The crowd dispersed, there was no more trouble, the knife was thrown to the ground, the shotgun was hidden, everyone hurriedly carried me onto the tricycle and carried me to the unknown journey, I didn't know, I was dead, I was alive, there was a helplessness in life called resignation.

I took a highly toxic pesticide, half a bottle, an absolute excess, the hospital in the town could not cure it at all, just did some simple treatment, and sent me to the county hospital in an ambulance non-stop, the rescue doctor said that I couldn't survive at all if I took a large dose, and delayed for so long, and said, I survived, unless there is a miracle, even if I can survive, all organs of the body are damaged to varying degrees, and my health is worrying! But in the end, I still survived, doctor, said, I am blessed with a great life, no matter what, maybe my life should not be extinguished, I still survived, of course, this is a later story.

When I was sent to the county hospital, the doctor rescued me for a whole afternoon and half a night, the doctor, all said that I was not saved, the dose of poison I took was too large, and the time delay was too long, which was fatal, it was the master and the mother who kept begging the doctor, my father and my mother kept kowtowing to the doctor, until the rescue was in the middle of the night, my vital signs were stable, the doctor reluctantly said, I picked up a small life, as for the future body, no one dared to say.

I was pushed to the ward for a day and a night has been in a coma, the doctor said that I, not only weak, but also look addicted, maybe the doctor does not know what happened to me, just like I was born with a woman, meet one, yellow one, injured one, every time it is full of wind and rain in the city, boiling, in the end there is still no good ending, fortunately there was no consciousness at the time, if there is, I really don't want to wake up, tired, tired panic.

In the end, I still woke up, and it was a night, this may be a damn sleep, I will wake up after all, I opened my eyes with difficulty, looked at the surrounding white-to-seeping walls, looked out the window, it was pitch black, there were a few empty beds around, there was no one, where is this, seeing such a scene, I thought I was dead, because at that time my body felt fluttering, and the perception of body organs and various tissues did not recover at all, but only in an instant, The pain of torture and anxiety is constantly surging, my body is like a burning fire, the pain that is worse than death is simply indescribable, and my throat has been burned by poison and I can't scream at all, I feel the beads of sweat on my forehead continue to flow, I have a broken skin bag can do nothing, I can only keep grasping the quilt covering my body, it doesn't matter if I grasp it, a person suddenly got up in front of the bed, she should be lying on my hospital bed asleep.

"Erdan, Erdan, you're awake" She grabbed my hand, and she burst into tears as she spoke, and I could hear her distress in her voice.

Although I was in wanton pain, my consciousness was not so clear, but I could still recognize her at a glance, she was Zhu Yingying, at this moment, her face was still pale, without a trace of ruddy, her clothes were disheveled, her hair was fluffy and messy, and she was still the Zhu Yingying with delicate and delicate facial features, and her extraordinary posture, she was haggard, her eyes were full of tears, which made people feel pity, I just wanted to hold her face, I heard her scream, it was her voice, I felt that I was completely alive.

"Uncle, aunt, second egg, wake up" No amount of tears can hide her happy face.

Outside the ward, my father and my mother ran in like crazy, his two old people saw me wake up, and couldn't say a word, just grabbed the corner of the clothes as if at a loss to cry, I looked at the two old memories like a tide, recalled everything that happened before, my whole family was beaten, my father who was over half a hundred years old was forced to kneel, but they were insulted like dogs, and all this is because of this woman standing in front of me, I hate her, she really deserves to die.

"You go quickly, I'm upset when I see you," I gathered all my strength into my throat and cursed:

"Zhu Yingying, I'm scolding you, you hurry up for me, I don't want to see you"

Zhu Yingying, her tears themselves didn't dry, and it was the pear blossoms that brought rain to me who scolded and cried, and she cried even harder, and she was even more sad.

"Erdan, mother, don't allow you to be like this, Miss Yingying has been here for a day and a night and a night, the rice is not exhausted, and she hasn't even drunk saliva, she is looking forward to you waking up, you just woke up, how can you say such heartless words?"

Not only did I not appreciate it at all, but I glared at her viciously, "Your Zhu family annoys me to die slowly, right?" ”。

"Erbastard, what kind of bastard are you talking about", my mother raised her slap and landed in the air, I knew that my mother wanted to slap me but couldn't do it.

Zhu Yingying saw the clue, she felt aggrieved and threw herself into my mother's arms while crying and said: "Auntie, don't blame Erdan for this, my father is too domineering, and it is normal for Erdan to be a little angry, as long as Erdan can get better, I can do anything."

"Erdan, my mother doesn't allow you to say such ugly things to Miss Yingying in the future, my mother doesn't agree, you don't know, Miss Yingying insists on waiting for you to wake up here, and her father is so angry that she wants to cut off the father-daughter relationship with her, what does she want?"

I was speechless, and when I couldn't speak, I couldn't get angry, so I had to bury my head to the side with my back to my mother and Zhu Yingying.

"The doctor explained during the day that as long as Erdan woke up, he would feed him some liquid food, saying that he would change his stomach and intestines, so that he could be better and faster" My father finally spoke, his father's love is like a mountain, and what he is most worried about is my body, after all, I am still very young, how can I do the ruined body.

When Zhu Yingying heard this, she took out a thermos bucket similar to the current one from under the bed, and she hurriedly ran to the hospital cafeteria to heat it up for me, and my mother also chased after her.

When she came back, she had a bowl of hot millet soup in her hand, Huang Yingying's color can really arouse people's appetite, and I am the same, if you want to say that this millet soup is a good thing, or the whole month after giving birth to a child is rice soup!

During this time, I was raised by my father, half lying down and half sitting on the head of the bed, she bent down and took out a spoon from the bedside table and sat down carefully in front of my bed, holding the soup bowl with one hand, and scooping out the rice soup with the other hand and sending it to her lips.

What is this, she doesn't need to please me so much, the more she does this, the more angry I become, so angry that I twist my head to the other side, and if I still have the strength in my hands, I will knock over the bowl in her hand.

Seeing this, my mother wanted to take the bowl in her hand, but she didn't, insisted that she feed me herself, and said, "I want to feed him myself, and I can only rest assured if I see him eat it with my own eyes."

You and I are a three-year-old child, the more she is like this, the more I don't eat, and bury my head lower, she sees that I still don't eat, and she can't stand up to me, she is so anxious that she cries again, not to mention how sad the cry is, I don't know if I think she sold herself to me.

I couldn't bear to listen to her endless crying, and I really wanted to turn around and coax her, but I couldn't get down the stairs...... Come to think of it, in all fairness, what's wrong with Zhu Yingying, I'm now, including everything I've done before, and all the hurtful things I say are just because people like me, except for her Zhu Yingying, where else can I find out my capital, as for his father's side, doing those bad things, I scolded Zhu Yingying just now, and my anger is almost gone.

"Erdan, you are not a hard-hearted person, how can you cry like this, you are a boy and you have to be like a boy"

"Mother, I" I turned around in a panic, Zhu Yingying just fed a spoonful of rice soup to my mouth, but also with the aroma of her mouth, my whole body was numb, I didn't know how to refuse, a spoonful, a spoonful, a mouthful, a mouthful, until, I drank the bowl of rice soup, Zhu Yingying finally turned crying into laughter, unfolded a smile, she seemed to have completed an extremely important event as happy, she smiled, my father and my mother also laughed.

For several days, Zhu Yingying has been staying in the ward to accompany me, occasionally, tired, sleepy, she will lie on my hospital bed to sleep for a while, I only need to move a little, there is something different, she knows, she is anxious, she and I have taken the same highly toxic pesticides and are fortunate to pick up a life, her body has just recovered, but here to serve me tirelessly, the name is not right, we are nothing, never married a baby, never fell in love, and did not have 'the life of the parents, the words of the matchmaker', but she can take care of me so warmly.

Every meal, every meal, she fed me, I didn't obey a little, she cried loudly, and then I became used to it, no matter when, how anxious I was, as long as she cried, I immediately became obedient like a little sheep, yes, even if it was hard-hearted, it had already been melted by her, not to mention that I Shao Erdan was still an amorous species.

Those days in the hospital, she has been with me, she laughs, I laugh, she cries, I cry, I cry, unconsciously, I like this smart and virtuous, cry when she says, laugh when she laughs, but, love and hate beautiful girl.

Since these days with her in the hospital, I have come to the conclusion that whoever can refuse her tenderness will fall into the boundless hell.

It was this girl, who had a big cold in the world, and who was suffering with me here at the risk of her father severing her father-daughter relationship, and I could scold her for being persistent, but not for being stupid, and it was her subtle care for me that saved my life.

Because I was poisoned too deeply, I did several blood washes in the middle to prevent the recurrence of blood poisoning residues, which would definitely be life-threatening...... Therefore, I have been hospitalized for a long time, Zhu Yingying has been guarding me, in the middle of the time she also went home once, when she came back, dressed up in flowers, with the unique aura of the mountain girl, the temperament is fresh and smart, plus her beautiful and slender figure, Ana is colorful, just right, how to say it, you say she is slender, her delicate face and a little baby fat, you say she is fat, but there is no way to say, I admit that I like this contradiction, if, Isn't there an extraordinary and irreplaceable first love Wang Qingyu in front of her to cover her brilliance, I can't resist her temptation from the inside out.

She, Zhu Yingying, is back, not only restoring the coquettish posture that a girl should have, but also, she also brought a few books on accounting, perhaps it was the efforts at that time that paved the way for her to enter the town government later, she is a phoenix bird with a heart in the black wind, so she can fly over the mountains and fly to the other side of her success.

In those days, she not only had to take care of me, but whenever she had free time, she would study hard, and occasionally, I also teased her, what did the girls do so hard? Men don't like girls who work too hard, stupid.

Not only was she not annoyed when she heard this, but she put down the book and said thoughtfully: "I work so hard to make you feel unworthy of me one day in the future."

I listened to it for a while, ashamed of myself, I don't know what to say, what a good girl, smart, studious, motivated, love and hate, I'm a bastard, if I don't grasp it well, I will really regret it for life.

"Warbler"

"Hmm" she reopened the book and began to study seriously, I watched her stop talking, but she still said:

"Yingying, you, you're a good girl, it's my asshole"

"You know too late, and you'll have time to regret it later"

"Yingying, it's not that I don't like you, is there a story you would like to hear?"

"If you're bored, I don't mind if you talk about it" She didn't look up, indifferent.

"Once upon a time there was a girl named Wang Qingyu, she and I Shao Erdan are not childhood sweethearts, two little no guesses, we are just junior high school classmates, three years after junior high school, we fell in love, consensual, you and I are nong, she put all the things she has as a girl, including her body...... However, her parents disagreed, because she was a city girl and the door was not right, so they forcibly separated the two of us...... The reason why I don't dare to be with you now is not that you are not good enough, nor that you are not beautiful enough, but because I have been waiting for her, and I firmly believe that she will come back one day, and when she comes back, I don't want me to hold another woman in my hand."

"Wang Qingyu, what a beautiful name, she must be as beautiful as her name" I thought she wasn't listening, but she could easily say Qingyu's name.

"It's a touching story, it's always better to believe that it's always better than to believe, and a lover will eventually be married" She closed the book again, turned her face to the side and let out a sigh, and I saw through everything about her, she kept crying when I was in a coma in the hospital, and when I woke up, she kept laughing, laughing very happily, from the heart, but this time, her face was full of depression, and it was difficult to hide the loss, she said:

"I compare this hospital bed to a table, I desperately want to sit down, I want to sit with you, only to find that there is no place for me next to you, it's cruel......"

I scolded myself in my heart for not telling her this, destroying the beautiful thoughts in her mind for no reason, and ruining the most beautiful but wrong scenery in her heart.

I think she confessed everything, I will die in the future she will leave, but she has always taken care of me, she said until I can take care of me and be discharged from the hospital in good health, over time, I found that I fell in love with this girl who likes me without hesitation, this can love me at first sight, life and death, can when I suffer, when I take highly toxic pesticides but come back to life, she can stay in front of the hospital bed and have been carefully accompanying and taking care of me, regardless of a trace, this is my favorite Qingyu can not do it.

Several times, when she went to the hospital cafeteria to cook for me, my mother persuaded me more than once, Yingying, such a good girl, don't miss it, what kind of family are we? What kind of person are you, such a good girl can be willing to be with you for eight lifetimes of cultivation, you don't know how to cherish it, every time I hear it, my mother says this, I always smile and say, I understand, I have my own measure.

It was the morning of the first day before I was discharged, I discussed with my father and my mother to say that I would be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, but Yingying stood at the door and looked very lonely, she said, her family went back in advance, let me wait for her to come back tomorrow She gave me the discharge procedures, maybe it was the mind that was carried away by happiness, I didn't notice the slightest bit of abnormality, I think she will definitely come back, because her few books she loves are all here, I think there is something really going on at her house.

After Yingying left, I sat on the hospital bed and said to my mother with a smile, when Yingying came back, I told her that I wanted to be with her, I wanted to make up for this infatuated girl, make up for the harm I did to her, this time, I can't live up to this kind girl anymore.

However, the next day, I stayed in the ward and waited for Yingying to come back to go through the discharge procedures for me, from morning to noon, I suddenly woke up, Yingying will not come back, she said, she knows to take good care of me and know that I can be discharged from the hospital in good health, now, I have recovered, alive, it is time for her to leave, as she said, she has always wanted to sit next to me, but she found that there is no place for her next to me at all.

"Mother, I don't want to wait, Yingying will not come back" I panicked, called Mother, I wanted to escape, but found that I had nowhere to escape, I had to squat down and hug my head and cry, the biggest regret in life is this, when she likes you, you don't like her, when you like her, she left! Or maybe a girl who is infatuated with you keeps wanting to stay with you, but you push her away, and when you want to keep her one day, she leaves...... This time I drank a highly toxic pesticide and almost died, she felt that she brought me harm, so she stayed in the hospital until I recovered, but she left silently, she buried all the love and love at first sight in the bottom of her heart, not to bother me, no longer to bother me, just quietly as if quietly disappeared in my world, she gave me hope pavilion building, but a mirage, beautiful but illusory, yearning but diffuse.

My mother said, wait, Yingying will definitely come back, she is a child who speaks, I lost my soul, and said in my heart, Yingying will never come back, because I deeply hurt her, at first I misunderstood her so deeply, that day she was still guarding her father to make a look of I'd rather die than be with her, it turned out that I blocked the way we fell in love, Yingying She is a child who counts, but she lied to me, just this sentence of panic but deceived me for a lifetime, you hurt me, you made up for it, and, How can I repay you for the harm I have done?

Topic - to the warbler

Only one side, dare to promise a lifetime, just a few words, then, love to die and live, however, a parting, destined to bear you for a lifetime, even if, my heart is pious, a thousand turns, I can no longer call you by your side, with a turn, it is a hundred years of truth......