Section VIII
Every time Nofu came back from outside, Binjia would put the boiling hot water in a wooden basin and put it at Nofu's feet. When Noo puts his cold feet in the warm water, the warm feeling will warm his heart along his feet. At this point, Nofu would raise his eyes and look for Binjia. Binga was looking at himself with a pair of dark eyes. Nofu's heart moved, and he instantly felt a sense of family warmth and happiness enveloping him, making him warm all over his body. Since the death of my parents, I haven't experienced this kind of warmth for a long time. His heart shuddered as his gaze slowly moved from the hut to the window, and through the window he saw the wooden house where Kawao and Chino lived. At this time, he was clearly aware of his current situation, and his heart suddenly seemed to be dragged into the ice and snow outside the window, shrinking into a ball. Nofu stared out the window at the cold wind and snow, and sat in a daze. At some point, Bingjia had poured water for himself and dried his feet, and it was not until Bingjia spread the quilt on the warm kang that he came to his senses.
It was dark, and the mountain wind was howling in the distance. The fire in the hut flickered brightly and flickered. As Noo lay beside Binga, sniffing the smell of a woman who was both familiar and unfamiliar, he remembered his hometown of Hiroshima, and he couldn't sleep for a long time. Binga couldn't sleep either, and looked at himself with a pair of eyes open. Nofu's eyes flashed again with the white sheet hanging from the treetops the next morning of the wedding night. That time, Noo looked at the bright blood stains of the white sheets, and he remembered the cherry blossoms in bloom in Hiroshima. Yefu didn't understand why the Oroqen people hung this thing in front of everyone, but he understood one thing, Bingjia had already given him his whole body and mind. Aware of this, there was a huge indescribable thing that kept churning in my heart. For some reason, when he saw the white sheets, he wanted to cry to his father and mother, who had passed away in Hiroshima.
For so many days, although he could not communicate with Binjia in words, whenever night fell, he and Binjia lay on the warm kang, looking at each other by the fire that was bright and extinguished, and communicated for a long time and eternally. Every time he looked at Binjia's faint eyes, his own eyes followed Binjia's eyes and saw that sincere heart beating. At this time, he thought that he was a Japanese, and he was so loved by a Chinese girl, and he didn't feel a taste in his heart. His hands groped up and down his body, and he hated himself a little, hating himself for not being worthy of Bingjia. Thinking of this, he went to pinch his flesh until he trembled with pain, and only then did his heart calm down. More nights, he opened his eyes wide, listened to Binga's snoring, thought about Hiroshima, thought about Bingjia.
In a flash, time passed so fast, and at some point, Nofu noticed that Binga's lower abdomen was quietly bulging, and he didn't care at first. Until one day, he put one of his hands on Bingjia's lower abdomen, and felt that there was a lively thing moving in the abdominal cavity, and suddenly, his whole body trembled, and when he finally understood all this, he suddenly hugged Bingjia's body, and cried loudly, and muttered over and over again: "I have a child, and Yefu has a child." Bingjia also stretched out a pair of strong hands to hug Yefu tightly, and the two of them hugged each other for so long.
Chuan Xiong and Zhiye went hunting with the Ge Shu family during the day, and several people walked in the vast snowy fields, turning one mountain forest after another. More often than not, Kawao and Chino will follow behind, looking at the snow-capped mountains and snowy ridges with no end in sight. Since that time when they escaped from the hut on a snowy night, they ran wildly in the snow, and when they found that they had lost their way, they could no longer walk, and they felt that it was already very difficult to get out of the wild green ridge, that is, where to go out of the wild green ridge? It is not clear to them themselves. The family rescued them from the snow, and they truly felt safe in the Wild Green Ridge. They were temporarily cut off from the outside world, and their hearts were much calmer. They didn't have to kill people all day, and they weren't going to be killed, and they were a little glad they had escaped. More often than not, they feel lonely, and this loneliness makes them miss Hiroshima and their loved ones more and more. Kawa Xiong and Chino feel that this place is good, and it doesn't belong to them. People are here, but their hearts drift back to Hiroshima. Every time they go out to hunt, the two of them can't help but look at the mountain and the ridge, imagining how far this mountain and this ridge is, and every time they pay attention to the mountains they have walked. Imagine one day stepping out of the Wild Green Mountains. On several occasions, they sat down in the snow to rest, and Kawao gestured with his hand and asked Ge for the route to the outside of the mountain. Ge was stunned to understand the gesture and glanced at Nofu with his eyes again, but Nofu didn't dare to look at that gaze, nor did he dare to look at Kawa Yu and Chino, and lowered his head to look at the snow in front of him. Ge was stunned to retract his gaze, sighed, glanced at Kawao and Chino again, and quickly drew a long curve on the snow with a branch, and the two of them looked at the snow line on the ground and understood, knowing that the road out of the mountain was far and difficult to walk. When the two of them raised their heads and looked at the snow-capped mountains and snowy ridges in the distance, their eyes dimmed a lot. Chino's eyes flashed the face of the melancholy and pale girl again.
At night, Kawa Xiong and Chino sat in silence in the hut, looking out the window, and three or two cold stars in the distance were waking up one by one. Neither of them spoke, looking into the distance, thinking about the distance. I don't know how long it took, but when the two of them withdrew their gaze, they saw the opposite mountain range, and Shiro was buried in the snow on the mountain, and the eyes of the two people were hot. Kawa Xiong knelt down against the hillside first, and Chino also knelt down, and the two of them knelt for so long. Together, they thought of the guy who injured Shiro and called Yokoji, and their teeth rattled. They thought of these people who they were escorting the munitions, who were either killed by the guerrillas, or went back to be executed by the unit, and Henglu would definitely not live, and their hearts that hated Henglu trembled a little, and they didn't know for whom, and tears quietly flowed down again.
It was late in the day, and the two of them went to sleep, and almost every night, Chino had to be woken up several times by Kawayu's dream words. Kawa Yu calls out the name of the apricot in his dreams every day. In the dead of night, Chino listened to the screams of beasts and monsters in the distance, and listened to Kawaxiong's whispers, and he couldn't stop shivering. He was a little afraid of this darkness, he looked at the night, and then he thought of the squinted-eyed Shao Zuo—
Whenever they stayed, there were two trucks with tarpaulins that brought in some Japanese women. Every time these women are shared, it is these officers who are Shaozuo. Every time a truck came, Chino had to be sent to stand guard. That time, Chino saw a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl in a kimono walking down from the tarpaulin car, the girl's face was pale and melancholy, her eyes were dim and scattered, as if she hadn't seen anything, and she walked out of the car with unusual numbness. Chino stared at the girl's eyes, and there were grievances and tears in those eyes. Just as the girl stepped out of the car and turned around, Chino saw the girl's gaze inadvertently meet his own. When the two pairs of eyes looked at each other, Chino felt the girl's gaze tremble. Soon, the girl hung her head and walked behind the many women, and he clearly saw that the girl had been led into his room by the squint-eyed Shaozo. At that time, Chino's heart sank, and for some reason, he couldn't forget the girl's melancholy eyes and face. From time to time, his eyes went to Shaozuo's room, and soon, the light in Shaozuo's room went out. When he was lying on Shao Zuo's bed, Shao Zuo's hands like chicken paws appeared in front of him again...... He began to hate the squinted-eyed Shaozo. That night, he finished his post. I didn't sleep all night, and the girl's pale face and eyes kept flashing in front of me.
It was dawn, and the women got into the truck and were about to leave. Chino knew they had to rush to the other wings. The truck stopped in the yard, and all the Japanese soldiers came over consciously and gathered around the two trucks, looking at these women in kimonos. When they saw these women, they felt much closer to their hometown. Then silently watched as these Japanese women with numb expressions were pulled away by the car. Chino looked at the pale girl again. He stared at the girl's every move, and the girl came to the truck, and the girl's slender hands were on the gang, and the girl climbed into the truck...... All this touched his heart. Once, when the girl was boarding the car, her feet were weak, and the girl fell to the ground, and he clearly heard the girl scream. He stood very close to the girl, and then he saw the girl's panicked eyes, and the girl tried to stand up, but she couldn't stand up after several efforts. He mustered up the courage to walk over and pick up the girl. He smelled an unfamiliar scent from the girl. The smell made his heart tremble a few times. Before he came to his senses, he came over and squinted at Shaozuo, Shaozuo looked at him, a lewd smile flowed out of his slanted eyes, stretched out his hand and pinched his face, only lightly, and a thunderous slap came over. He shook it, only to feel that his eyes were full of gold stars, and he let go of the hand holding the girl, and something sticky and greasy came out of his nose. At this time, the squinting Shao Zuo kicked the girl's stomach, the girl wailed, Shao Zuo bent down and lifted the girl's two ears, and the girl kept screaming. At this time, the squinted Shaozuo looked at him and said, "You miss women too?" Then he left the girl and walked away. The girl was helped into the car by two older women. The girl burst into tears and kept looking at him, and he stood there staring at the girl until the truck was gone.
Since then, he can no longer forget the shadow of the girl, and every time he thinks of the girl, the girl looks at him with sad and desolate eyes. He hated Shaozuo, every time he saw Shaozuo with slanted eyes, his whole body trembled, he gritted his teeth, and he couldn't wait to pounce on Shaozuo and tear Shaozuo apart.
When the truck didn't come to the wing for a long time, Squint-eyed Shaozo often called him to the room, stripped him naked, and moved over and over again with those hands like chicken paws. He trembled, his eyes wide as he looked at Shaozo's gun hanging on the wall. After several hallucinations, he jumped up, took off his gun and shot at Shaozo, who lay down in response to his gunshot. But he didn't have that courage, he just trembled, and he thought of death. There were many times when he imagined the girl under Shaozuo's hands like chicken paws, and he really wanted to cry for himself and for the girl.
Looking at the truck, he was afraid of the truck. He hoped that the truck would come and he would see the girl. He was afraid that the truck would come, and that the girl would walk into Shaozuo's room, and his heart would tear apart at the thought of this. Every time he heard the sound of a truck, his whole body trembled over and over again. Then he walked out and looked at the women who stepped out of the car. He saw the girl again, and the girl's gaze searched among the people, and at last met his gaze, and could not be removed from it. At this moment, he seemed to have been hit by a bullet, and froze there. Until the figure of the girl disappeared into Shaozo's room. He looked at Shaozuo's room, burning like flames, and he wanted to rush in, kill Shaozuo, and rescue the girl. And every time he didn't have that kind of courage, he just poked it there indifferently.
The girl went away in the truck again, and his heart went with it. Since then, he has had more content in his life. Love-hate content.