Chapter 0903: Her Will

What does it mean for my mother to go to the yang world in her current condition?

It means that the body will disintegrate in an instant, and the soul will go to the world that belongs to the cultivator, this is the iron law of this world, no one can reverse it, the saint can't do it, the Tianzun can't do it, even my master's Fuxi Emperor will eventually go to the mysterious world that belongs to the cultivator, and he can't stay for a long time!

In other words, as soon as my mother leaves the underworld, she will completely abandon me and leave!

Because the Yellow Spring Water Prison has completely changed her physique, her body is soaked in the gloomy Yellow Spring Water, forming a very special life form, once she reaches the Yang world, the body will be in a state similar to the Yin and Yang backlash with the Yang environment, and the physical body will dissolve!

She decided to leave me.

I'm not surprised by this result, really, not surprised at all, or I can say that I have already guessed, although I am emotionally wooden, but at least I am not a fool, during this time my mother behaved strangely, and her eyes always reflected a kind of emotion that I could not guess, but I was worried in my heart, I already had a premonition about everything now, but I didn't want to, I didn't want to admit it!

I thought that after going through a lot, I was already a person who left a lot of vicissitudes in my eyes, and there was little in this world that could move me and cry bitterly, but in fact, everything was just what I thought, feelings are still my shortcomings, since I was born, it has been doomed, just like a dog can't change its, I can't really harden my heart, and at this moment, I was caught off guard, and people were already panicked.

"Stand up."

My mother looked at me, her expression was very calm, her white hair was messy in the wind, covering half of her cheeks, and her face seemed to be ethereal for a moment, as if she was moving away from me little by little, and chuckled and said the sentence again: "You have grown up." ”

Six words, very light and heavy.

Light, because it's easy to say, and it comes out directly when you touch the upper and lower mouths.

Heavy, because it is a milestone for people, and when they grow up, they should take on many things alone.

There wasn't much intense emotion between her expressions, but it was very powerful, and finally, I stood up, I don't know why there are such bewitching women in this world, just one look, can make people charge, not afraid of death, at least in front of her I can't sit on the ground like a coward.

Then I walked over to her, sat down side by side with her, and looked into the distance with my eyes as she did.

The main thing is that I am also curious about what is in the distance, and why can she be so fascinated by it, staring into the distance day after day.

"Great rivers and mountains, ......"

My mother suddenly sighed: "I like to see this vast and vast world, I am thinking, if I didn't receive the task of the inner door when I was young, and didn't leave the Liu family, I wouldn't have met your father, and then there would be no you, and I wouldn't have all this tied to my body, and in the end I was still free, I thought, I might ride this thousands of worlds, see more places, and conquer more strong people." It's a pity that there are not so many ifs in this world, and there is no way back for people, when people are concerned with too many feelings, the pattern is restricted, if you want to achieve the emperor's cause, it is a lonely road, in the white bones under your feet, there will be your enemies, and there will be your brothers, so that you can go to a high place, this is your way, and now, you have no other choice, you can only move forward with one mind, so, don't get entangled in feelings, it will be very painful, seal your heart, Walk alone. ”

My mother rarely talked about this, and I was stunned for a while, but gradually I also figured out the flavor of her words, and I couldn't help but ask her, "Is this why you left me?" ”

"Yes and no."

My mother said: "You have a heavenly bone on your body, you are a person with a destiny of heaven, I can't see this destiny, Zhou Shen operator and the Ji family of the inner door have not been able to calculate, we don't know what kind of mission you have, but it is undeniable that your weight is very heavy, the destiny is very heavy, it is not false to say that I am born to be useful, everyone comes to this world, and will have his own mission, your mission is afraid that it is very heavy and big, so there are so many people who can't see it." But, I think since you can gather so many strange people around you, such as Sanqing, Qinglong, Suzaku and other strong people in the ancient years are accompanied by you, it is not easy to think about it, you have grown up, it is completely unnecessary for me to stay by your side, although I can protect you for a while, but I can't protect you for a lifetime, and I have a hunch that if I stay by your side, it will hinder your growth, and over time, it will even become a burden to you, like you with a destiny, after coming to this world, You will involuntarily embark on your own destiny trajectory, whether you want to or not, whether others will stop you or not, it's useless, you have your own way, understand? ”

Saying this, my mother sighed softly, looked into the distance, and said: "After seeing you this time, I realized that in fact, I am still a mother who is inferior, because I am worried about you, so I am always afraid that you will not eat well, sleep well, be bullied by others, and I am anxious to leave the Huangquan Water Prison again and again to find you, but unfortunately I have ignored a very important point, everyone comes to this world, has his own destiny, you will have your own destiny, and the experience will not be less, What's the use of me mixing in? Actually, after really getting along with you, I gradually feel relieved that you have the means to make a living in this world, and I should do something I want to do. ”

I was silent, knowing that I couldn't stop her.

Or rather, I can block it, but I can't do that.

What should I say? Say, Mom, you exist for me, I'm still here, you can't go, you have to follow me and dedicate your life to me?

Selfish?!

So, I didn't open that mouth, and after a moment of silence, I asked her, "Next...... How are you going to do that? Just to visit the old people in the sun? ”

"No, visit the deceased, just say goodbye."

My mother shook her head and said lightly, "I'm more curious about the world after the cultivator's death, what kind of world is it?!" At that time, when I broke through to the realm of saints, I felt in my heart that the world after the death of the cultivator was real, and I felt that I should go to that world to take a look, I thought, your father, your grandfather, they may all be in that world, and the era that belongs to me has basically been buried in the world where the cultivator is. I always feel that there is a big game of chess between heaven and earth, and I want to understand this chess game, and if I can't be a gamer, I must also be a chess watcher, at least not a chess piece. ”

It turned out that she had such an idea!

But think about it, I am her last concern in this world, she is relieved that I can handle all these things by myself, of course I have to leave, as a martial artist, to her realm, I can only aspire to a higher world, pursue more profound things, this may be her ideal, maybe she just wants to go to my father, because her era has come to an end in this world, the world that cultivators will go to after death, there is her stage.

I thought about it, and although my heart was painful, I could only agree, hesitated, and asked my mother, "What about the prisoners who came out of the Yellow Spring Water Prison?" How are you going to do that? ”

"I told them that they would follow me to the yang world, and then go to another world together."

My mother looked at me and said, "These people come from all eras, all of them are heroes of all eras, and there is no doubt that they must be the most unruly group of people in their time, otherwise they would not have been able to run to break into the Yellow Spring Water Prison left by Emperor Xudu, I can't leave these people to you, they don't belong to this era, you can't control it now, staying in this world is a disaster, so, I can only take them out of here, do you understand what I mean?" The strength of these people after condensing is too strong, they are a knife that is extremely sharp, the knife is to be used to fight constantly, if it can't lead them to gallop on the battlefield, in the end, their knife will probably be aimed at you and me, to put it simply, the world where the cultivator is located is the most suitable place for them. There are no laws in that place, there are no mortals, all of them are cultivators, the Great Emperor, Tianzun, and the saints are rampant, and when a strong person comes out, he has monstrous means, and if they can't be seen in that place, they will naturally not be able to make too big waves!

I discussed this matter with them, and they all agreed that the endless years of iron prison life had destroyed these people, and they could no longer find the meaning of life, so they could only pursue the battle, the taste of the boiling blood, so that their resentment and anger could be calmed down a little, and they were well aware of these circumstances, so they did not refute my proposal. ”

If those people don't have anything to refute, then I can't say anything more, my mother has made up her mind, and I can't stop it, so I can only silently accompany her.

I know that this may be the last peace between our mother and son.

Later, my mother simply leaned against my chest.

All along, her image in my heart is great, is a hard woman, the backbone is harder than men, suddenly revealed such a side, I am really a little unaccustomed, at the beginning of the body was very stiff, it took a long time to finally get used to it, hugged her, only to find out that she is actually very thin, not as strong as I imagined.

"Poof."

My mother smiled all of a sudden, and sighed softly: "Time flies so fast, more than 20 years ago, you were only a little bit smaller, smaller than Dun'er, when I held it in my arms, I couldn't feel your weight, congenital yang is weak, your physique is too poor, I didn't expect to become a man who can rely on my mother in a blink of an eye." If...... I went to the world of cultivators to meet your father and told him that his son had become a martial artist again, and he was also given the name of 'Human Tu', which is the most ferocious horn in the history of the Ge family, what kind of expression do you think he would be? ”

Speaking of this, the smile on her face was almost uncontrollable: "I remember when I was a child, he always said that you were too weak, not like a man from the Ge family......"

I think she still loves my father, and although she herself says she doesn't love her, I can see what is revealed in her gestures.

The word love, where does it mean that you can let go of it?

Our mother and son snuggled up to the mountain, talking about the past, talking and laughing, and time passed quickly.

I didn't go back, I spent the most peaceful period with my mother here, and later, the prisoners and Zhang Bowen had already packed up and waited for us at the bottom of the mountain, and we finally came back to our senses.

"It's time."

My mother said this, turned her head to look at the people down the mountain, got up and touched my head, and said with a smile: "Don't be afraid of the future, don't be afraid of the past, the present is bitter, the future will be sweet, don't forget the original intention." Alright, let's ...... It's time to hit the road. ”

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