I couldn't figure out what was wrong with him tonight, just as I couldn't figure out why he came here - it wasn't like I was here to blame him for delaying his treatment of Wanwan, and it wasn't like I was here to care for the injured Benshousuke.

His expression was also inscrutable to me, as if he had been soaked in the cold rain, both cold and sad.

There was another unbearable silence, his eyelids fluttered a few times, as if trembling, and the corners of his lips pursed a bleak smile: "What kind of feelings do I have for you, ...... Is it really clear? ”

I laughed dryly: "What's not clear about this," I struggled to sit up, grinning my teeth for a while, leaning on the soft pillow and analyzing them with him one by one, "When I was in Nanguo Mansion, I didn't know if I was so unfortunate to be tracked down by Cheng Yu and Chen Lanzhou because I met you, or because I was always looking for you to meet you who came to save me, but no matter what, you are my savior, and you spent a lot of effort to let me keep this little life, So you don't want your hard work to go to waste, because you have some love for me. ”

I was afraid that he wouldn't understand what I meant, so I made an analogy and continued: "How can I talk about this feeling, it's like a dying rabbit you picked up, and you finally rescued her, because you don't want her to be caught by others again, turned into a spicy rabbit head, and torn rabbit meat." But that's all your affection for this rabbit, do you think of liking her, marrying her, and being with her for the rest of your life? Definitely not, it's ridiculous. ”

There seemed to be a light in his eyes flickering and flickering, and I didn't know what he was thinking, but I heard him speak in a deeper tone, muttering a few words that I couldn't understand: "I understand what kind of feelings you had for me when we first met." ”

I tried to recall the first time he said, and I could only think of the ink-colored robe standing on the west side of the stairs on the painting boat of Lanyue Lake, a pair of peach blossom eyes with clouds and smoke dissipating, and Tian Yu's fan bones were broken into thousands of pieces under the corners of his heavy clothes.

I don't have that kind of feelings for him. It is throbbing, fear, cowardice, and water.

None of them are about rabbits.

"Qin Buxian, why can't I like her, marry her, and be with her for the rest of my life?" He asked me suddenly.

"Huh?"

He continued to ask me, "Why can't I like you, marry you, and be with you for the rest of my life?" What's so ridiculous about this? ”

I felt like a flower had exploded in my head, and there was a white glow in front of me, and I struggled to grasp some thoughts, and then said tremblingly: "Don't change your name without permission." How can you be with me? Since I saw your love for that Wan Wan through the cracks in the wall, I knew that you two were a couple, the kind that the vicissitudes of life could not separate you. In your heart, I am a little animal that you saved casually, different from her......"

I was afraid that he would say something that shocked me again, so I made another analogy to him: "Let's put it this way, just as you are different from me and Miss Wanwan, I am also different from you and Little Master Lanzhou." For you, I have both respect and some fear, and for the little boy Lan Zhou, I can completely let down my guard and get along with him. You should be wary of me and very cautious, but it's different in front of Wan Wan, you ...... to her."

Before I finished speaking, I suddenly felt that it was dark in front of me, and the light of the candle flame retreated behind this tall figure, and the wide and hard palm suddenly appeared from behind all the way up, tightly clamping the back of my neck, blocking my subconscious retreat, I couldn't help but panic, and in an instant I felt that he was going to do something to me, and my little life seemed to be in danger, so I exclaimed, and called out "Lan Zhou" without words!

A sneer came to my ears, and then my lips sank, and the soft and cold touch stained my lips wantonly, and the owner of the action seemed to be retaliating, and as if he was not satisfied with this, he moved deeper, so that his teeth bit my trembling lips several times.

I was horrified, wondering why it had come to this point. He raised his hand in a panic and wanted to push away the person in front of him, but as soon as his hand reached out, his wrist was clenched by him and he couldn't move anymore.

I wanted to speak, to ask what he thought of me, to ask why he was doing the way he did tonight, but the sound that overflowed was swallowed up by him, and at last there was only a hard whimper.

The heavy smell of rain disrupted my breathing, and his long hair had fallen out at some point, and a few strands fell on my face, making my cheeks cold and itchy. In the confusion of my consciousness, he had leaned over me to the bed, and suppressed all my resistance. The other hand released my wrist and reached into my mid-coat, kneading it lightly or heavily, leaving my lips from my lips to nibbling or biting, from my jaw to my neck.

In such an unbearable situation, he was able to maintain a trace of conscience, supporting the back of my neck with his palm, separating the wound at the back of my head from the bed and not touching my wound.

"Wei Period, are you crazy?" I was finally able to speak, and I wanted to cry aggrievedly, but my whole body was suppressed by him, and I couldn't move.

He didn't answer me, and his rude movements didn't stop for a moment, and his lips were still clinging to the skin of my neck, leaving thin, dense bite marks.

It's not like we haven't kissed.

Lanyue Lake in Nanguo Mansion, it was pouring rain at night, and the tea room was hiding a murderous intention, he suddenly appeared, jumped off the top floor of the painting boat with me, and fell into the depths of the lake together. The suffocating sensation of extinction soon filled his lungs, and I could not see or hear it, and his arm gradually weakened, and finally fell from his forehead and neck.

At that time I remembered that his lips were so cold and trembling as they were today, and that they even pressed their lips against mine and pried open my teeth as they do today. But at that time he was angry with me, saving me from the deep lake, and not dragging me into the abyss with anger or revenge, as he did today, so that I could not escape.

What happened to him today, why the two of us have developed to such a point, and what all this is, I can't figure it out at all.

"His Royal Highness King Chong'an, you can't do this to me." I heard myself laugh miserably, looked sideways at the dancing candle flame, and suddenly felt that my current situation was very desolate, so slaughtered and powerless to resist, but I didn't give up, since the body is not enough to resist, then use reason to persuade him, so I said, "You have such a status, such a look, what kind of girl can't be found, why do you have to twist my reluctant melon." ”

When he heard this, he slowly stopped, stretched up his arms and looked at me for a while, the candle flame illuminated his cheeks and ears, and I heard him say angrily, "If I don't want to find another girl, what if I have to be you?" ”

"No kidding. Your Highness, what feelings do you have for me, marrying me will only make Miss Wanwan sad. ”

He laughed again, as if laughing at himself, as if laughing at me, and the palm that stopped in the middle of his coat made another movement, causing me to snort.

"That's how I feel for you."

My brain twitched, and I coughed dryly twice: "I'm afraid I can't afford this relationship of Your Highness, but ...... There are a lot of girls in the Qinglou who can solve the needs of His Highness. ”

His brows furrowed into Sichuan characters, his pupils looked at me darkly, he lowered his head and bit my earlobe, and when I exhaled in pain, he leaned close to my ear and said to me: "What rabbits, what small animals are wrong, I just like you, I want to marry you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life." I say this, do you understand? ”

If these words thundered, I looked at him with wide eyes: "Nonsense," a wave of anger surged into my heart, I stared at his eyes, and firmly refused, "I have already agreed with Lan Zhou, and when I finish dealing with Jinguo's bunch of things, the two of us will leave together and find a quiet place to live together, and he and I will be together for the rest of our lives." You broke into my private house in the middle of the night to make people angry, and now you are so rude to me and talking these nonsense, do you really think that my good temper can make you bully and deceive at will? ”

He lowered his eyelids and chuckled, his indifferent and detached expression frustrated me, as if he didn't care about what he had just said, "I don't know how Shousuke-sama thinks that I can leave here with him unharmed." You couldn't leave when you were in Nanguo Mansion, and you couldn't leave when you first arrived in Jinguo, and you have already missed the best time to leave. ”

"What do you mean by that?"

Wei Qi smiled again, his fingers caressing my face, "Since we are already in the quagmire, no one can escape, since the time after death is so illusory, and the things after death are so unrealistic, then before you and I die, why should I restrain my feelings and not let you know?" ”

I suddenly remembered what Chen Lanzhou said when I asked me how His Royal Highness King Chong'an was: "I'm afraid that there is no solution to my affairs with him in life, so I'll talk about it after I die." ”

If you are in a different room, if you die, you will be in the same hole. It is said that unbelief is like the sun.