Lan Qingxuan doesn't like singing too much, but at this time she wants to sing: "The most romantic thing I can think of is to grow old with you." ”

This melody is a little unfamiliar to Jian Yu, but he can understand the meaning of the lyrics, and slowly growing old with the years is originally a very happy thing.

Jian Yu originally felt a little aggrieved in her heart, but after hearing Lan Qingxuan's song, all the grievances were swept away, she was his, he was hers, and this matter would never change.

Jian Yi was on death row in the Criminal Department, and his appearance at this time was no longer as arrogant and arrogant as before.

At this time, he looked embarrassed and depressed, and the whole person looked so haggard.

Dressed in gray prison uniforms, his whole person is like ashes, and he can't see a little bit of his brilliance.

And just half a month ago, he was extremely proud that he would be the winner in life.

If he can't become the final winner, he will be the biggest loser, which he knows in his heart, but when he faces the cold cell, he has another feeling in his heart.

Jian Yi has now figured out why he lost, forcing the palace was actually a mistake from the beginning for him, but if he was asked to choose again, he would still make the same decision.

He felt that he had endured all his life, endured all kinds of bitter pain, and that kind of life, for him, he felt that he had enough, as long as there was a glimmer of life, he would still fight again.

Jian Yi's hand trembled slightly, the wet cold in this death row made him feel extremely cold, and what awaited him in this unknown year would only be endless torture.

Ten days ago, Qu Wanxin had come to him once.

He was so surprised when he saw Qu Wanxin at that time, after the failure of forcing the palace that day, he thought that Qu Wanxin had either fled or died, so when Qu Wanxin came to him, he was a little incredulous.

The most unbelievable thing for him was that Qu Wanxin was swaggering into the prison at that time.

Jian Yi still hasn't figured out what Qu Wanxin's mood was when he came to see him in the prison, so much so that he still hasn't figured out the meaning of Qu Wanxin's words: "Some people think they are a genius, but they are actually out-and-out fools, and some people think that he owns the world, but in the end he has nothing." Lord Wang, you have been pursuing things that do not belong to you, but you have abandoned the most important things in this world, so your life is destined to be a tragedy. ”

Jian Yi still remembers his madness when he saw Qu Wanxin, he stretched out his hand to grab Qu Wanxin, and Qu Wanxin was separated by the prison door, and he couldn't catch her even if he tried his best.

He still remembered the disdain on Qu Wanxin's face, she looked at him and said: "In fact, in this world, the most precious thing is the relationship between people, fame and fortune are things outside the body, which will only make people unhappy." You think you are the smartest person in the world, but in my opinion, you are an out-and-out fool. ”

Jian Yi understood a little at the time, and asked what he didn't want to ask for the second time in his life: "All of this is your plan"

Qu Wanxin replied: "It's not my plan, it's your inner demon, if you don't have those thoughts in your heart, how can there be this follow-up thing, so your current ending is your own choice, and you can't blame anyone." ”

Jian Yi can still clearly feel his anger and despair at that time, he was played by a woman like Qu Wanxin

He thinks he's the smartest man in the world, but he's been tricked by a woman

It seemed to him to be a big joke

But even if things come to this point, he will still make the choice that Qu Wanxin guided him to make, and he has never regretted that choice

This is the source of the real pain in the simple sense

Jian Yi reached out and grabbed his hair, he didn't know why, he had been thinking about Qu Wanxin's words these days, and when he thought of Qu Wanxin's words, he always thought of Shuangshuang who jumped from the city wall.

Jian Yi himself feels that his feelings are cold, and in his opinion, Shuangshuang only has the value of use for him, and there is no other use for him.

But when he was in this situation, he didn't know why, he felt that in this world, only Shuangshuang could make him feel a trace of warmth.

He missed her so much, remembering her shy and timid eyes when he first married Shuangshuang.

Even if she was angry again, there would be an extremely rich tenderness in those eyes.

Jian Yi would always think of the blood under the city gate that day, and Shuangshuang at that time was afraid that his heart was much more desperate than he was now.

These days, Jian Yi's life is actually a little foggy, for death, he is no longer afraid of death at this time, but the cold in death row always unconsciously rushes into his heart, it is extremely cold, the cold that comes out of his bones, mixed with his despair of life, that kind of Tun feeling, and a little like a dream.

Everything in the dream is very real and fake, revealing a bit of dreamy atmosphere.

It seems that forcing the palace is just a dream, Shuangshuang's death is also a dream, and Qu Wanxin came to see him and told him the truth of the matter is also a dream.

It seemed that everything had changed as soon as he woke up, he would no longer be on death row, and when he opened his eyes again, it would all be different, and he was still the same good king that everyone praised before.

This day has been foggy and a little crazy, crazy and a little helpless.

He heard the cold wind blowing from the corner of the death row, revealing a dark and damp breath that went straight through his soul and sent a chill through his heart.

Jian Yi's hand caressed his chest, panting violently, a fear that he had never felt before overflowed his heart, that kind of pain was not the pain felt by the body, but the pain from the soul.

He said almost to himself: "Shuangshuang, Shuangshuang"

At this moment, it seemed that only shouting the name could make him feel more comfortable.

The heavy cell door on the side was opened, kicking up a huge amount of dust, and he was a little confused, and when he turned his head slightly, he saw the bright yellow clothes.

Jian Yi's originally somewhat chaotic heart suddenly sobered up at this moment, he raised his head slightly, and then saw the emperor's cold face, dyed with light anger.

When Jian Yi saw the emperor, his heart suddenly calmed down, as if the thing he had been waiting for for a long time had finally arrived, the long wait was painful, and when he really faced it, he was completely calm.

He sat there quietly and smiled at the emperor, "Father, you are finally here." ”

When the emperor came to see Jian Yi, he prepared a lot of words to scold him, but when he saw him at this moment, he found that he couldn't scold a word, and the emperor looked at Jian Yi with a blue face.

The emperor wanted to see some regret and other emotions on Jian Yi's face, but he looked at Jian Yi's body for a long time, saw pain, despair, and helplessness, but he had no regrets.

The Emperor sneered and said, "You really disappointed me. ”

"I guess the first thing my father said when he saw me would be this sentence." Jian Yi smiled lightly and said: "Because I have heard this sentence since I was a child, and now that I hear it again, I don't feel sad at all." ”

When the emperor heard this, his brows furrowed slightly, and his eyes showed a little unhappiness.

Jian Yi said: "This sentence is my father's favorite thing to say to me, when I was young, I always felt a little sad when I heard this sentence, and felt that I had disappointed my most respected father." But when I listened a lot, I realized that no matter how much I did, it was just a disappointment for you. ”

The emperor's brows furrowed even more, and he said coldly, "That's because you are indeed not good enough. ”

In fact, in the emperor's opinion, if Jian Yi is placed in the homes of ordinary people, his ability is not bad, he has an extremely excellent appearance, and he has a seemingly generous temperament, and then although his literary style is not as amazing and brilliant as Jian Yu, but it is definitely not weak, such talent, even if he fails to pass the top prize, it is not a big problem to take the Jinshi exam.

And Jian Yi has been writing well since he was a child, and he has been painting well, and his calligraphy and painting have become a family of their own, which is not bad at all compared to the painting of the holy book fairy of the previous dynasty.

He also knows how to read faces and colors, and has an extremely sensitive sense of touch.

But such an excellent son, in the royal family, with a lot of excellent foils, it is not so good, and the most important thing is that his abilities are compared with Jian Yu, then there will be too much difference.

In the same family, there is a person who is too good, and many times it is not a blessing for others, but a disaster.

This matter is so real embodiment of Jian Yi's body.

Jian Yi chuckled and said: "Yes, I'm not good enough, compared to Jian Yu, I really don't seem to be good enough, from childhood to adulthood, no matter what it is, he can always do his best easily, and no matter how much effort I put in, I will always be a little worse than him." ”

The emperor sneered, "It's good that you know. ”

"Not only do I know, but I also have a deep experience." Jian Yi said word by word: "Since I was born, the people around me have been praising Jian Yu, saying how good he is, how capable he is, how capable he is, Wen can stabilize the country, and Wu can stabilize the country"

After a slight pause when he said this, he said: "I still remember that when I was a child, it took a lot of effort to make a lantern, and I was thinking of giving it to my father, but before I could take it out, Jian Yu took out the lantern he made, and his one was much more beautiful than the one I made, not to mention that there was an exquisite design inside." ”

For this matter, the emperor actually had no impression at all, and frowned lightly at the moment.

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