Finally calmed down her emotions, Xia Bihan wiped away her tears and slowly walked back to the apartment.

opened the door and changed his clothes, only to find that Li Ruiyang seemed to be busy in the kitchen.

She didn't have any doubts at all, Li Ruiyang didn't take the key in her hand, but he was able to enter the door, what was the situation.

However, when I came back from the outside, I saw that there was someone at home preparing for dinner, and the kitchen light was warmly spilling, which was a rare and warm feeling.

Xia Bihan had never had the privilege of feeling this kind of warmth in Bai Yueming

。

Li Ruiyang felt her coming back, turned around and gave her a big smile: "Back?" I'm washing vegetables, but I'm not very professional, shouldn't you, a professional, do you want to help? ”

"Look at me, let me come."

"Well, okay, big chef, you can give me this birthday boy Lao Lu!"

Li Ruiyang took off his apron and prepared to wrap it around Xia Bihan. Xia Bihan was embarrassed to hold it directly with her hand, dodged it, and said softly: I'll come by myself, you go to the living room to prepare for dinner. I cook very quickly.

Li Ruiyang didn't insist, gave her an apron and turned around and walked out of the kitchen. Although he didn't buy anything special, Li Ruiyang still took out the bottle of wine that he had secretly prepared a long time ago.

Today's task is to get Xia Bihan drunk.

Xia Bihan was busy with tinkling, and after a while, the fragrance had already come, and Li Ruiyang felt that this was the taste of home, and this was the taste of happiness he wanted. He will cherish this taste for the rest of his life.

Xia Bihan was emotionally unstable, she had something in her heart, she was extremely inattentive to stir-frying, she took the wrong monosodium glutamate and sugar several times, let her breath away, and sighed fiercely in her heart, hey, I'm afraid that this big chef can't do it today, and the level of helping the chef is about the same.

After Li Ruiyang took out the wine, he felt that this bottle might not be enough, so he rummaged through the cabinets to find beer, but fortunately, Xia Bihan's refrigerator still had some fruit wine and beer, and he took it out all in one go. Xia Bihan's habit of storing wine for Bai Yueming was not very good, and he decided to correct it for her in the future.

Wait until everything is ready,

Xia Bihan also seemed to be slowly recovering her mood and becoming a little happier.

Okay, Xia Bihan, today is my birthday, let's have a toast first!

"Happy birthday."

Xia Bihan raised her red wine glass and touched it lightly with Li Ruiyang.

"Your happy birthday really makes me happy. In fact, I have hardly celebrated birthdays for so many years, because I forget them every time. ”

"So what's going on this year?"

"Didn't I catch up with you this year and be in a bad mood, I'll have a birthday to tease you!"

"Li Ruiyang, I really don't know how to thank you. You see, I'm really a bit of an introvert, and I have too few friends around me. I feel like I've been revolving around a Bai Yueming for so many years. ”

"It's not too late for you to pull back from the precipice, is it! Come, let's have a toast for you! ”

This time, Li Ruiyang gave Xia Bihan liquor.

Drinking a variety of wines together would be infinitely powerful, he knew.

Xia Bihan seemed to be stimulated by the scene just now, and she had no resistance to the wine in the wine glass, one cup after another, slowly, her eyes began to blur, her face began to redden, and her words began to be unclear. Or maybe he has a clear mind, but she doesn't drink often and is obviously drunk.

Li Ruiyang watched Xia Bihan change little by little, the light in his eyes dimmed a lot, he always knew that he had no resistance to Xia Bihan, but such a seductive Xia Bihan sat opposite him, her skin was originally fair and translucent, and her bare arms and cheeks were pink at the moment, which made him unbearable to look at directly.

Li Ruiyang felt that there was no one in the world who was as cruel to him as he was. He from

It means that as long as there is no certainty, the battle will never be fought, and as long as the uncertain thing will never be done. So for so many years, he has been trying to find a way to get close to Xia Bihan, but he has never found the right time to get her.

Of course, during this period, he also tried hard, wanting to forget his feelings for Xia Bihan and try to date other women.

There was no shortage of suitors around him.

But trying back and forth, he still couldn't get rid of himself, he felt that his feelings for Xia Bihan had reached a pathological attachment.

No matter how much you try to give up and forget, you can't do it.

For example, right now, this woman is drunk and confused in front of herself, constantly talking and complaining, this is a brand-new and very humane and real Xia Bihan.

But he was able to keep himself from approaching her, and he was able to persuade himself

Myself, this woman is now delirious, and she can't take advantage of others.

What a great idea, uh, how cruel to yourself a man.

Xia Bihan really drank too much. Originally, she didn't want to, but the grievances in her heart were that she couldn't find an outlet, and she really couldn't complain to a male friend in a sober state.

It's not that it's not wronged, it's just that it's not enough for outsiders.

The clock was already pointing to 11 o'clock, Xia Bihan kept the last trace of sobriety and gave an eviction order to Li Ruiyang: "I want to sleep, you can go!" ”

After saying that, he also had a wine burp. Li Ruiyang couldn't cry or laugh, he couldn't stand steadily, and he knew that he was guarding the last trace of Qingming and drove himself away. It seems that in Xia Bihan's eyes, he is exactly the same as those cats and dogs, dispensable.

Li Ruiyang picked up his wine glass: "Then I'll go back, you rest early." One last cup

Kill it! ”

Xia Bihan looked at the red, white and white liquid in her goblet, and without the slightest hesitation, she drank it directly.

Then he looked straight at Li Ruiyang for a few seconds and lay down.

sighed, Li Ruiyang couldn't say the confession in the end. I didn't expect her to be so overwhelmed, and it was estimated that she would say it in vain. It's better to directly fill her with drunken mud and sleep well, but she can be more comfortable.

He gently picked up Xia Bihan, put her on the bed, and covered her with a blanket.

Kissed her lightly on the cheek, got up and went to the living room to pick up the keys, go out, lock the door, and go home.

But Li Ruiyang, who went out, walked slower and slower, until he walked next to his red sports car, he took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, and then leaned his back against the door, thinking quietly.

He wondered if it was the right thing to do.

He thinks that he has never been a good person, he has personal persistence, skill in doing things, in the words of his uncle Zhao Aiguo, he is an out-and-out black-bellied man. Li Ruiyang in Zhao Aiguo's eyes is domineering, selfish, flamboyant, scheming, and super possessive.

Zhao Aiguo said that Li Ruiyang was a beast, but Li Ruiyang felt that it was okay, and a lot of what he said was correct, even if his "advantages" were only invisible.

But such a self has been hesitating in Xia Bihan. In fact, he is afraid of injury, the stronger the person, the more afraid of harm from people or things that can touch his heartstrings, he is afraid that his efforts will not be rewarded by Xia Bihan, but he can't convince himself to give up this woman.

Not to mention that women are the most duplicitous category in this world,

Men must also fall into conflicts.