Chihiro sat in front of the vanity mirror, her face unchanged, "Scared? ”

"Young master?" Shangguan Yan knelt down in front of her. "It's the subordinates who are not protecting the master! Young master, you punish Yan'er, Yan'er is willing to bear anything. ”

Su Bai's hand held the jade grate and trembled slightly.

In the mirror, he was so emaciated that he felt scared. Hand, trembling and stroking his white hair, Chihiro smiled, tears welling up in her eyes, "It's so good, it's white-headed overnight." ”

"Young master. What's going on? Shangguan Yan burst into tears, "Young master, don't worry, Yan'er will definitely snatch the little master back." Xiuyuan's martial arts are not as good as Yan'er, Yan'er is sure! ”

"Yan'er, get up, it has nothing to do with you." Chihiro took a deep breath, "Shuen didn't take my child. I found it, I found it. Kid ......"

She choked up, suddenly not knowing what to say.

His expression was a little dazed, and his eyes were dazed and helpless.

Shangguan Yan was stunned. Should you not ask for anything, doesn't it mean that the child was taken away by Xiuyuan? If the child is found, why will he still kneel there and refuse to get up?

So yes, yes......

Her eyes widened suddenly.

The room is empty, only Chihiro is alone, if the child is found, how can Chihiro ignore the child? So now, is it the child who has an accident?

Otherwise, how could the young master ......

Red face and white hair?

"Young master? It's the little master...... "Shangguan Yan burst into tears," something happened? ”

"You say, where are they going to bury my child?" Chihiro turned to look at her. The moment he got up, the silver thread was shocking. The green silk was like ink, and the white hair is like snow at the moment, who can understand the pain of a white head overnight?

I took out my heart, chopped it to pieces, and then it hurt so much that my liver and intestines were broken.

The wind at the door, blowing slightly, ruffled her dazzling white hair. Let Shangguan Yan cry uncontrollably, "Young master...... I must kill Xiu Yuan! I will definitely avenge the young master's children! I'm going to kill Xiu Yuan......"

Chihiro lowered her eyebrows, tears welled up in her eyes, and she never fell, "Kill her, will my child come back?" Now I understand why he speaks of my woman's kindness everywhere. If you knew today, why bother in the first place? The cause of the past, the effect of today. I only hate myself for being soft-hearted and not being able to kill all of them. ”

Shangguan Yan hid her face and cried bitterly.

But at that moment, Chihiro felt that she couldn't shed tears, "I watched the child being snatched away, and it was taken from my arms." A moment ago I was holding his little hand, thinking about making him the happiest child in the world. I want to tell him what a wonderful man his father was, and how much his mother loved them. ”

"I'm going to dress him in clothes I made with my own hands, and I'm going to watch him watch the sun rise and set. Then listen to him call me a mother, call a father, surround his knees, and live the most ordinary and happiest life. In the spring, I accompanied him to fly a kite, and when the weather was warm, I told him how to go into the water, and when it was cold, our family of three gathered around the stove ......"

"Young master, don't say it, don't say it!" Shangguan Yan couldn't cry, "Young master, you cry!" It will feel better if you cry. Young Master ......"

Chihiro lowered her eyebrows, there was no ripple on her face, and a mist rose slightly under her eyes, but she refused to shed tears.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I can no longer find the green silk of the day.

Silky silk that no longer exists.

The jade grate slowly combed the waist-length hair, Chihiro smiled, but smiled so sadly, "You say, if Lou Zhi sees me like this, will he feel scared?" ”

"Even I was scared. People are not people, ghosts are not ghosts, what is this? Is it a punishment from heaven? I have never killed in this life, lest I be retributed. But in the end, what did I get? ”

"The self-righteous went out with the army, leaving Nanxin alone, and finally Nanxin died."

"When the begonia had an accident, so many hints were blinded by my lard, and I watched the green calyx kill the begonia." Silly Brother Winter.

"I know that Begonia is wronged, but I am reluctant to kill the green calyx, and give the green calyx a chance again and again, so Lou Zhi said that I am a woman."

"In this world, there are people who deserve to die, so why be merciful? I thought that if you change your heart with your heart, people will treat you like this. How do you know that benevolence, righteousness and morality are knives that hurt others and yourself. ”

"If mercy is only pain to me, what is the use? I gave everyone a chance, why did no one give me a chance? ”

Shangguan Yan got up, walked up, and suddenly hugged Qianxun, "Young master, cry out!" Have a good cry and you'll be fine. Young master, don't hold back, I look uncomfortable like this. Young Master ......"

Chihiro choked back tears, but the light in her eyes collapsed, "My child is still so young, how can she be willing to do it?" A child who is only a little bit of a child, who will not know anything, will become a threat to whom. ”

"He didn't have time to choose a name, he didn't have time to give his father a hug. It's gone......"

"Before the accident, I was still holding the child's hand, so soft and so small."

But what he brought back was a cold, stiff corpse, covered in mud and covered with green. At that moment, how I wanted to believe God once, take my life, and exchange my son's life! ”

"When I'm hopeless and helpless, no one can help me? Even God doesn't have eyes. Since the way of heaven is ruthless, from now on, I will never be merciful to those who should be killed, and those who should be killed will never stay for a moment longer. ”

Who said you have to cry when you're in pain?

Pour tears into the internal organs to make the heart stink and blacken.

When it hurts, I know how much it hurts.

When it hurts, I know how deep it is.

Shangguan Yan cried and hugged Qianhiro, "Young master, I will definitely take revenge!" ”

It is said that when people are desperate, they believe in God.

What about God's despair?

"I don't want to stay here." Chihiro let go of Shangguan Yan and looked back at herself in the mirror, her hair white as snow, "I want to go to a quiet place." ”

Shangguan Yan burst into tears and looked up at Chihiro, her face so calm that it was terrifying.

Ink hair turns into snow, who dyes frost?

White-headed overnight, resentful parting.

Wearing a black cloak, Chihiro covered herself tightly and got into the carriage at the door and drove away. didn't bring anyone, only Shangguan Yan went along.

I heard the sound of a car wheeling in my ears, and my mind was full of images of blood and children alternating between them.

Nanbei Zhenfu Si has too many memories, she feels that she is about to collapse, but she forcibly suppresses the pain and hatred in her body. She didn't know how to express the heart-piercing pain in her heart, the bone-crushing pain of being cut out of her heart.

She chose to take refuge.

When you have no way out, you might as well take a step back.

Without the sea and the sky, at least I can remember that I lived once.

If you think it through, you will be able to overcome that hurdle on your own.

I can't think clearly, so I'm trapped in my own whirlpool.

However, in life, there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome, only the past that cannot be returned.

Shangguan Yan didn't speak, and drove the carriage all the way. Chihiro sat in the car, and Xiaobai flew in through the window and landed on the square table, screaming "coo".

"Where is the young master?" Shangguan Yan asked.

Chihiro hesitated for a moment and stroked Xiaobai's crown feather, "Go to Liuxiangju, I don't want him to find me." ”

Shangguan Yan bowed, "Okay." ”

Love all those who cherish you, and then let the damned die, and the deserving can live better.

Standing in front of the door of Liuxiangju, I still remember the feeling of them walking in side by side that day. At that time, it was a family of three, and now it is ...... Stroking his lower abdomen, he flattened his lower abdomen and nothing remained.

Walking under the vine trellises where the flowers have fallen, although it is still green, it is ...... The flowers have passed, the old scene is no more, and we are still waiting for the spring of the coming year.

Carefully breaking off a vine pod, Chihiro handed it to Xiaobai's eyes, "Go, I don't want Lou Zhi to worry about me." ”

Xiaobai grabbed the pod knowingly and quickly flew into the sky.

"Young master, it's cold outside!" Shangguan Yan stepped forward with her baggage.

Chihiro bowed her head, and a chill gradually appeared on her seemingly emotionless face. The white hair flew up, and the silver threads were like snow, passing through the peach forest and walking towards the bamboo building.

"Yan'er, take care of your injuries." Chihiro hesitated for a moment, "I should take it back, I won't be soft again." ”

When the sound fell, she didn't stop any longer and walked into the room.

As everyone knows, the wind is surging in the court today, and above the golden palace, the emperor sits abruptly, looking at the building with cold eyes, which rarely wears a dark python robe. He liked the red color of blood, but now he was as dark as ink.

The moment he went to the hall, all the sounds in the hall stopped abruptly, and he was silent in an instant.

The phoenix's eyes were slightly raised, and the flying eyeliner coldly swept over the people present. The ink sleeves flew and snorted coldly. In an instant, the hundred officials bowed their heads, and no one dared to say anything.

"Weichen see the emperor!" Lou Zhi saluted slightly, and the eunuch on one side presented his chair according to custom.

"Aiqing should know what's going on." The Emperor opened his mouth meaningfully.

Lou Zhiyan's lips were shallowly hooked, and his eyes were not at all warm, "Is the emperor saying that Weichen transferred troops out of the city without authorization?" ”

The sound fell, and there were some whispers underneath.

"If you know, you should know what is great! Without my order, it is really ...... to transfer troops out of the city without permission."

"The emperor is saying that the ministers are plotting rebellion?" As soon as Lou Zhi said this, the entire Golden Palace was in an uproar. There was a cold snort in his nose, and everyone didn't dare to talk more.

The emperor was stunned, "Don't you ......?"

"Why don't you ask the emperor, whether the ministers are rebelling, and the ministers want to see if the adults also have such stupid thoughts?" Lou Zhi opened his mouth slowly, and his plain white slender fingertips gently brushed his sideburns, "Hmm......"

Inside the hall, it was so quiet that you could hear a needle dropping.

The emperor's gaze quickly swept over a hall of ministers.

I could only hear the sound of kneeling on the ground, accompanied by a deafening shout, "Emperor Shengming, please forgive the commander for his innocence." ”

In an instant, even the emperor was stunned on the spot.

Looking at the table full of excerpts of impeachment and unauthorized dispatch of troops, and then looking at the civil and military officials kneeling on the ground in the hall, the emperor didn't know why for a while.

Lou Zhi Shi Ran got up, "What else does the emperor command?" ”

The emperor was stunned, and suddenly brushed his sleeves away, "You come in with me!" ”

Hearing this, Lou Zhi's eyes were cold.

But I heard the eunuch shouting, "Retreat." ”

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