Chapter 142: Seems to be happy
Qi Shuning seemed to be in a vast white world, all around her eyes were white, she walked and walked, but there was no reference, she didn't know how far she had gone, and she didn't know how long she had walked.
Qi Shuning stood in place, supporting her knees with both hands, unconsciously, I don't know how long she walked, but she was tired and panting.
She looked up at the outside and shouted, "Is there anyone?" Anyone? ”
But the echoes that answered her were indeed endless, as if it were empty and extremely closed.
Qi Shuning simply sat on the ground, since she didn't know where it was, let's nourish her spirit first.
She just like that, lying on the ground, closing her eyes, and suddenly remembered her last memory, which was to see Tang Jinnian being knifed, as if she was in a daze, and heard Tang Jinnian's gasping sound.
Otherwise, she opened her eyes and said to herself: "I don't know how Tang Jinnian is, at such a young age, why are there so many disasters, hey!" ”
In her heart, Tang Jinnian is still a teenager, a teenager much younger than her, although the times are different, but it makes Qi Shuning feel that looking at Tang Jinnian is like seeing herself struggling in school back then.
I saw the self that was rejected by others, and the self that was isolated by others.
It is precisely because of this that Qi Shuning is even more willing to help him and save her, perhaps, in her subconscious, she will fantasize that if she had a person like herself at the beginning, who was willing to lend a hand to her, was willing to accompany her, and was willing to help her, would she not have lived so hard, would she have that kind of happiness from the heart and from the bones?
Back then, there was a little nurse in their hospital, I don't know what her name was, but she was very much like a little sun, and when they were on duty together, she inadvertently said:
She feels that her sense of security comes from the heart, she has never felt that the world is bitter, and she has never felt that there is anything difficult, she doesn't think it matters if there is anything, her parents are good, she works steadily, and she thinks this is the most beautiful thing in the world.
These words made Qi Shuning ponder for a long time, and she understood a truth, that is, the sense of security is not given by others, but really given to herself.
People are too greedy, want too much, and have too strong desires, so they will naturally have a feeling of not being satisfied.
It's natural to feel insecure.
Qi Shuning, who was sitting in the middle of this white expanse, just sighed softly when she thought of Tang Jinnian again, "I don't know what happened to him, I'm afraid, I can't help him anymore." ”
After speaking, Qi Shuning felt a little depressed, so she simply didn't think about it anymore, and after lying down, she continued to close her eyes and recuperate.
At this moment, she heard a sizzling sound around her, and when she opened her eyes, she saw many points of light around her, a little white and a little blue.
Surrounded by her like fireflies.
Qi Shuning boldly stretched out her finger and gently touched the point of light, which seemed to be absorbed by her finger and stuck to her finger.
The other points of light saw that this point of light seemed to have found a habitat, and they also leaned towards Qi Shuning's fingers.
In a moment, Qi Shuning's finger was topped with a ball of light.
She brought her fingers closer and looked at the balls on her fingers, and she seemed to feel them, and they seemed to be happy, and happy.