Chapter 13: Celebrating Divorce
Xia Bihan settled her mother and fell asleep after the injection. Walked out of the ward with Li Ruiyang.
Li Ruiyang didn't have that feeling of smiling and laughing, and looked at her seriously: "I said, after regaining freedom, are we going to celebrate?" ”
Xia Bihan glanced at her: "Are you very happy that I divorced?" ”
Li Ruiyang quickly replied: "Yes." ”
Xia Bihan looked at him in surprise, crying and laughing. What did this man say? Typical words that harm others and are not beneficial to oneself are also said.
"Bihan, I really want to celebrate with you, don't tell me that you still want to cry for a few days to mourn an unsuccessful love and an inappropriate marriage."
"Are you a philosophical critic? My marriage and love have been criticized by you as worthless. ”
Xia Bihan was not lightly angered by Li Ruiyang's words, of course, this was not the kind of anger from the bottom of her heart, she just felt that she was so stirred up by Li Ruiyang, it seemed that she really didn't care as much as before. But that was her obsession for many years, how could she say that she didn't care if she didn't care. That's just an illusion.
Xia Bihan turned around and left after speaking, Li Ruiyang didn't stop him, and followed behind, his mouth was broken: "I'm right, isn't it okay to celebrate?" Your marriage should never have continued, and you yourself have no idea if love exists. Besides, why can't you see that I'm always behind you, and don't look back......"
Xia Bihan was walking in front "angrily", but suddenly remembered that he forgot to ask him about his mother's condition, so he stopped and waited, and then Li Ruiyang accidentally bumped into her...... This accident is definitely to be investigated, and it seems to be a bit of a hooligan tendency to open his arms when he bumps into someone.
Xia Bihan saw him rushing over with his open hands and froze for a while, so the whole person was embraced.
Li Ruiyang was still smiling at first, but after hugging Xia Bihan, he suddenly felt so comfortable in his heart, and the whole person felt very satisfied, so he didn't let go.
Xia Bihan was a little aggrieved, it has been four days, from the time she decided to divorce to now, four days, all alone, no one confided, no one comforted, no one asked, except for the little warmth she just felt on her mother's side, she felt a little lonely and lonely in her heart, a little directionless, so many years, her obsession was Bai Yueming, in order to be with him, give up so much.
So Li Ruiyang hugged her, she suddenly felt a little supported, and then she didn't want to leave such a warm embrace.
Li Ruiyang whispered in her ear: "Xia Bihan, don't be sad, the past is over, you still have me!" ”
Xia Bihan's tears welled up all of a sudden. Both hands kept hitting Li Ruiyang's back: "Why are you so sensational, you're afraid that I won't cry, right?" I'm thirty years old, and the old woman is still crying here, do you still think I'm embarrassed and can't go home!! ”
Then I couldn't stop the car.
Li Ruiyang had never seen Xia Bihan like this, he felt a little distressed, and he also wanted to laugh a little, this look was not only the first time he saw it, but no one had ever seen it. Because Xia Bihan is strong, she will never make jokes, let alone cry in front of people.
Xia Bihan's nose and tears made Li Ruiyang all over, and many people stared at them and whispered.
Li Ruiyang ignored the eyes of others, hugged her gently, and let her beat.
"Cry, fight, as long as the breath in your heart comes out, remember, I will always be by your side."
Xia Bihan cried for a while, feeling comfortable, and then, remembering this in public, she didn't dare to look up, nestled in Li Ruiyang's arms, and said with a whimper: Hurry up, I don't want to continue to be embarrassed.
Li Ruiyang dragged her out of the hospital gate and walked to her sports car a little funny, and Xia Bihan, who got into the car, lowered her head and felt very embarrassed.
Li Ruiyang said with a smile, said that it was good to celebrate, where did you say to go?
Xia Bihan said, find a clean place, let's have a bar.
Li Ruiyang said, the cleanest place must be my home, but I don't think you may want to go, I think it's better to go to your house.
Before Xia Bihan got married, she once bought a small bachelor apartment of forty square meters, and she was not willing to sell it after she got married, Bai Yueming said a few times and saw that it had no effect, so she did not urge her to sell the house, and Bai Yueming had lived in this small house for a while.
Now that Xia Bihan is divorced and has nothing, she should naturally come back to this nest. Xia Bihan was very glad that she was not willing to sell it at the beginning, or subconsciously, she regarded this as her own nest, which was an irreplaceable feeling. She has a key, and Bai Yueming also has it, but she has never been here since she got married, so it is estimated that she doesn't know where the key went, and Xia Bihan didn't ask him for it.
Since Li Ruiyang wanted to go, Xia Bihan felt that there was no reason to refuse. Besides, in fact, Bai Yueming and Li Ruiyang have known each other for so many years in her heart, and they are not best friends, at least they are good brothers. She felt that Li Ruiyang had no reason not to know a little bit of Bai Yueming's news. It's been four days, Bai Yueming hasn't looked for her, and he hasn't even confirmed her divorce. She wanted to know how he was doing.
Maybe women are born like this. Even if you give up, you still want to know more, and it doesn't mean anything to you to know what to know.
In Xia Bihan's heart, although she knew Li Ruiyang earlier than Bai Yueming, she finally regarded him as her husband's good brother, this is the difference between a woman and a man, once a woman gets married, all life relationships revolve around her husband, and many times she no longer has her own circle. What's more, Li Ruiyang often asks Bai Yueming out for a drink, and even hides things about having affairs with other women for him, Xia Bihan knows a little about it.
So I bought some snacks, bought a lot of beer, white wine, and red wine, and the two of them walked into Xia Bihan's small apartment.
Li Ruiyang had also been here once before, but from that time he felt that it was all the breath of Xia Bihan and other men, and his heart was uncomfortable, and he never came again. But he said in his heart that sooner or later he would have full ownership of that little apartment.
This time, this small apartment has almost no shadow of Bai Yueming, not at all. All of Bai Yueming's belongings were thrown away on the first day Xia Bihan came back to live. She couldn't see those things.
Xia Bihan opened two cans of beer: "Li Ruiyang, as a doctor, drinking is very immoral. ”
Li Ruiyang bowed his head and opened the snacks from generation to generation: "Don't all ethical doctors drink?" ”
Xia Bihan took a big sip, then lowered his head and said, "Has Bai Yueming looked for you?" ”
Li Ruiyang said: "I made a phone call, and we may have to go out for a drink together in two days." ”
He ...... What was said? ”
He said, Xia Xiaoxue...... I looked for him. Eh, or I shouldn't have said, do you know that Xia Xiaoxue is pregnant? ”
Xia Bihan smiled bitterly and took a sip of wine: "I know, it is estimated that something good should be coming soon!" ”
Li Ruiyang's eyes lit up, staring at her, and Xia Bihan had nowhere to escape. Such a helpless tone sounds distressing, but this helplessness is for Bai Yueming, which shows that Xia Bihan may still love Bai Yueming and has no dead heart.
He said word by word: "Xia Bihan, you shouldn't be still in love with Bai Yueming's brute, right?" You won't divorce to make room for Xia Xiaoxue, right?!! ”
Xia Bihan lowered her head without a trace, speechless. After drinking a full sip of wine, he slowly spit out a sentence: "Ruiyang, what do you think I can do?" Bai Yueming will never learn how to treat love, especially don't know how to treat our love, Xia Xiaoxue is pregnant, but it will be difficult for me to get pregnant in the future......"
It seems to be a few incoherent sentences, but it really says Xia Bihan's tangled mentality and the current reality.
Li Ruiyang almost died of anger, the handsome guy Li who had been waiting for him for so many years actually said such a sentence, did this Xia Bihan really love Bai Yueming miserably, or did he not take him Li Ruiyang to heart at all? ! It seems that the obscure means of pursuit can never be used again.
Xia Bihan's every word and every bit of emotion revolved around Bai Yueming!! And in order to make Bai Yueming give the Bai family an explanation, he is willing to divorce and give the pregnant Xia Xiaoxue a chance..... it is undeniable that Xia Bihan is indeed tired and sad before choosing to divorce, but after thinking about it carefully, this is only one of the reasons, in fact, she is still thinking about Bai Yueming.
Li Ruiyang hated it so much that his teeth itched. He almost disguised himself as a gentleman-like doctor, and surrounded Xia Bihan for more than ten years, and this woman actually ignored it like this!!
His face was not very good, and he silently drank a glass of wine: "Xia Bihan, have you thought about it, if you really love Bai Yueming, you will not decide to divorce, your relationship is a problematic relationship." Although Bai Yueming is a playboy, he will not treat marriage so rashly, and his marriage to you shows that he still cares about you. But after he got married, he went to fool around with Xia Xiaoxue again, and it lasted for so many years, haven't you thought that his feelings for you in his heart have faded? Or does this person really love you? What do you say Bai Yueming may not love you anymore, but in fact, you say so, but you still have hope in your heart!! Even if you can't have children, what can you do? What else can you do if the Bai family doesn't approve of it? If Bai Yueming really took you to heart, he wouldn't have let Xia Xiaoxue get pregnant!! Why are you so stupid to hang yourself from a tree?!!!! ”
Xia Bihan lowered her head, her hand clutched the beer bottle tightly, and she didn't say a word.
Li Ruiyang was right, in fact, she was deceiving herself, and she wanted to find out Bai Yueming's reaction from Li Ruiyang's mouth.
In fact, she even subconsciously, or she had the idea of wanting Bai Yueming to take her back!! So why was the divorce so resolute in the first place? But after only four days, I regretted it?!!
Xia Bihan felt that this "transition period" was really sad, the only best girlfriend wanted to harm herself all day long, and she didn't have a single friend, and she was beaten from a rich wife to a white ding, and it became a ridiculous joke.
A woman's will is never firm, even if she insists on doing everything possible to divorce, she still can't let go.