Chapter 130: Touching the Heart
After the others left, Yan Zi and Bai Ji came out of the examination, and followed the village chief back to his house at night to live temporarily. The home is very simple but also neat and comfortable, as soon as you enter the door, the village chief's wife is kind and warm voice, "Old man, you are back." Then he hurried over, although he was already old and his legs were not good, but he could still hear a strong love from the footsteps.
When she came out and saw that there were still guests, the old woman looked a little embarrassed, and quickly lowered her head half-bowed to hide her shame and changed the topic, "Yo, there are guests at home, please come in." Xiaoya, hurry up and serve a bowl of water to my brothers and sisters. ”
The old woman and the village chief welcomed Yan Zi and Bai Ji into the house. The two entered the house and took a look, and there seemed to be only two old couples in the house, and a little granddaughter about five years old.
The little granddaughter's pink face and fat little hands ran over happily with two bowls of water, looking very cute. Anyway, Bai Jikao likes it tightly, so he couldn't help but go up and take the bowl and pinch her little face.
"Haha, your name is Xiaoya, right, Xiao's appearance is very cute, and she will definitely be a beauty in the future."
"Haha, the child is still young and hasn't opened up yet, so the son is boasting about people."
Bai Jikao's words of praise, the village elders and his wife who listened to it liked and were shy, and Bai Jikao looked affirmative, as if he had already foreseen the future.
Yan Zi watched it with contempt for a while, thinking to himself why this guy is so, he can talk about anything he sees, and he can really talk about it.
Feeling a scorching gaze looking towards him, Bai Jikao subconsciously turned his head to look at it, it was Yan Zi. She didn't seem to like she was happy to say that, but it didn't seem to have anything to do with her, and it was just a greeting and looking at herself with such serious eyes, as if she had made a mistake.
But after thinking about it carefully, it seems to have thought of a very serious thing, that is, does Yan Zi like children? It's a question worth exploring, and it seems that she's never seen her hug or praise anyone's child. I vaguely remember that when we first met, a girl in the slum was forced to become a tool for bad people, and she almost killed Yan Zi.
That was the first and only contact he had seen between Yan Zi and the child, and he saw that her expression was stiff, and her face did not indicate that she was either happy or happy, and that the child was sent to the hospital to take care of it by himself. It seems that she really doesn't like children very much, how is this good, it stands to reason that women's families are especially fond of children, this is a manifestation of motherhood, but this Yan Zi is not at all It's really terrible.
A woman without motherhood is like a person without a heart, such a person is too terrible, it must touch the softest part of her heart to inspire her love, and she can't be a ruthless, unrighteous and expressionless walking corpse.
Bai Jikao thought a lot in his heart, and felt that he was going to do something very great. Yan Zi kept staring at Bai Ji, and he didn't know what this guy was thinking, so much so that he had walked in front of him and didn't notice it, so he had no choice but to wake up with his hand.
"White, cousin! It's still early in the morning, why are you sleepy, aren't you going to sit and sleep? Yan Zi looked displeased, and there was some questioning in his tone.
Bai Jikao reflected at this time, and smiled apologetically.
After that, it was ten o'clock for dinner, and the family was very polite to bring some of the best things in the house, and although they had repeatedly told them to make some casually, the old woman still tried her best to take out the best and share it with the guests. Although it's just some coarse tea and light rice, it tastes extraordinarily fragrant, probably made with heart, and probably shared together, so it's different from the taste of the palace.
Yan Zi took a few bites and felt that the taste was excellent, so he couldn't help but eat it.
In the subsequent chat, they learned that the son and daughter-in-law of the village chief went to other places to make a living because of the poverty of the family, and they could only get together during the New Year's holidays. The child is very well-behaved, but occasionally you can see her longing, but unfortunately everything is not in a way.
Speaking of this, the old woman's heart was full of shame, and all kinds of tastes came over the river and the sea, and she couldn't hold back her tears.
The village chief also felt the same way, but today he didn't show it in front of the guests, so he quickly wiped the woman's tears and signaled not to lose rudeness in front of the guests. Only then did the woman realize that she had lost her temper, and quickly retracted her emotions and beckoned them to dinner.
Bai Jikao also has all kinds of feelings in his heart, the child is so young, his father and mother are not around, and whoever sees it feels distressed, not to mention that he likes children so much and feels distressed, but I don't know what Yan Zi feels in his heart. Bai Jikao secretly glanced at Yan Zi with the dishes and chopsticks, she was still so quiet, not happy or slow, no one knew what was going on in her heart.
Hey, Bai Jikao looked a little disappointed, lowered his eyes and began to eat.
After dinner, Bai Ji Koo took Yan Zi out for a stroll, and the scenery in the countryside was pleasant, and the fragrance of ripe melons and fruits wafted everywhere, this fragrance was simple and sincere, and he liked it more than any valuable rouge gouache. This feeling of liking is like being in a fairyland on earth, there are no worries, no disputes, only a plain taste, Bai Jikao likes this taste very much. I can't help but open my arms and close my eyes and take a deep breath.
"Ah, what a wonderful place. Feel how calm and beautiful it is here, I haven't been to such a quiet place for a long time, it seems to live such a life. Living here even time slows down, and the brain can simply relax a lot, what do you say? ”
Bai Jikao asked Yan Zi rhetorically, Yan Zi was stunned for a moment, then nodded and did not speak.
Bai Jikao wondered, why did he feel so much and wanted to depict a fairyland on earth with so many words, and then this woman could be so cold, so lightly, a nod was enough, wouldn't it have become nonsense just now.
Bai Jikao was not happy, and asked rhetorically, "Why do you always look at the world so coldly, like a woman who has seen through the red dust." Do you know that you are only twenty-three years old, not thirty-two years old, and you need to see through the red dust like this? Don't you yearn for this kind of life at all? ”
He doesn't believe that a woman can be so ruthless that she has no desires, even if she does a lot of things that men can't do, but she is always a woman in her bones, and there should be some emotions that a woman should have in private, maybe he hasn't dug it out yet. Today's visit to the people was originally designed to find such an answer, and now it is more convenient for only two people to ask, so Bai Jikao does not want to miss the opportunity. Therefore, we must find a way to find out the true thoughts of Yan Zi's heart and understand this person thoroughly.
"What happened to that kid just now? What a good little girl, why are you so stingy, there is no compliment, look at you are so bold on weekdays, why are you so stingy with a child, please be generous, okay? ”
Yan Zifang looked at Bai Jikao, his eyes were full of doubts and disgust, yes is disgust. This kind of disgust with contempt made Bai Jikao's heart cool and tremble a little, he didn't expect that because of a child, this woman would actually look at him with such eyes, and she didn't commit any monstrous disasters like this. What's wrong with the child, how cute, as a woman, there will always be such a day, she hates the child so much, shouldn't she pass it on? So how can a great country continue?
This idea is very problematic, Bai Jikao feels more and more that Yan Zi has some ideas that are very wrong and paranoid, in fact, she is also a stubborn woman, not as open-minded as she seems, and can handle everything leniently.
…… Quiet, the scene is quiet, except for the sound of breathing, there is no longer a trace of the existence of living creatures, as if in a no-man's land, but there is a person standing next to him. And this person's eyes are deep, his expression is cold, and he can't guess what he is thinking, so he feels terrifying, and even Bai Jikao, who is like a river, has already drummed in his heart at this time.
Guess if her words were too sharp and touched her sadness and then she kept sullen, or if her own words annoyed Yan Zi and thought about what to do with herself.
But no matter what, the scene that was so quiet that it looked like a cold war made Bai Jikao dislike it very much, and his heart was numb. He can accept Yan Zi's anger and scolding himself and never accept such silence, what a terrible phenomenon this is, messing up all his thoughts, and he doesn't know how to end it.
Standing awkwardly beside Yan Zi for a while, the autumn breeze blew slightly, blowing so messy that people didn't dare to tease it, just stood dumbfounded, not speaking but persistently wanting to hear Yan Zi's answer.
After a long time, Yan Zi spoke, his eyes looked into the distance in confusion, his mouth seemed to be unable to keep up with his thoughts, although he had been vigilant in his mind and asked himself not to say it, but his mouth involuntarily opened and said the most terrible secret hidden in the deepest part of his heart.
"I was only ten years old at the time, and my father stayed with me to play with my brother, but I didn't expect to receive a holy decree to send troops to fight halfway. My father couldn't go home, so he took me and my brother to the barracks. At that time, I relied on my brother so much, I felt that with him I had everything. Although my brother is a half-brother, he treats me very well, and always thinks about me when there is something delicious, so he has accompanied me for ten years. Until the year I was ten years old, he actually tricked me into going to the enemy army. The enemy took the opportunity to seize me and gave me a bright and cold dagger, and gave me two choices, either kill the captured uncle or cut off the ...... by himself" Speaking of this, Yan Zi choked up, the scene of the past is vivid, although it has been thirteen years, it has always been a knot, and now I still break out in a cold sweat when I think about it.
Bai Jikao could even clearly see that when he talked about these, there were a few things shining between the jet-black soft hair, which made people feel distressed and sympathetic.
"And then?"
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