"Fourth brother!" Bai Heran was really scared this time, and rushed forward to hold the four princes who had collapsed to the ground, and he couldn't care if the image was not imaged, so he pulled the collar of the four princes and ripped off the robe, and a gold needle pierced it according to the position of his heart.

As the needle fell from his hand, he breathed a sigh of relief, and his heart was infinitely remorseful and infinitely depressed.

This person's depression is too deep, and the entanglement with Su Wanwan is too deep, although he has repeatedly said that he no longer cares about Su Wanwan, but when Su Wanwan really wants to be regarded as a medicine man, when she Bai Heran really does not let go of this matter, and even does not hesitate to give up the brother-sister friendship with him, this person still did not survive after all.

Bai Heran couldn't understand that a good person was so harmed that he was like this, and he was trapped in grief and couldn't get out, what did he want? She thinks that she can't do it to this extent, even if Jun Murin treats her like this one day in the future, she will definitely turn her sadness into strength and fight back fiercely.

In her world, there is no such thing as being alone and decadent, and there is no self-destruction, so she can't understand the four princes, nor can she understand the dead Su Wanwan. It's just that she knows that when she is opposite a fourth prince who vomits blood and falls here due to inexplicable depression, her heart is very uncomfortable. But she also helped him again and again, and talked to him again and again because of Su Wanwan's affairs, but it always had little effect, which made Bai Heran frustrated and angry.

"Are you worth it for a Su Wanwan?" She bowed her head and asked the person who was holding her arm, "You are the prince of a country, how long will you be harmed by her?" You are immersed in the world of you and her all day long, and you can't get out, are you worthy of your identity as a prince? You look at what your siblings are doing, and what are you doing? When they cherish their family and country, there is only one Su Wanwan in your heart, don't you feel guilty? Fourth brother, I've told you again and again, and I don't know what I can say to you anymore. But this time I won't back down, Su Wanwan, you can stay, you just hate me, and I can't keep her anymore. ”

The man in his arm trembled again, and she saw that sadness was rolling in his eyes, and life was also fighting, walking and coming, coming and going. Fortunately, in the end, she saw a glimmer of hope.

"Fourth brother, people never live only for themselves, from the day they are born, they have to inherit the cause and effect of this world, and they have a relationship with many, many people. Every step we take affects a lot of people, not only if you're not free, but also because I'm not free. ”

She waved her hand and scattered the little maid on the side, then pulled out the golden needle, and then helped him up.

didn't go back to Su Wanwan's room, but changed to the one next door.

"Fourth brother, are you sitting on a chair, or will I help you to the bed?" She really didn't worry about his state, his body was fine, although he vomited blood, but she closed her heart with a small array, not to let him be further harmed.

Jun Muxi smiled bitterly, "How can I be weak like that?" Ah Ran, I'll just sit on a chair. ”

"Then sit in a chair!" She helped him sit down, poured warm water, didn't put tea leaves, didn't persuade him to drink, just let him hold it in her hand, and then said: "Fourth brother, you always feel that you are sad, you are sad, you are very unfortunate to lose Su Wanwan." But in fact, there are many, many people in this world who are more unfortunate than you, but not all of them are like you, suppressing all their sorrows on themselves, constantly torturing themselves and embarrassing themselves. Really, you have the strength to embarrass yourself, you might as well deal with your enemies, the ones who have shattered all your dreams. The enemy is fine, but you have already knocked yourself down, isn't that logical? ”

She frowned and reasoned with him, "Really, in fact, in my opinion, what you've been through is really not a big deal. The emotions in the world are not only the love between men and women, family affection, friendship, and love, which are all love. You can't lose a love and extinguish the existence of family and friendship. You are actually a very lucky person, all you have lost is love, you look at me, the most basic family affection is gone. My dad wanted to kill me all day long, and he killed my own brother fourteen years ago. ”

She paused, "You should know about my brother's return, right?" ”

Jun Muxi was stunned for a while, and it took a while to get used to it, she changed the topic, and then nodded, "I heard that the child recognized by the eldest master of the Hong family is actually your own brother, and you and he are twins." ”

"Yes, but he was stupid, from the moment he was drowned by my father. Madame Red rescued him from the mouth of a vicious dog fourteen years ago, and secretly raised him until now, and finally recognized me, but I did not dare to take him back to the Bai family. ”

"Fourth brother, my life is not good, I used to live like a pig and a dog, I once had nothing to eat for five or six days in a row, and I was so hungry that I wanted to eat people. I watched my mother crash to death in front of me, while my father sneered at his dead wife. Fourth brother, think about me, if I am like you, how should I live? ”

She smiled wryly as she spoke, "It's not the first time I've said the same thing to you, and I don't like to say it anymore." I'm not the one who always talks about how miserable I am, I just want to tell you that everyone in this world has an easy life, but if everyone is like you and can't get out, how can you live that life? We can't all die headfirst, can we? We still have to live, and the days have to go on little by little, so we want to make our lives as good as possible, but what you want is to let yourself live in sadness for one more day as much as possible. Fourth brother, this is selfishness. ”

Bai Heran mercilessly attacked the sad mood of the fourth prince, and at this moment she was thinking that even if he cultivated the artistic conception of sadness, she would have to shatter this artistic conception by herself. She will never allow a good person to be devoured by grief, and she will never allow a good person to never live the same life under Su Wanwan's blow.

She told Jun Muxi: "I have never disowned you as the fourth brother, in fact, your position has always been very important in my heart, I don't know why, I just feel that I will feel very relieved to see you, even if I am under siege in Famen Temple, fourth brother, you will give me a very safe feeling and a very down-to-earth faith." So for me, although Brother Jiu is Jun Murin's own brother, your weight has always been above him. Fourth brother, what I said was from my heart. ”

The little girl's words came out one by one, and Jun Muxi had to admit that in his heart, Su Wanwan was no longer so important. The reason why he can't get out of his grief is that he has been accustomed to this way of living for so many years, and he has forgotten what other emotions he can have besides sadness.

He forgot how to cry, how to laugh, and sometimes he couldn't even feel his body temperature and heartbeat.

The whole person is floating in the chaos of sadness, and it is not possible to move forward, let alone backward.

What's more, what Su Wanwan brought him was no longer the simple sadness she had before, and the time she lived in the Liwang Mansion brought him a devastating blow.

"Ah Ran." He finally spoke, "You forgive the fourth brother, it's not that the fourth brother can't get out of the sad predicament, and the fourth brother doesn't know how to continue to live." Ah Ran, you don't know what happened in the Liwang Mansion, you don't know what kind of ridiculous time it was. I was like a slave driven by the devil, doing everything I was ashamed of, and finally living myself into the most filthy appearance. No one can understand the devastation that those years brought me, it was not sadness, it was despair. ”

His body was trembling slightly, as long as he thought of the days when Su Wanwan lived in the Liwang Mansion, he felt that he was the dirtiest person in the world, and he had done the dirtiest thing in the world. What qualifications does he have to live in this world? What other courage did he have to face his life in ruins?

He told Hakutsuruan: "The reason why I came and saw her is not because I can't let her go. I just hate, I just want to see if I have the courage to kill her with my own hands. I just want to ask her, what is she to me now? If there was really love and affection in the past, why is it so devastating today? ”

"Did you ask?" She remembered that when she first entered the house, she saw that Su Wanwan was talking.

Jun Muxi nodded, "Asked." She said that her feelings for me had ceased to exist since the moment she left the land of Eastern Qin. She lives to avenge the Su family, and to avenge herself. She was going to destroy me, so that her heart could be happy, and she said that this was what I deserved, just as she had been destroyed. Her life is over, and there is no reason why I am still alive and well. Jun Muxi smiled bitterly, "Ah Ran, do you think I'm alive and well?" ”

Bai Heran remembered that when he saw the fourth prince for the first time, that kind of sadness came to his face, and he couldn't stop it.

"I don't know if you're doing well, I'm still saying that, we're actually living pretty much the same." She sighed, "At least you're still alive, but the former Hakuzuru has already died once." ”

As she said this, when she saw him, she saw a puzzled look, so she laughed, "It's okay, it's not so sad and desperate that I'm not interested in anything." But I don't know how to tell you, it's too mysterious, and you may not believe it. I can only tell you that under the persecution of the Bai family's closest relatives, the former Bai Heran has died, and on the night I met Jun Murin, two subordinates pierced her back with poisonous needles, and then pushed her down the cliff fiercely. The fourth brother, Bai Heran, the concubine of the Wenguo Mansion, is dead, and I am just living in her place, inheriting her cause and effect, and finishing her unfinished business. ”

She reached forward and reached his fingertips, "Fourth brother, I have a big revenge that has not been avenged, if I beg you to help me, are you willing to temporarily put aside your sadness, come out of it, and help me?" ”