Chapter 195: Why are you here
"You... Why are you here?"
The words leaned against the wall, his eyes were straight on Xu Jiayi, his eyes contained tenderness and firmness, Xu Jiayi was a little panicked by him, "What's wrong?" She also thought that words would not come to her again. I didn't expect him to come over...... What is he here to do?
Just when she thought that the crumbling figure of Yan was about to fall, Yan suddenly stood up straight, held her shoulders, and said in an extremely firm tone that made Xu Jiayi incredibly sure, "I have been thinking about it for several days, and I feel that it is better to try to accept you than to miss you." "In the past few days, he has become decadent, often going to bars to borrow alcohol to kill his sorrows, and his friends say that he is not a human being, a ghost, and a person.
But only he knows what the reason is, when he thinks of Xu Jiayi's words, his heart is like a lump of cotton, and it is difficult to breathe. He thought that they just needed time to slowly grind in, but he didn't expect that he would have to consider this factor now.
In the past, he always thought that men could not accept a woman without the first time, and he still appeared in the Yan family, and the family could not let him find a woman who was physically and mentally unclean to come back. At first, he just felt that Xu Jiayi was just obsessed with that man, but as long as time passed, she would empathize and consider him.
But now, she told herself that she was not there for the first time, and it really hit him hard.
However, until yesterday, one of his friends told him that if he loves the other person, he should tolerate the other person, and not let himself give up because of a certain flaw or shortcoming. Rather than miss out, try to accept and face it.
He really didn't make sense, he has lived for more than 20 years, and it's not easy to fall in love with a girl. Although it is not the first time that Xu Jiayi has spoken, she will at least say it, and if she is other women who want to climb the dragon and the phoenix, her private life is chaotic, I am afraid she will not mention it.
As soon as I compared, I felt that no matter what, I couldn't miss Xu Jiayi.
Regardless of whether it was the first time for her...... For him, the issue is not so important anymore.
His sudden words made Xu Jiayi a little dazed, as if she couldn't believe it, after all, few men would accept a woman who was not clean. Moreover, she thinks that she and Yanyu have not yet reached the point where they are familiar with each other, she just knows that they have common hobbies, Yan's hometown is in Y City, and his family background is very wealthy.
That's all......
Therefore, she doesn't feel that words will really accept and tolerate all of her.
"You're not kidding. We've known each other for a short time, so I don't think I can entrust you to it for life. "She really didn't feel worthy of him. What's more, she didn't simply lose the first time, the key is that she still has Song Liancheng in her heart. She also didn't know when she would forget about him, so she couldn't give words a good guarantee.
Desperate to show his heart, "What I said is true!" I'm twenty-six, you're the first woman to fall in love with me, maybe I can't accept what you said now, but I think that over time, maybe after a long time, you will like me, and I can accept your shortcomings. So, please don't push me away, okay? "It's okay to try...... He really wanted to be with Xu Jiayi. may have been interested at first, but the more he got along, the more he felt that this woman was extraordinary, which gave him the urge to explore.
He knew that he was trapped, so he hoped that Xu Jiayi would accept him as well.
Xu Jiayi still looked confused, although she knew what the words were talking about, but she just couldn't react, and she didn't know how to answer him.
His mouth can deceive people, but his eyes are so serious that she can't suspect that he is deceiving. However, her psychological condition is that she can't get out of her previous relationship, but she really can't bear to say cruel words to words, but how can she make him die? She really can't start a new relationship now.
"I'm sorry...... I can't give you an answer right now. In fact, I have long wanted to make it clear that I am not worthy of you now, not only because of my body, but also because my heart is not in you. I'm very dedicated to relationships, but as you can see, the first relationship hurt me deeply, so it's really hard for me to believe in a relationship again. Although I don't get married all my life, at the moment, I really can't start over. I can't be sorry for you, and I can't be sorry for my heart. ”
She said it very seriously, and it was the truest thought in her heart all along.
She always wanted to say it, but every time she faced a gentle gaze, she couldn't say it. Afraid of breaking his heart, after all, he assured himself many times that Xu Jiayi was soft-hearted, so he couldn't speak. But today, if she doesn't make it clear, she will only be more sorry for him. He's a good guy, so she can't hang on to him, and it's time for him to find a girl who suits him.
Words don't intend to give up easily, "Give me a chance." I will chase you seriously once, and wait for you to accept my sincerity. Don't persuade me to find another woman, I think you are you, and you also said that you can't never get married for the rest of your life, so it's still possible for me. "He's always been a confident person, and he's still very confident in his abilities.
Xu Jiayi has nothing to say, after all, if she really makes up her mind, then it is useless for her to persuade her. So, she gave up and continued to communicate with him, "Okay, then you can chase if you want, I won't persuade you, you can go back first." "If you don't hit the south wall and don't look back, then let him hit it a few more times. She really doesn't like him now, so there is no such thing as a long-term relationship.
The words didn't mean to leave, "Then I'm going to start chasing you now." Let me in, I didn't take a shower, and now I'm dizzy, and I'm going out now, I'm going to faint on the road. He smiled at Xu Jiayi, with a ridiculous glint in his eyes, and took advantage of her panic to get in.
By the time Xu Jiayi reacted, he had already entered the bathroom, "Hey! What are you doing? I didn't promise you to come in. "It's just that I promised him that I could chase myself, but I didn't expect him to break into the house now. I had the urge to beat him up in an instant, why didn't I find him so cheeky before?
The words entered the bathroom and closed the door directly, the willful Xu Jiayi shouted and broke his throat, and he didn't mean to come out, "Let me take a shower first, by the way, I'm still a little hungry, you can cook, or order takeout, I'll pay for it." He didn't care about Xu Jiayi's wailing outside the door, and he wouldn't shout when she was tired of shouting.
Xu Jiayi only now understands that what is gentle and elegant and suave is an illusion!