, she is a daughter's family, if there is a headache and brain fever who doesn't even have someone to take care of, how can it be good.

Sheng Linsheng knew that she was lying, but she couldn't comfort herself, so she could only pretend to be deceived, nodded, and said a few words casually.

"That's good, that's good."

Silent and reluctantly smiled, "It's cold outside, come and sit inside, I'll fry a few dishes for you." ”

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