123. Memory
But after going down the mountain, I didn't know where to send her, so I found Cheng Yu and asked her to take care of Qin Buxian for the time being, waiting for her to wake up.
Cheng Yu looked at me worriedly, then at her, and sighed a few times before asking, "Brother Wei, you treat her like this, aren't you afraid that she will hate you in the future?" ”
"It's right to hate me so that she doesn't come to me again and she's safe." I said.
"But I don't think so," Cheng Yu bit his lower lip, as if he had thought of something, and his face showed some pain, "You think it's good for her, but it's not." You only know how to protect her life, but what about her heart? I thought that if you did these things to wantonly hurt her, it would be better to kill her than to be more decisive than to kill her. In the future, when she thinks of you, she will only be full of hatred, how much happiness and joy do you think she can get in this long life? ”
I was silent for a long time, thought about Cheng Yu's words seriously, and then cut my fingertips and raised my hand to touch her eyebrows.
Cheng Yu hurriedly stopped me: "What are you going to do?" ”
"Take out her hateful thread and let her live happily." I said to myself.
Cheng Yu was shocked for a moment, looked at me with round eyes, and scolded: "Are you crazy? When you were cultivating the hatred technique, the masters taught you that you must return the hatred silk after you take it out, otherwise she won't even have the ability to hate someone, have you forgotten? ”
I pressed Cheng Yu's hand to stop him, and said calmly: "I haven't forgotten, that's why I want to take out her hatred." You're right, even if she can survive in the future, she will only be extremely miserable when she thinks of me, life is long, the road is still very long, and the resentful life is really depressing, rather than this, it is better to take out her hatred and tell her to let go as soon as possible. ”
"Brother Wei, it's not in line with the rules of the old family to do this......"
"I am the master of the old gate, and I have the final say on the rules of the old gate."
Cheng Yu's eyes turned red, grabbed my fingers, and said dyingly: "Putting aside the rules, there will be hidden dangers in the future if you do this, if you meet again, how do you ask her to face you?" Seeing that you obviously feel sad, feel wronged, and feel like you want to kill you, but in the end you still compromise, let the thousands of complex emotions in your heart entangle, depressed and melancholy, but still can't be willing to hate you and deal with you, do you think she will be happy? ”
I saw a desperate self reflected in her eyes, and I heard myself say bitterly: "I will never see Qin Buxian again in this life." These are not going to happen. ”
"Brother Wei, you ...... again Wait......"
I broke her fingers and cried for the first time in front of such a sick little girl: "I can't wait for Ah Yu, today's unitary time, Wei Lang is coming." He is so smart, if he sees some clues from Qin Buxian, then Xianxian will fall into a place of no return, and there is no possibility of escape. ”
After a long period of silence, Cheng Yu let go of his hand and let my blood-stained fingertips fall on Qin Buxian's eyebrows.
"Anyway, it's between the two of you, what the hell do I care?" At that time, Cheng Yu smiled bitterly.
After the soul penetrated into Qin Buxian's body, I found that her hatred was neither too much nor heavy, and the few of these were the ones that began to grow like crazy last night and today, in fact, I always knew that she was a girl with a good personality and didn't hold grudges much, otherwise seven days ago, when she saw me at the bottom of the mountain, she wouldn't have squeezed into the crowd and let Xiaolan save me.
I carefully separated her hate, but in an hour, it was all in order. The soul and blood led the hatred silk out, and it should have been a smooth journey, but my soul was attracted by a certain place in her body, which made it difficult for me to walk, and I was afraid that it would tear my soul apart, so I had to turn my soul around, follow the attraction in that direction, and slowly walk over.
There is a certain memory of Qin Buxian, the memory is the boundless snow and the crimson maple leaves, there are innocent girls wrapped in thick cotton clothes hiding in the distance and waiting for the rabbits to be caught, and the two pigtails on the left and right on her head have been tossed to the sky and the ground when she just dug the pit.
The snow fell, and the whole maple mountain was covered in snow. She was lying on her stomach and her arms were numb, and she stood up with her arms, and before she could stand firmly, her thick cotton clothes let her plant back, and rolled around the ground a few times, and when she crawled out of the snow, she showed a pair of bright eyes and a white and red face, ignoring the bohemian pigtails, and she could already see her picturesque appearance in the future.
Looking back at the pit dug for the rabbit not far away, the girl hugged her arms and frowned and said, "It's probably the rabbit in this piece that has a long memory, try it in another place tomorrow." ”
As she spoke, she got up again and prepared to go down the mountain, and the two pigtails danced freely and happily with her steps.
It was a delightful sight to behold—if there wasn't a dark shadow behind her, if it hadn't been planted in a puddle of snow.
My soul shuddered.
If I'm not mistaken, the black shadow that rolled into the snow pit is not just the king of Xiaben.
The little girl in front of her also shuddered when she heard the sound, and the next second her eyes turned slyly, and she turned her head with her eyebrows fluttering, and really saw that the disguise she had just disguised was gone, revealing a huge black pit in the endless snow.
Her figure rolling in the snow, like a rice ball, rolled in a cauldron full of foam, and not far away, she ran with a squeaky sound after the snow was compressed.
The girl lay down on the outside of the snow pit and looked inside, and when she saw that it was not a rabbit, but a man with several arrows in his body and blood on his face, her disappointed expression hung on her face at great speed, and she sighed in despair, and wondered: "Ah, it's not a rabbit. ”
The king, who was still in the pit, also sighed, and was puzzled: This young lady, you are just catching a rabbit, why are you digging such a big pit......
"Hey, are you okay?" She asked.
At that time, I was at the place of near death, my whole body was in pain, my throat was full of blood, and I couldn't say a complete sentence for a long time, but through the blood stains on my eyelashes, I looked at the blurred face in front of me, and silently replied in my heart: This king is not very good, I was hit by an arrow, and my face was full of blood, this young lady, you should see it.
The two sides were silent for a while, each disappointed for a while.
Listening to her voice, she should not be more than ten years old, she is afraid that she will not be able to save me, I think I am going to die. Until Qing Lingling's voice sounded again: "Forget it, although you are not as good as a rabbit, but if you fall into my pit, you will be considered my person, and I will not ignore you." ”
When I was young, there was a time when I hated rabbits so much, because a little girl, lying on the edge of the pit, said to me, "You are not as good as a rabbit."
"You look heavier than me, let me think about how to get you up......" She thought for a while and didn't come up with a good solution, so she saved up a snowball and threw it down my neck, innocently, "Hey, are you still alive?" Would you like to try to climb up on your own? ”
I coughed up a mouthful of blood and looked up, trying to see through my blood-misty eyes what this mentally retarded girl really looked like.
"I don't think I can pick you up if I jump down, and I might just crush you to death, so come on! Come up on your own, boy! ”
I coughed up another mouthful of blood, but when I thought about it, I felt as if she had some point. So he gasped deeply a few times, pulled out the arrow from his body with great difficulty, and after calming down in the snow pit for a quarter of an hour, he raised his hand to grab the edge of the pit and tried to climb out, without looking at the blood gushing out of his body.
Seeing this, she quickly held my hand, and a warm current came from her small palm, which made my heart, which was almost frozen by the snow, get a short warmth.
The last two of them had exhausted a lot of effort, and I finally crawled out of the pit. The girl rubbed her fingers, and almost without hesitation, she took off her cotton clothes and draped them on me, "It may be a little small, you wear it first, don't freeze to death." She said.
Seeing that I was slumped on the ground and had no strength to get up, he untied the two straps that bound my hair, and trapped my waist with the heavy cotton clothes, and then gritted his teeth and pulled the headband to lift my waist with all his strength, and quickly turned around, and let me lie on her back with the force.
"You're so heavy!"
"Why do you weigh as much as a pig?"
"I regret it, I should have kept waiting for the rabbit to come, the pig is not what I wanted."
"Even if you make me a cow and a horse in this life, I'm afraid you won't be able to exchange my kindness for saving your pig's life today."
"Huhu...... No, you're too heavy, let's not go down the mountain, just go back to the pit and die together. ”
She was desperate all the way, and her mouth was not idle for a moment, but her footsteps did not stop, and the hand that tightened the strap did not let go for a moment, and even tightened the strap so that my weight fell on her thin back.
"Hey, you can say something, even if you snort......" The girl's voice gradually grew frightened.
I was afraid that she would be worried, so I mustered up my strength and snorted as she asked.
Her panic dissipated instantly, and she sneered: "This hum really looks like a pig." ”
The king could not utter a word.
For the first time in my life, when I felt the waning days, I was compared to a pig by a little girl.
But she was truly my lifesaver.
If it weren't for her walking down the mountain step by step with me on her back, if she hadn't taken me to the city's hospital for medical treatment, and left a lot of money for Lang Zhong to beg him to save me, I would probably really die in the maple leaf forest behind the Southern Palace.
She doesn't come to the hospital much, even though I want to see her every day.
"Dare to ask the girl's name?" I finally found a chance for her to ask.
"But with a little effort, this son doesn't have to worry about it." Her crepe appearance does not seem to be inappropriate, let alone a sense of disobedience.
I wanted to see her face clearly, but the blood scabs in my eyes had not been cleared at that time, and I could only vaguely see her general description, knowing that she was a thin little girl with a nice voice.