Chapter 12: Leaving is the best choice for you and me
Walking and walking, they scattered, and the memories faded; Looking at it, I get tired, and the starlight is dimmed; Listening to it, he woke up and began to complain; When I turned around, I found that you were gone, and suddenly I was in a mess.
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Long Yuhan picked up the letter on the table, he opened the letter, and it read: "
Dear Dad,
Hello! By the time you read this letter, maybe I've already left.
As a child I didn't know, why did I only see disgust in your eyes? Sometimes I think, I picked it up.
But in fact, no, I secretly took your hair to test for DNA, and the result was unsatisfactory, I am your biological daughter, but I would rather not be your daughter.
Why?
You sent me to the base when I was three years old, and I cried and begged you, but you didn't look indifferent. Even I wonder what I'm doing wrong every night?
In order to study, I don't miss any time to rest, and even when I eat, I'm scared, I'm afraid that I'm too bad to disgrace you, I want to be your pride, I don't want to be your shame.
Dad, I want to say to you that I understand your good intentions! I understand that you usually educate me and criticize me so that I can become a talent.
It's like a gardener can only grow into delicate flowers if he keeps watering them.
So, I try to be the best I can be, try to live the way you want to be, just to get a compliment from you. You've let me down, no, I'm desperate.
I waited not for compliments, but for your harsh scolding, did you think about my feelings, did you think that I was also a little girl? What I want is simple, I just want one encouragement from you?
I was really tired and I wanted to give up a lot of times, but I couldn't. You don't know how a little girl forced herself to kill without blinking, and my hands were shaking when I first got my gun.
I was scared, I was really scared, and when the gunshots rang out, I was so scared that I almost fainted. At that time, I wished you were by my side to comfort me......
Every year on my birthday, I can only see you, how many years I can only dream of you in my dreams, you are so unattainable! I want you to be able to stay with me more. I also want you to give Ling'er a birthday present......
Now I understand why you hate me, I know that you love your mother very much, and I may be an unfortunate person.
Because I look like my mother, you want to go to my mother as soon as you see me, and remember that my mother died because she gave birth to me, so she sent me to the base when I was very young.
Dad, no matter if you have beaten me or scolded me, I know that it is all for my good, you hate iron and steel, I don't blame you at all, I want to tell you, you are my good father forever.
Ling'er, decided to leave, Ling'er has grown up, and I will make my own decisions about everything in the future.
I'm gone, don't worry about me, I'll be able to take care of myself, and I hope you'll be okay all the time.
Leaving is the best choice for you and me. ”
After reading this letter, a drop of water flowed from the corner of his eyes, he clenched the letter with one hand, and took out a necklace from his pocket with the other.
It was a purple round diamond necklace with a small square sterling silver pendant hanging from it, giving off a pure glow, a crystal clear color that sparkled in the sunlight.
The necklace was engraved with the word "Ling", and Xin Ling didn't know that it was just a birthday gift from Long Yuhan.
At this moment, Long Yuhan only hopes that Xin Ling can come back well, because now he has only one relative left, so Xiao Xin Ling must not be fine, otherwise even if he is dead, he will not be able to explain to Xin Yuan.
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Sometimes fatherly love, it is like liquor, spicy and warm, easy to get drunk in it; It is like coffee, bitter and mellow, easy to make people excited; It's also like tea, bland and intimate, and it can make people addicted without realizing it.