The moment Su Nianjun woke up, she knew that she still couldn't pretend that she didn't know anything and continue to deceive herself to stay by Su Nianjun's side, but she still wanted to work hard to pretend that she didn't know anything, continue to suppress the dark tide in her heart, and try to stay by Su Nianjun's side.

But in the end, she still couldn't do it, so why didn't she hate herself for being stupid? Why not be dumb? Why is it so sensitive? Why can't you still play dumb?

At this point, what else did Su Nianjun not understand, Shen Xianhe's collapsed appearance showed that she had already grasped the truth, so she looked at him so heartbroken.

He hurriedly stepped forward, and Shen Xianhe took a step back.

"Don't come here......

This kind of scene is the last thing Su Nianjun wants to see, he has done so much in order to get Shen Xianhe's heart, but he has always been used to calculating, he doesn't know that people's hearts are actually incalculable, especially for his beloved.

Hearing Shen Xianhe's words that he was afraid of his approach, looking at her tearful face, a pair of eyes looking at him were so cold that it was chilling, this was a kind of performance that quickly blamed herself for having no eyes and wanting to retract her protective shell like a snail after confirming her own conjecture.

Seeing this, Su Nianjun knew that if he didn't do something, he would really lose Shen Xianhe, so he retracted the steps he wanted to get closer, and looked at Shen Xianhe with sad eyes and pleaded.

"Xianhe, you calm down first, listen to my explanation, I didn't mean to...... You trust me...... I was just too scared...... When you were in Miaojiang, do you remember that time when we quarreled? At that time, I was really angry, I knew that I was wrong, but I couldn't control myself, because I wanted you to put me in your heart, put me in the most important position, not last, so, at that time, I was angry and ran to Hualou to drink flower wine, in fact, I was deliberately angry with you, I wanted you to be jealous, I knew you would come, but, you were always too stubborn, at that time, I asked you to make a decision, in fact, I wanted you to admit my importance, at that time I thought, as long as you bow your head once, I will leave with you, and then what do you want to do, I promised you and agreed with you, but you never wanted to take that step, and I was angry and didn't want to take that step, so after leaving full of disappointment, I realized what I had done, and by the time I chased it out, you had already left...... Xianhe, I also thought about whether it was wrong between us from the beginning, so until now, we still can't be together, to tell you the truth, I had the idea of wanting to give up on you, but when these thoughts appeared in my mind, I found out that it was something I didn't dare to imagine, and when I thought of living without you in the future, I felt that there was no business, and there was no point in living...... That's why I'm ...... I'm just ....... ”

"That's why you continue to deceive me, and continue to use despicable means so that I can't forget your ...... for the rest of my life because of guilt."

Shen Xianhe cried.

"Yes, I am despicable and shameless, but, Xianhe, I did this for you, I want you to stay by my side for the rest of your life, I want you to have me in your heart, I want you to put me in the most important position, originally I planned to wait for the aftermath of dealing with the Beiqiang Kingdom, I was looking for you, and then confessing all this to you, but I didn't expect a Huo Biao to suddenly appear, I am a man, I know what he thinks about you, I am afraid, I am afraid that you will fall into his gentle trap, and then forget me, That's why I risked being detected by you, sent someone to take you back to the Northern Qiang Kingdom, and then used your sympathy and guilt to marry me...... Xianhe, I know you're sad and broken right now, but, Xianhe...... I'm doing all this for you...... Don't leave me, okay? Immortal River ....... ”

After Su Nianjun's words were finished, Shen Xianhe couldn't hear anything, she only felt that her scalp was numb, there was a buzzing sound in her ears, her heart was numb, the sky was cracking in front of her, the mountains were shouting and the tsunami, she didn't want to shed tears, but the tears couldn't be controlled, and they burst like a flood and rushed down.

Although she had expected such a day, she had thought of many possibilities, and she had made countless preparations in her heart, but when she really faced all this, she knew that she couldn't stand it, and she wanted to go crazy as if she learned the truth in the prison in the capital.

As early as when she was sent by Su Nianjun to take the Beiqiang Kingdom captively, although No. 1, who was suspicious in Miao Jiang, felt that it was impossible, she was still afraid that there was any conspiracy in it, so she quietly told him about his discoveries and suspicions in private, and stopped those who were outside Miao Jiang City and blocked those who sent protective clothing and No. 1 outside the city.

When No. 1 told her all this, Su Nianjun hadn't woken up at that time, and there were still those scars on his body that had been injured by Gu worms, although she knew that No. 1 never lied to people, but she just believed that Su Nianjun would not deceive her.

Therefore, at that time, after No. 1 told her, she just waved her hand to let No. 1 retreat, and then returned to Su Nianjun's side, continuing to stay by his side, unwilling to believe it.

However, as Su Nianjun woke up, the words that she pressed in her heart came out again, and those things that she never wanted to believe were like uncontrollable winds, blowing into her heart one after another, presenting those clues in her mind, forcing her to accept the truth.

"Immortal River......."

Looking at Shen Xianhe, who was hiding on the ground and breaking down and crying, Su Nianjun walked over slowly, wanting to reach out to hug her.

Shen Xianhe's whole body was weak, and he didn't have the strength to push Su Nianjun away, so he had to let him hold himself in a bad situation like this.

After going through so many things, one of her hearts has become thin and cold, so after her heart is broken, she began to blame herself, why is she so stupid and threw a heart into the abyss?

She knew what kind of person Su Nianjun was, and knew that even if he loved her in his heart, he could ruthlessly calculate her and make her heartbroken, and she deserved this retribution.

Her tears wet Su Nianjun's chest, Su Nianjun also felt this wetness, and her hands became even harder, tightly holding Shen Xianhe in her arms, not daring to let go, for fear that as soon as she let go, Shen Xianhe would leave him, so that he could no longer find it.

"Fairy River...... I know that I deserve death for my sins, and I also know that I am inferior to a bird and a beast, and I also know that I shouldn't deceive you again and again, but, Xianhe, you are sensible, listen to me, I did this for you, I have done so much, it is also because of you, I want you, I want you to belong to me in mind and body, so you calm down first and listen to my explanation, okay? ”

Shen Xianhe, who had stopped crying, also had some strength, and struggled in Su Nianjun's arms, wanting to break away from Su Nianjun.

Su Nianjun felt her strength, so he used some more strength in his hand to firmly control Shen Xianhe in his arms, so that she couldn't break free.

Shen Xianhe said angrily.

"Let go!"

"Don't let go."

Su Nianjun said.

"I know that no matter what I want to say, you won't believe me, but you calm down first, we're going to talk again, and if it's the end, if it's the end, you're still not willing to forgive me and want to leave...... I promise you, I'll let you go...... And then it won't bother you ...... for the rest of your life. ”

Su Nianjun's words made Shen Xianhe completely quiet in his arms, and after a while, Shen Xianhe muttered.

"Can I trust you anymore?"

Shen Xianhe's words made Su Nianjun's whole body stiff, and the breath on the tip of his nose became solemn.

He said with a wry smile.

"Xianhe, I have nothing to hide from you, this is the last thing I can promise you, and the last thing I can back down, I never wanted to hurt you, but what I did, I couldn't control it, no one ever taught me how to love someone, for you, I just follow my own thoughts and wishes, I don't know if that's right, but that's the only way I can keep you by my side."

Shen Xianhe's heart was painful and angry, she didn't know whether this anger should be directed at herself or Su Nianjun.

"Su Nianjun, this is the last time I believe you, if you are playing any tricks, I think, without your consent, I can make you unable to disturb me for the rest of your life."

Seeing Shen Xianhe's tone loose, Su Nianjun secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, as long as Shen Xianhe was not stubborn, then he still had a chance, and there was a chance to keep her again.

"Okay, thank you for giving me one last chance, it's just that here, not the place to talk, let's change places."

As soon as he finished speaking, before Shen Xianhe could react, Su Nianjun picked Shen Xianhe up, and then strode towards their room.

"Put me down...... What are you doing here? ”

Facing Shen Xianhe's screams, Su Nianjun ignored her and carried her back to their dormitory.

Whether Shen Xianhe wanted it or not, she was finally carried back to the dormitory by Su Nianjun.

After returning to the dormitory, Su Nianjun gently put Shen Xianhe on the collapse by the window, then squatted in front of her, raised his head and looked at her seriously.

"Xianhe, would you like to listen to my explanation?"

"If I say I don't want to, won't you explain?"

Shen Xianhe asked angrily.

Su Nianjun smiled bitterly.

"Xianhe, don't be presumptuous, if you don't want to listen to my explanation, or if you don't want to see me now, I'll find someone else to explain it to you."