Xia Bihan was anxiously looking for a loan, and at the same time found a psychiatrist for herself.

In the past few days, she often has insomnia, sleeping less than three hours a day, and often opens her eyes full of clarity, not at all like a person who has just woken up. She was unconscious of sleep.

After taking sleeping pills twice, it had no effect.

But obviously I didn't think about anything, my brain was blank, why was this happening?

The psychiatrist made Xia Bihan feel that he was just repeating his life history to her, and there was nothing special, but when he finally summed it up, Xia Bihan felt that what he said was quite right.

When Xia Bihan was in high school and college, her mother's heart disease had slowly begun to worsen, and she had to continue to work to take care of her mother and her own life. During that busy but fulfilling life, she exercised her independent personality, began to be calm and cold about everything, and learned how to deal with herself and how to deal with emergencies in difficult work, including how to endure the injustices around her. And this kind of personality causes her to feel very cold on the outside, and she doesn't seem to be able to get along well, so she doesn't have many friends. Xia Xiaoxue got close to her, and she had to endure this feeling of being a little cold, and the long-term contact made Xia Bihan accept Xia Xiaoxue as her best friend in her heart, and believed her without doubt, and finally Xia Bihan was subconsciously unable to accept the blow of Xia Xiaoxue's demolition, but Xia Bihan, who was cold on the outside and hot on the inside, couldn't vent this angry feeling, and directly suffocated it in her heart, which finally made her brain run most of the time all day, which is one of the reasons for insomnia.

In addition to this, her husband's betrayal made Xia Bihan unable to accept it anymore. Because he has been slowly returning to the family, Xia Bihan's hope for Bai Yueming in her heart is getting stronger and stronger, and she even feels that Bai Yueming will slowly learn to love people and family as time and age increase, and this is the hope that she has faintly placed in her heart since she decided to give Bai Yueming a chance and decided to use all her strength to love Bai Yueming. It is this hope that makes her insist that she can tolerate a little flaw in her life and ignore it. But these two emotional lines, a friendship and a love, are mixed together in a place she can't see, and the flame of hope in her heart has been completely extinguished.

The psychiatrist advises not to stop and think about the past, find something to insist on, divert your attention, wait for this difficult period of the relationship, and try to think about how to deal with the relationship.

Xia Bihan thought about it, her Phalaenopsis coffee shop seemed to be able to divert her attention, but now money stumped her. Maybe the difficulty of finding money is also the reason for her insomnia.

Leaving the psychiatrist's clinic, recalling the doctor's words, she smiled wryly and shook her head, in fact, what is to blame Bai Yueming, she actually did not do particularly well in this marriage. If you hadn't indulged him so much when you were with him at first, the outcome might have been different.

Bai Yueming once said that sometimes he felt that she didn't care about people more and more, which made him feel neglected. Xia Bihan was really wronged. Xia Bihan is just cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and sometimes she is not good at expressing herself, but it is such a person who is sensitive and delicate in her inner activities, and she is very prone to sentimentality. And Bai Yueming, the pride of the sky, is very arrogant all day long, and he doesn't know how to get into his lover's heart, and he doesn't think about communicating with Xia Bihan well and exchanging feelings about marriage and love, but when he is a little disappointed in family and love, he has to cheat to find some freshness, and he will return to the family when he feels bored.

Xia Bihan is not the kind of person who will chase people to communicate and understand, so the result of the rejection of the two is that the two of them are going further and further on the road of marriage. Of course, in addition to the reasons of the two people themselves, there are also external forces, and many complex reasons are that marriage and love are gone.

The responsibility for divorce is not only on Bai Yueming, but also on himself.

While thinking, while walking out of the psychological clinic, there are many loan companies on the street, and there are not many high-interest loans that can be disbursed within two or three days, but fortunately, this business district is relatively developed, and there are many financial loan companies around.

When she met Li Ruiyang, Xia Bihan was stunned. It's not that I didn't think about asking Li Ruiyang to open my mouth before, but then I thought that the two of them were already very embarrassed before, and it seemed a little unclear what was involved, so I had to give up. After coming out of the psychiatrist, she transferred to the loan company next to her, and it happened that there was a high-end clothing shopping mall next to her, Li Ruiyang was at the entrance of the commercial mall, holding a cigarette in her hand, looking around impatiently, and then she saw Xia Bihan.

Xia Bihan in front of him has changed his image, Li Ruiyang has seen too many images of Xia Bihan, a doll when he was a child, a college girl, a strong woman in the workplace, a gentle housewife in the family..... the wearer has changed her dress, but the long black straight hair is without exception, and the clothes in different periods will always be conservative even if the style changes, be a little more smooth and natural. The woman in front of her with chestnut-colored permed short hair and a long red dress was unfamiliar to Li Ruiyang.

This hairstyle is the darling of the fashion industry at present, and Xia Bihan is trending, which seems to be even more fascinating. Li Ruiyang looked at Xia Bihan, who was a little stunned in front of him, and walked straight over: "Why are you here?" ”

Li Ruiyang is still wearing beige slacks and a simple plaid shirt, which looks casual and free, and the luxury goods do set off his simplicity and extraordinary temperament. Li Ruiyang, who has handsome facial features, has a standard figure, if he is not a doctor, he can definitely be a model, and at this time, this guy has a lazy and casual look, and he does not have the seriousness and decisiveness of a doctor doing surgery, which is absolutely eye-catching, and the return rate is naturally 100%, and naturally Xia Bihan also saw Li Ruiyang from the crowd shuttling around him at once.

When Li Ruiyang came to ask her, Xia Bihan was a little flustered, not knowing how to answer and deal with the person in front of her, since that night, she refused to recall, she wanted to erase that memory, and it was better not to meet Li Ruiyang again in the future. I don't know why she just thinks that a person like Li Ruiyang, no matter how capable and excellent he is, the family growth environment is there, and the essence of the gentleman will not change. After a living example like Bai Yueming, she thought about it for a long time, let herself learn to be well-behaved, smarter, and realistic, from now on, she will definitely have to polish her eyes and then date someone.

was up and down in his heart, but he didn't dare to show it, and looked at Li Ruiyang with a strong and calm look: "Come out and go shopping, are you waiting for someone?" ”

"Well, I'm waiting for someone."

Xia Bihan suddenly didn't know what to say to him.

"Eh..... I still have something to do here, I'll go first, you wait slowly."

Li Ruiyang was very angry at this time, he hadn't seen him for a few days, and he already thought that she was about to go crazy, but the woman in front of him not only didn't give him a little bit of news in the past few days, but she was still hiding from herself when she met him by chance?

Could it be that the intimacy didn't affect her at all?

"Where you go, I won't wait, I'll go with you."

"No need, I'm fine, I'll be home in a while."

"It's almost time to eat, I'll treat you to dinner."

Li Ruiyang finally met Xia Bihan by chance, how could he give up so easily, naturally he stopped Xia Bihan from letting her go. God knows how he survived these days.

After struggling for so many days, Zhao Aiguo laughed all the time, and he never thought about finding any opportunity to meet Xia Bihan. If it weren't for Qin Boya's sudden return to China and pestering him for the past few days, he would have gone back to that small apartment with a clumsy excuse!

He can't bear it if he hasn't got it in the past, but when you have always wanted to get it, it's not so easy to tolerate.

In the past, he just struggled back and forth to comfort himself, and endured it, but he hadn't eaten it at that time......

At this time, Xia Bihan really didn't want to face Li Ruiyang, and was thinking about how to postpone it, when a crisp girl's voice suddenly came from beside her: "Ruiyang, this is your friend?" Tell me about it, right? ”

Xia Bihan raised her eyes, and a beautiful woman in front of her was looking at Xia Bihan curiously.

Xia Bihan had no choice but to pretend to be relaxed, and looked at the beauty in front of her with a smile: "Eh, hello, my name is Xia Bihan"

Li Ruiyang's attention was directly on Xia Bihan, wondering what this woman was doing with her ignoring her, what was she doing everywhere on the commercial street? If you're not mistaken, it seems that she came out of the famous psychiatrist's clinic before, right?