Chapter 844: He'll Blame Me More or Less
Seeing that Hongli still had the same idea, Li Zijing said again: "I'll give you an analogy, it's like a person, in order to feed his children, he kills others and robs other people's money to support his children, then you say, is it that person's fault?" Or is it the kid's fault? The kid didn't let his father do it, it was his father who wanted to do it, and if the blame was to be blamed on the child, how innocent the child was. In the same way, your father's mistake cannot be attributed to you, because you didn't let your father do it at all, and you didn't know about it beforehand. ”
Hongli was said by Li Zijing, as if she was empowered, and she no longer blamed Bai Qing's fiancée's death on her, but said: "My father has always loved me, my father has done a lot of wrong things, I can't atone for my sins one by one, I can redeem for my father, that is, stay by his side, no matter how he treats me, I won't hate him." ”
Li Zijing said: "Originally, I thought it was really you who asked your father to do that, so I thought that the possibility of you being with him was very small, but now it was not you who asked your father to do it, the possibility of you being together is still very large, you don't atone for your sins, your father's life Your father will be responsible for himself, your father is already responsible for his own life by drinking poisonous wine, you don't have to be responsible for it at all, you should be responsible for your own life, you see what you have become of your own life, You better talk to Bai Qing, one day, he will want to open it. I'm not afraid to tell you that you were in a coma with a high fever yesterday, and he was very worried, and it was clear that he also liked you, but he now has a knot in his heart. ”
Although Hongli felt that what Li Zijing said was particularly reasonable, she couldn't keep her spirits up at all, and she was very negative.
I saw Hongli shaking his head sadly and said, "He didn't believe what I said at all, he was determined that I asked my father to do this...... And even if he believes, what if he can really be with me? No, it won't. His fiancée died because of my father's marriage, and my father is for me, so he will blame me more or less......"
Speaking of this, Hongli was even more sad: "You said he likes me? Perhaps, but he definitely doesn't like it more than his fiancée...... It's been so many years, his fiancée has been dead for so many years, and he still has his fiancée in his heart, and he has never forgotten it. ”
Even last year, when he was drunk and unconscious, he slept with her, and called her by his fiancée's name.
This, Hongli naturally won't tell Li Zijing.
Hongli just said again: "Why did his fiancée refuse to marry someone else and chose to commit suicide in a sedan chair, isn't it because she has him in her heart, she wants to marry him, so she will be like that...... His fiancée is really infatuated with him, and he is also very affectionate with his fiancée, before, I may have been jealous of his fiancée, but since his fiancée died, I am no longer jealous...... It's just because I know that no matter how much I like him, he has the place of his fiancée in his heart, and it will never be erased. ”
Hearing this, Li Zijing sighed again. Indeed, the death of Bai Qing's fiancée carved a knife in Bai Qing's heart, even if Bai Qing fell in love with someone else in the future, he would not forget this fiancée.
Hongli continued: "Since the death of his fiancée, I have never thought of being with him, I can stay by his side, I am already satisfied. It's been ten years, I've been with him for ten years, and in these ten years, no matter what he has done to me, I really have never hated him a bit. ”